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BECAUSE I'M A VAMPIRE
NEW MOON starts showing on November 25, 2009 here in the Philippines! Mark your calendars!
teamEDWARD forever!
i Vampires & #23 Athletes
i Twilight Saga!!!!!!!!!
i Wide Awake!
i Fireflies & Stars
i Lights! Lots of lights.
i Mixtapes given to me :)
i Dancing
i Eraserheads Albums
i MUSIC
i Haagen Dazs
i Orange Tic Tacs
i Gibson Hummingbird
i Counterstrike and Guitar Hero
i Basketball & Soccer
i Photography
i White Roses
i SLR
i iPod Touch
i Dolphins
i Sunsets & Beaches
LIFE CHECKLIST.
Aurora Borealis Eraserheads, complete. :] meet Edward. <3 Twilight Collector's Edition New Moon HB Eclipse HB Breaking Dawn HB Twilight Movie Guide Twilight OST Twilight Official Guide HB Twilight Dolls! iPod Irelaaaand! org for AIDS victims. own design for tee Wushu Space Shuttle New York for Christmas! dye my hair red. :]] sunset in the most romantic place underwater ***s* *i** :] Paris!
Di ko talaga maintindihan yung emosyon ko ngayon. Nung umaga, masaya ako. Family is loooooove talaga! Nga pala, Family=Star Sec. Hahahaha. :) So, nung umaga, I was with my Family under the bridge. Tapos nagkwentuhan lang kami.
CCF.. review, quiz. MATH.. bigayan ng quiz! I got the highest! :D Grabe, di ko talaga inexpect. Hahah! Tapos sinabi ko agad kay Abby na Daniel would be so proud. :)
LUNCH~ kain lang. Laughtrip with Pshakes. Tapos after nun kasama namin yung Family tas nagreminisce lang kami about old loveteams! :)
TLE.. discussion. Groupings for quiz.. Ointment! =)) AP.. Activity.
RECESS~ Ugh, nanghiram si Mikko ng mga bagay bagay kaya di ako masyadong nakakain.
Fil.. presentation. Eng.. film viewing. Groupings for reporting. Talked about our play.
DISMISSAL~ went down with Stephen. Chismax with Islau. Tas dumating yung iba, kwentuhan some more. Nilibre ko si Islau basta sasamahan niya akong bumili. Haha! Pumunta na ako sa FBA Lobby for reading rehearsal of our play, The Odyssey. :) So.. ang tagal talaga namin. :| Ang tagal talaga! BTW, my role is Scylla! Ya know, Scylla and Charybdis! Hahaha! Sana mabigyan ko ng justice. Okay, anyway, ayun.. Pagtapos nun nagwalkathon lang kami nina Daniel. I had a near-death experience by the way. Tinulak kasi ako ni Daniel sa kalsada :| Tapos nagbalik lang ako ng VCD and DVD sa vid city. Tapos bumalik sa Seton. Talked with Yssa, Jila, Bianx, Maine and Emika. Tapos nag ghost hunting kami ng Maine! :)) Laughtrip, natakot na kami dun sa nung binalak namin na mag SDN amp! So yun, after nun umuwi na din ako. :)
Fun fun day. Kaso ang tahimik ko lang talaga paminsan. :| Ewan ko bakit! x( May hang over pa din ako sa Never Say Never. I love that song sooooo much!
ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY BICO! I LOVE YA! :-*
But sometimes they come back.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Together again :) @ 6/29/2009 09:07:00 PM
Newest favorite sooooooong! :)
Some things we don't talk about, Rather do without, Just hold a smile. Falling in and out of love, Ashamed and proud of, Together all the while.
You can never say never, While we don't know it, Time and time again. Younger now than we were before. Don't let me go [6x]
Picture, You're the Queen of everything, Far as the eye can see, Under your command. I will be your guardian, When all is crumbling, Steady your hand.
You can never say never, While we don't know it, Time, time, and time again. Younger now than we were before. Don't let me go [6x]
We're falling apart, And coming together again and again. We're crawling apart, But we fall in together, Pulling together, together again. Ooohhh Ahhhhh
Don't let me go
NEVER SAY NEVER - THE FRAY I want the T2 OST so badly. :( I mean right now. RIGHT NOW. :| This song is sooooo nice. Narinig ko na toh sa OTH eh, with Julian and Brooke(?) Ay basta, I loooooooove this. The words are sooooo perfect. :)
You can never say never.
But sometimes they come back.
Red and Green Monday @ 6/29/2009 08:48:00 PM
I was with Pshx + Mars & F4 before Assembly. We were comforting Jas. Then I went to Magui because it was a Monday, meaning we have a General Assembly. Dr. Suarez explained some things about Dugtong Buhay this year. Blaaah
We rushed our skit for Homeroom, we discussed about priorities in Math. Plus we had laughtrip moments when Sir Iean tricked us with mathematical equations. :| Hahahah! We did our experiment for Physics.
LUNCH. ~we comforted Jas again. I hope she gest reaaaal better soon. :(
We continued our experiment for Physics. Some of my classmated went to the clinic coz they were "nahigad". Awwwww... Then we had our English. Some of the boys ran late and we had "intense moments" during the whole period. The class was cut because we had our orientation(?) for Dugtong Buhay.
RECESS. ~ate with Jolo people + Kaii. Aaron and I did this lifting we were trying to do last school year I think? Hahahah! It was cool, but it was scary. :P
Discussed about Presidents during AP time.
Kaii and I bonded and had some updates. Haha! Then we went to Magic Wand.
~~walkathon!~~
Went back to Seton and bonded with Family. :) Chismaxx w/ Islau, Yssa and Rebeyben. Loooooooooong talk with Dani and Inna. Hahaha! Kinda missed SDS. Kinda missed everyone. :( Went home afterwards
Guys, please pray for my dear bestfriend's mom. I hope she goes through this smoothly. Pray for my bestfriend and her family as well.
Stay strong bestfriend! We're all here for you. Don't you worry.
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
T2! @ 6/28/2009 09:50:00 PM
I watched Transformers today. ;)
Movie-Theater-Eskapismo ulit. Ang tagal ko nang di nagagawa yun. :) Awhh. FAVORITEST MOVIE EVER!! Hahahaha.
Can't wait for my own soundtrack na ulit. Haha! BEST OST din toh eh. :D:D:D:D:D:D I'm sooooooooo happy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTESTFRIEND! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :-*
But sometimes they come back.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Frrrrriiiday! @ 6/26/2009 06:52:00 PM
Today was a nice day, somehow. :)
I went to Village Center to buy a yellow clearbook first then I went to school na. Then we went to SDSFamily first to fix everything for Cha. Then, we went to Pshx's usual tambayan every morning because Jas needed our help. Assembly.. Physics.. CCF.. English.. LUNCH! It was time for our surpriiiise! :) Ang saya nga eh. Kasi during English, naguusap na kami ni Bianx kasi pareho kaming excited. Paglabas ko, lahat sila natataranta. Hahaha! Tapos may bad news pa na sinabi si Inna. Pero anyway, bumaba na ako para puntahan si Gelo at Kaii para kunin yung cake at balloons. Then everyone was there. The whole SDSFamily. :) Awwh. So they blindfolded Cha na and circled her around Seton. Hahah! Tapos kumanta na kami ng With A Smile para sa kanya. :) AWWWW. Tapos nag message kami for her. TAPOS YELLOWCAB NA! Ayun, kanina lang kami ulit nakapag-bonding ng buo. :) I miss you SDS! Happy birthday Chacha! :P WE LOOOOOVE YOU!
After lunch, Math na. Nag quiz lang kami. Hahah. Tapos Dance Club na. So we did some introduction and elected class officers. After dance club, we went to FBA for a tutorial? Hahahaha. For our GK. Then we had our screening for Philo. Damn, hard questions. :| Parang gnto: Masasabi mo bang walang alam ang isang tao? Pano pag sinabi niyang wala syang alam? Ibig sbhn alam nya na wala syang alam. So... may alam sya? MGA GANYAN! May harder questions pa. :)) Sir Mickey talaga!
So isang oras lang kaming sumagot. Tapos Mentoring na! As usual, noisy noisy Magui. :)) Ewan, sigawan lang sa classroom. Tapos nag-usap about Oddyssey. Then Reply Slips. WALANG SAWANG REPLY SLIPS!! Magpasa na kasi kayo! :))
So, flag retreat. Ang ingay pa namin nun, nagfflag retreat na pala. Haha! Tapos uwian. BF trips with B. :] Magic Wand dapat eh, kaso... basta. :)) So sa pansitan kami napunta. :)) Tas yun, Seton after. And now I'm home! :D
Michael Jackson died due to Cardiac Arrest. :( No more Peter Pan. :(
HEAL THE WORLD, MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE. May you rest in peace MJ. You'll always be remembered.
But sometimes they come back.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
20 days @ 6/25/2009 07:53:00 PM
Its been 20 days since I last posted. My last posts were even surveys. It has been 20 days and I never had time to blog.. to somehow connect with the world I used to live in. USED TO. What the hell happened?
20 loooooong and imaginable days. Some of those days were boring. Some were happy. Some were adventurous. Some were trying. Some were sad. Some... were hoping.
I am happy with my section. Its not how I expected it to be so far. And its a good thing. We're trying to build a solid ground and we're making every moment as happy as possible. So yeah, I can say that I'm pretty much liking it. But that doesn't mean that I have forgotten about my "Family". :) At first we were REALLY missing them. We went to the Science AVR and we suddenly became sad. Because everytime we go there, we have our "own" space. We also have this prayer after the after-meal prayer. We don't say that anymore. Not aloud at least. But we still keep it to ourselves to somehow continue the prayer we were once taught of before. We're still going strong, and we always will be. We'll always be the Family we are before and now. When life's hard as hell, its nice to know that they're there. Every morning, every lunch break, every recess, every dismissal. EVERY DAY. Just like before. :)
But sometimes they come back.
Friday, June 05, 2009
100 truths. @ 6/05/2009 04:06:00 PM
WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = water 2. last phone call = mom 3. last text message = raven 4. last song you listened to = boom boom pow 5. last time you cried = yesterday :)
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = i don't even know if I ever dated. :)) 7. been cheated on = nope. 8. kissed someone & regretted it = never kissed someone. 9. lost someone special = YEAH. :[ 10. been depressed = yes. :P 11. been drunk and threw up = no. :>
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Red 13. Black 14. Pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend = oh yeah. :) 16. Fallen out of love = Nope. 17. Laughed until you cried = onaman! ;) 18. Met someone who changed you = nope. wla pa ata. :P 19. Found out who your true friends were = onaman! matagal na matagal na! 20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes x_x 21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list = nope.
GENERAL: 22. How many people on your Facebook friends list do you know in real life = i don't know who my friends are there. :)) 24. Do you have any pets = Yup. ;) 25. Do you want to change your name = No. I like it. ;) 26. What did you do for your last birthday = we practiced our "bagong simula" eh. so di ako masyadong naka celebrate. we just ate at shakeys. 27. What time did you wake up today = 8 something. ahaha. 28. What were you doing at midnight last night = on the phone. ;) 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = the next time.... :)) 30. Last time you saw your Mother = kanina 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = wish we never moved. :( 32. What are you listening to right now = basket case- greenday 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Tom-Tom! =)) 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now = wala naman. hihi. 35. Most visited webpage = labing-apat.bs.com 37. Nicknames = janzy, jnz, BABE. =)) jke. 38. Relationship Status = single and taken. :)) :)) :)) laboooo. 39. Zodiac sign = virgo. 40. Male or female? = FEMALE. ;) 41. Elementary? = seton 42. Middle School = waaa 43. High school= seton 44. Hair colour = dark brown, brown, black, whatever you wanna believe. :)) 45. Long or short = uhhhm :-s 46. Height = 5 flat 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yeaaahh. 48: What do you like about yourself? = i appreciate all kind of music and i'm passionate about dancing coz i wanna learn these things i love. and i'm also in to celestial bodies. ;) i love those things about me. ahaha! 49 Piercings = Ears lng 50. Tattoos = none 51. Righty or lefty= righty ;)
FIRSTS : 52. First surgery = bone marrow. :D 53. First piercing = ears only. 54. First best friend = Alan? Keiko? Nikki? Kat? :\ I CAN'T REMEMBER. :| 55. First sport you joined = Swimming 56. First vacation = Batangas? 58. First crush = Alan
RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating = nothing 60. Drinking = nothing 61. I'm about to = type? hehe. 62. Listening to = when a man loves a woman- marvin gaye 63. Waiting for = reply ;)
YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids? = uh-huh. :P skip the preggy part. ahaha! 65. Get Married? = oh yeees. ♥-♥ 66. Career? = Be a successful doctor. di ko pa alam kung anong specialty. cardio siguro. :P but i wanna be a pedia too. :|
WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes = Eyes. :) 68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses. :) 69. Shorter or taller= Taller. :) 70. Older or Younger = Any. Pero not too much. x____x :) 71. Romantic or spontaneous = a bit of both. :) 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice stomach. :) 73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive. :) 74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship. :) 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker. :)
HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger = AHAHA. Watta question. :)) Jke lang. Of course not. :P 77. Drank hard liquor = Wooo. 78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope. 79. Sex on first date = NO. X____X 80. Broken someone's heart = Yeah :( 81. Had your own heart broken = OH YES. :( 82. Been arrested = Nope. Ahahaha! 83. Turned someone down = Yeah. 84. Cried when someone died = Onaman. :( 85. Fallen for a friend? = Yeah. Secret lang. =)) Wala na ngayon.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself = OH YES. :)) 87. Miracles = Yes. :) 88. Love at first sight = No. 89. Heaven = Yeah. 90. Santa Claus = Nooo. Ahehe. 91. Kiss on the first date = Maybe, for some. 92. Angels = I guess? Aheheh.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Nope. 95. Did you sing today? = Oh yes. ;) 96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nope. 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = 2 years ago. 98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = August 28, 2009. =) 99. Are you afraid of falling in love wid s0mbody else? = If in a relationship. 100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yeah I guess so.
But sometimes they come back.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
50 FIRST REACTIONS @ 6/04/2009 08:44:00 PM
Okay this is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random, just type it! Repost it for all of your friends.
~grabbed from Lexii
1. Beer: Heineken. :)) 2. Food: pasta and chicken 3. Relationships: looooove 4. Your CRUSH: nathan scott 5. Power Rangers: pink power ranger :) 6. Life: is a road, and i wanna keep going. :)) 7. Death: cemetery 8. School: seton 9. The President: mole =)) 10. Yummy: trolli 11. Cars: red benz B-) 12. Movie: transformers 13. Halloween: orange and black and pumpkins 14. Sex: white ;) 15. Religion: jojo. ahaha. 16. Myspace: blue. 17. Phobia: hydrophobic. 18. Marriage: cinderella carriage 19. Blondes: pink 20. SLIPPERS: banana peel 21. SHOES: vans 22. Asians: chinese 23: Past time: hobby :)) 24. One night stands: f.o.b 25: Cell Phone: nokia 27: Smoke/Cigarette: raven :| =)) nanloko kasi kanina e 28. Dreams: dreamgirls :)) 29: COLLEGE: UP. 30. Highschool Life: ADN. TC. SDS. :P 31. Pajamas: slumbers! 32. Stars: ME! B-) 33. Fitness Center: sports bras 34. Alcohol: that green and red thing during jel's bday 35. The word Love: rvn :P 36. Friends: rachel - ross. 37. Money: trees 38. Heartache: yael 39. Time: dior 40. Divorce: sad face 41. Dogs: sammie 42. Undies: red 43. Parents: here 44. Babies: mie's sister. :P 45. Stripper: american pie. ahaha. 46. Blogs: janzy 47. News: tv patrol. 48. Paris Hilton: new bff show 49. Pizza: pizza hut 50. kleenex: save the last dance 2
But sometimes they come back.
Keep Holding On :) @ 6/04/2009 03:03:00 PM
May naalala ako. :D Hahahaha. Kasi nung Samba practice with SDS, may nangyari. Amin na lang yun. Tas lahat nagiiyakan na. Tapos biglang pinatugtog yung Keep Holding On. Edi yun, nagstop na tayo sa practice tapos kinakanta natin yun hanggang makarating tayo sa guardhouse. :) MEMORIES. =)
You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
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Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Aww. Happy happy na ah? Madami na satin nakatanggap, its time for the others to accept it na rin. Keep holding on nga dabah? Hahaha. Basta yun, stay strong guys. Take care. I WILL ALWAYS L-O-V-E YOOOOUUU. :P And I'm going to miss you. :)
But sometimes they come back.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
ANG GAGA KO @ 6/03/2009 02:30:00 PM
I TRIED. :| Kaso nag-away kami so ayan, nafefeel ko na talaga lahat ng sakit. Yung sectioning, yung away namin, yung distance sa TK, yung puson ko. !@#!@#$#%$^%^&#$@#%$^??efb g scfg6segkqwegd7h rjwebf7qw fuq39RYVNAS CHaydi ndfiqE7FH EQHFQW7YHFHQWDGF87ERFI 7E6YFE BDFYQe f287efhouwyfw 87ehfigwednadoucw fbgv978werawrgf9qejf978weufi awgd8f k234r763e 82t5r623y7 2135t497235t634y572354823\24 uhdjasn wdyiqgdwegfebfeg f7gfuqefqe yetrqegdysgf;ygf;uqegf;q etf7eteggfeg7etb 7etdyegue eeufh;qu%@^%$%#%R&$^%$%R&%$%$#%^#&$#$^#$%%$#^^%S dtfdfhdugfydgfdgf ydigfdfugfiydfhdbfilyfeugfdhfg7r utigufgw7r; 7fudfuefwefg
Soooooorryyyy... Taena, ambigat talaga.
Sana temporary lang. BLXT!!!!
EEEDDDDDIIIIIITTTTT | 2:37 PM Haaaapppppyyyyyyyy. :)) The Notebook talaga! :)) Di matiis eh. :P Loveyoou.
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
At the Beginning @ 6/02/2009 09:57:00 PM
Sa mga nakaka receive ng gms ko sa sun o kaya sa mga nakasama ko kanina, sorry for being so OA and weak. :| Pero para sakin, masakit talaga. Masakit na masakit. I know everyone wants to make everybody happy pero yun nga, hindi pa din maaalis sa sarili yung malungkot. So eto..
AG days pa namin nun napag-usapan na namin. Kasi may sinabi sakin si "ano" tas yun na. Nung nalaman ko yun akala ko wala lang. Tapos yun nga, nung nag AG kami.. sabi ni Iman at Ryan may alam din sila so akala ko alam din nila yung sinabi sakin ni "ano". Hindi pala. So nasabi ko pa din kina Daniel, Pat at Gil yun. Nashock sila, syempre. Hindi pa nag sink in sakin yun nung time na yon. Parang, "Sows, as if naman" Ganun yung feeling ko nun. Nung patagal na ng patagal, ang dami nang nagsusulputan na kung anu-ano. Ang daming haka-haka, ang daming vibes.... hanggang sa....
Nagkaalamanan na. Nung pumasok ako nun, nalimutan ko nga na titignan ko pala yung sectionings. Mas na excite ako kasi makikita ko ulit silang lahat. Inisip ko na naman na magkakasigawan na naman kami o kaya ang ingay ingay na naman namin. Tapos ayun, sinabi sakin ni Daniel na Magui ako. Hinamapas ko yung board nun, tapos tinignan ko ulit yung mga kaklase ko. "Tae, iba na".
oh well.. malapit na ang pasukan. hindi naman ako kinakabahan. excited pa nga ako eh. sila pa din naman kasi mga kaklase ko. pero siguro, kapag rest ako this year.. naka ilang ritwal na ako ngayon. kabadong-kabado talaga. hahahaha. pero buti na lang. at least hindi na ako magpapakaloner. wahahaha. naiimagine ko na tuloy na parang Tagum lang ulit kami. si Abby, may kawawa na namang hinahabol.. si Anlo, napapraning.. naguusap yung mga Da Boys.. feeling ko si Aaron nagvovocalize na naman or sumasayaw ng cheerdance or nagpapractice sa kanyang invisible trumpet slash flute. hahaha.. si Bianca tumatawa, as usual. hahahaha. hyper na naman siguro yon.. si Patrick siguro bangag. duuhh. baka maabutan ko na naman yun na nagpapractice ng martial arts tulad nung avatar noon. well, naaliw din naman ako, kahit ako nagpaturo. hahaha! si Dani, for sure.. kwento agad yan! si Gil, hahaha. humanda yang tiyan mo sa first day!! si Jasper... hahaha. siguro nakausamod na naman yun sa sulok. siguro mayabang na naman mukha nun sabay mangaasar.. yung mga girls magkkwentuhan. si Kai sigurado hahanapin iba naming mga katropa.. at si Kevin.. HAHAHAHA si kevin.. :) hayy boss, nakakamiss ka.. oh well.. basta si Kevin.. hindi natin alam kung anong pwedeng mangyari.
JUNE 9, 2008
HINDI NA GANYAN! :((
Kanina sa kotse, hindi ko aakalain na dun ako aatakihin ng pagkaemotional ko. Kahpon kasi, Kaii needed me so I need to be strong for her. Tsaka parang wala talaga ako sa mood mag emote kahapon kasi hindi pa nagsisink in sakin lahat. Nung kausap ko si Gmick akala ko oks na sakin, akala ko I'll make it work na lang. Pero kanina narealize ko na kailangan ko talaga ilabas. :( Hindi ko kayang ipakitang wala lang sakin toh. Hindi ko kayang sabihin na makakayanan ko ng buong puso yung isang taon na parating. Huli pa naman, tapos hindi pa sila yung makakasama ko.
Kung nabasa niyo yung blockquote, oo, nakailang bangungot ako tungkol sa sectioning last year. June 2 nung nalaman kong kaklase ko pa din sila. One year na pala. Nung araw na yun, pinangako ko talga na aayusin ko this year. Walang line of 7 ganyan ganyan. At wala nga. Walang bangungot about sectioning, walang kaba na matatanggal sa star. Pero taena talaga (sorry for the word, masakit talaga eh) mas gugustuhin ko pang kinakabahan ako, binabangungot ako kesa sa malaman ko tong' realidad na toh na hindi ko na sila makakasama. It's OA i know, kasi batchmates pa din naman, friends pa naman. Pero yung mga simpleng bagay na ginagawa ng mga magkakaklase, yun yung mamimiss ko. Yun yung hindi ko na ata magagawa. Yun yung hahanap hanapin ko.
Sa kanila na ako naging komportable eh. Sa kanila ako napalapit. Sa 5 taon ba naman naming nagkasama sama, syempre napamahal na sakin yung mga yon. Mamimiss ko yung mga "first days" namin, yung mapapansin mo agad kung sino na nagbago. Yung mga introductions na hindi na natapos kahit kakilala na namin isa't isa. Yung sabay sabay rin kaming mangangapa sa mga bagong teachers, bagong subjects. Yung mga soundtrips namin. Pag sinasabihan kami ng "TC!" -dan version o kaya ng "SDS!"- shirra version dahil nagagalit na sila sa ingay namin. Yung mga biktima ng "habulan with abby" tapos dadaan si ms. ditas tas lahat tatahimik. :)) Tapos uutusan nila ako na puntahan yung teacher tas pagbalik ko sa classroom lahat sila nakatingin sakin tas pag sinabi kong wala maglalabasan na ng ipod at speaker tapos magpapatugtog na o kaya makikichismax na. :)) Tapos maglilipatan kami ng upuan as in kung sinu-sino na lang kinakausap. Tapos yung bigla na lang kami matatawa kasi ang tahimik na bigla parang may anghel na dumaan. O kaya yung mahohot seat ka tas no choice ka na kundi sumagot. O kaya yung katabi mo lang sisigawan ka pa. O kaya yung mga walkathon, mga gala pag 4pm yung uwian. O kaya yung lahat magsstay tas magkkwentuhan. O kaya yung pag naglilinis kami tuwing Mentoring. O kaya maglalaro kami ng Ms. Irish game. O kaya yung laro na natutunan namin sa PETA workshop. O kaya pag napagttripan si Mr. Adap :)) O kaya si sister. :)) Lalo na pag nasa bus, kahit san kami pumunta basta nasa bus laughtrip tlg. Yung mga sleepovers namin na super parteeeeyyy talaga. Feel at home na nga ata kami sa bahay ni Marga eh. :)) Pag may magiiyakan, lapit agad lahat. Tapos meron pang "wag wag! don't touch her, maiiyak yan lalo". Pati rin yung mga confe confe o kaya pag naguusap yung buong klase. Nung second year nga, nagstay pa kami sa Tagum nun tas naguusap kami about things we hate and love about each other tas si Islau biglang nahulog! :))
Hindi pa yan lahat, wala pa ata sa 1/16 yan! Hahahaa. Yan yung mga bagay na mamimiss ko. Mamimiss ko yung inside jokes namin kasi kami-kami lang nakakaalam nun. Mamimiss ko yung mga araw na nagrereminisce kami ng mga totoy at neneng days namin, masarap yung balik-balikan kasi sabay-sabay kaming tumanda at lumaki. We were part of each other's lives and we will still be. Sa tagal ba naman ng pinagsamahan namin, hindi ko na ata kakayaning mawala pa sila sakin.
I'm not saying that they will be, I'm just saying na things will be a lot different. Naexperience ko na rin toh, when we moved. Yeah, we're still super good friends pero ramdam ko talaga na nag-iba na. Iba talaga pag nandun ka. Ibang-iba.
Pero parte ng buhay toh. ABRA, ALBAY, ADN, TC, SDS.. You made me who I am right now. A stronger, better version of myself. Alam ko I can surpass this trial na lahat tayo kinakaharap din ngayon kasi alam kong sabay-sabay nating kinakaya.
Thank you sa lahat ng ginawa natin dati. Mula nung nagkakilakilala tayo nung Abra or ADN pa lang hanggang sa ngayon na malaki na tayo. Hinding-hindi ko kakalimutan lahat dahil lahat ng memories na yun, para sa inyo lang. Para sa atin lang. :) Maraming salamat sa lahat ng ginawa niyo para sakin, sa lahat ng natutunan ko sa inyo. Kahit ano pa man ang mangyari, walang iwanan, walang limutan.
We were strangers Starting out on a journey Never dreaming What we'd have to go through Now here we are And I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected What you did to my heart When I lost hope You were there to remind me This is the start
Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey
I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you
We were strangers On a crazy adventure Never dreaming How our dreams would come true Now here we stand Unafraid of the future At the beginning with you
Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey
I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark Now I know my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey
I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you
Life is a road and I wanna keep going Love is a river I wanna keep going on.... Starting out on a journey Life is a road and I wanna going Love is river I wanna keep flowing In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you.
Ano pa man ang sabihin nilang lahat satin, tayu-tayo pa din ang magkakapamilya... Mahal na mahal ko kayo. :)
kakayanin natin toh dba? chismax pa din ah!
But sometimes they come back.
So kiss me thru the phone @ 6/02/2009 01:13:00 PM
NEW FAVORITE SONG, :D
Kiss Me Thru The Phone- Soulja Boy
Ahihihi. Nagulat kaya ako, kasi may line na "You could be my Bonnie, I could be your Clyde" Ohhhh! San ka pa! :)) Kasi, yung kantang Me and My Girlfriend, Bonnie and Clyde yun. :P
Ayiiie talaga! Ahahahay. 'kay, may sad post ako later. Huhu. Pero later na yun. SF muna! :> Weeee!
But sometimes they come back.
I AM WHO I AM.
One thing is clear
I'll wear a halo when you look at me
JNZ ♥
15 years old. Estrogen-kinda-human. Senior HS. I ♥ ROCK music. \m/ Little Miss ALL-SMUG. Dancing is my "escape". Reads. Amazed by celestial bodies! loves Romeo and Juliet, Bonnie and Clyde, Jack and Rose, Noah and Ally, Grace and AJ, Tristan and Isolde, Nathan and Haley kinda romances. TEAM EDWARD! BellaEdward forfuckinever. :) Silent Sufferer. I have a crazy fear of getting pregnant and giving birth. The miracle of life is tagged with vagbreakin' pain. i FREAKIN' looooove STARS! Shining, shimmering, splendid! ^^, ANTHROPOLOGISTprosecutorSOLDIERsecretspyPRINCESScowgirl FORENSICPSYCHOLOGISTastronautCANDYCOUNTERGIRLsuperhero wannabe :] I want to live in the 7o's and be a hippie. Peace, yo! I love DC Comics and its common superhero name pre/suf-fixes. :P Green Arrow, Robin Hood, Peter Pan! Di Caprio, Lafferty, Franco and Pattinson make my heart skip every time! :P La la la la la. I wanna go to Neverland and never grow up. I'll be with Peter Pan and the lost boys and I'll be a lost girl. Easy does it. I love STAR GAZING. Stars! :) SUNSETS and FIREFLIES are love too. I'm a jerk-hater. I'll rip their peepers apart. :| I'm shadowcat/supergirl. THE WORLD IS A VAMPIRE, right S.P? Planet Green, Go Green. I thank God for giving Stephenie Meyer to the world. Twilight is my savior. I also love Wide Awake! Best Fanfiction EVER! I am currently enchanted, captivated and dazzled by none other than a sexy, topaz-eyed, possessive, sparkling vampire named EDWARD CULLEN. Oh boy am I in looooove. I'd become a star one day, in my after life. :) ERASERHEADS will never be ERASED from our HEADS. I wanna see the Aurora Borealis before I die. I'm wishing for or maybe Dark Edward. Either of the two will do.
I am indestructible. I'm a superhuman. I'M EFFIN' SUPER. :>
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Im soooo quiet @ 6/30/2009 08:34:00 PM
Di ko talaga maintindihan yung emosyon ko ngayon. Nung umaga, masaya ako. Family is loooooove talaga! Nga pala, Family=Star Sec. Hahahaha. :) So, nung umaga, I was with my Family under the bridge. Tapos nagkwentuhan lang kami.
CCF.. review, quiz. MATH.. bigayan ng quiz! I got the highest! :D Grabe, di ko talaga inexpect. Hahah! Tapos sinabi ko agad kay Abby na Daniel would be so proud. :)
LUNCH~ kain lang. Laughtrip with Pshakes. Tapos after nun kasama namin yung Family tas nagreminisce lang kami about old loveteams! :)
TLE.. discussion. Groupings for quiz.. Ointment! =)) AP.. Activity.
RECESS~ Ugh, nanghiram si Mikko ng mga bagay bagay kaya di ako masyadong nakakain.
Fil.. presentation. Eng.. film viewing. Groupings for reporting. Talked about our play.
DISMISSAL~ went down with Stephen. Chismax with Islau. Tas dumating yung iba, kwentuhan some more. Nilibre ko si Islau basta sasamahan niya akong bumili. Haha! Pumunta na ako sa FBA Lobby for reading rehearsal of our play, The Odyssey. :) So.. ang tagal talaga namin. :| Ang tagal talaga! BTW, my role is Scylla! Ya know, Scylla and Charybdis! Hahaha! Sana mabigyan ko ng justice. Okay, anyway, ayun.. Pagtapos nun nagwalkathon lang kami nina Daniel. I had a near-death experience by the way. Tinulak kasi ako ni Daniel sa kalsada :| Tapos nagbalik lang ako ng VCD and DVD sa vid city. Tapos bumalik sa Seton. Talked with Yssa, Jila, Bianx, Maine and Emika. Tapos nag ghost hunting kami ng Maine! :)) Laughtrip, natakot na kami dun sa nung binalak namin na mag SDN amp! So yun, after nun umuwi na din ako. :)
Fun fun day. Kaso ang tahimik ko lang talaga paminsan. :| Ewan ko bakit! x( May hang over pa din ako sa Never Say Never. I love that song sooooo much!
ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY BICO! I LOVE YA! :-*
But sometimes they come back.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Together again :) @ 6/29/2009 09:07:00 PM
Newest favorite sooooooong! :)
Some things we don't talk about, Rather do without, Just hold a smile. Falling in and out of love, Ashamed and proud of, Together all the while.
You can never say never, While we don't know it, Time and time again. Younger now than we were before. Don't let me go [6x]
Picture, You're the Queen of everything, Far as the eye can see, Under your command. I will be your guardian, When all is crumbling, Steady your hand.
You can never say never, While we don't know it, Time, time, and time again. Younger now than we were before. Don't let me go [6x]
We're falling apart, And coming together again and again. We're crawling apart, But we fall in together, Pulling together, together again. Ooohhh Ahhhhh
Don't let me go
NEVER SAY NEVER - THE FRAY I want the T2 OST so badly. :( I mean right now. RIGHT NOW. :| This song is sooooo nice. Narinig ko na toh sa OTH eh, with Julian and Brooke(?) Ay basta, I loooooooove this. The words are sooooo perfect. :)
You can never say never.
But sometimes they come back.
Red and Green Monday @ 6/29/2009 08:48:00 PM
I was with Pshx + Mars & F4 before Assembly. We were comforting Jas. Then I went to Magui because it was a Monday, meaning we have a General Assembly. Dr. Suarez explained some things about Dugtong Buhay this year. Blaaah
We rushed our skit for Homeroom, we discussed about priorities in Math. Plus we had laughtrip moments when Sir Iean tricked us with mathematical equations. :| Hahahah! We did our experiment for Physics.
LUNCH. ~we comforted Jas again. I hope she gest reaaaal better soon. :(
We continued our experiment for Physics. Some of my classmated went to the clinic coz they were "nahigad". Awwwww... Then we had our English. Some of the boys ran late and we had "intense moments" during the whole period. The class was cut because we had our orientation(?) for Dugtong Buhay.
RECESS. ~ate with Jolo people + Kaii. Aaron and I did this lifting we were trying to do last school year I think? Hahahah! It was cool, but it was scary. :P
Discussed about Presidents during AP time.
Kaii and I bonded and had some updates. Haha! Then we went to Magic Wand.
~~walkathon!~~
Went back to Seton and bonded with Family. :) Chismaxx w/ Islau, Yssa and Rebeyben. Loooooooooong talk with Dani and Inna. Hahaha! Kinda missed SDS. Kinda missed everyone. :( Went home afterwards
Guys, please pray for my dear bestfriend's mom. I hope she goes through this smoothly. Pray for my bestfriend and her family as well.
Stay strong bestfriend! We're all here for you. Don't you worry.
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
T2! @ 6/28/2009 09:50:00 PM
I watched Transformers today. ;)
Movie-Theater-Eskapismo ulit. Ang tagal ko nang di nagagawa yun. :) Awhh. FAVORITEST MOVIE EVER!! Hahahaha.
Can't wait for my own soundtrack na ulit. Haha! BEST OST din toh eh. :D:D:D:D:D:D I'm sooooooooo happy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTESTFRIEND! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :-*
But sometimes they come back.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Frrrrriiiday! @ 6/26/2009 06:52:00 PM
Today was a nice day, somehow. :)
I went to Village Center to buy a yellow clearbook first then I went to school na. Then we went to SDSFamily first to fix everything for Cha. Then, we went to Pshx's usual tambayan every morning because Jas needed our help. Assembly.. Physics.. CCF.. English.. LUNCH! It was time for our surpriiiise! :) Ang saya nga eh. Kasi during English, naguusap na kami ni Bianx kasi pareho kaming excited. Paglabas ko, lahat sila natataranta. Hahaha! Tapos may bad news pa na sinabi si Inna. Pero anyway, bumaba na ako para puntahan si Gelo at Kaii para kunin yung cake at balloons. Then everyone was there. The whole SDSFamily. :) Awwh. So they blindfolded Cha na and circled her around Seton. Hahah! Tapos kumanta na kami ng With A Smile para sa kanya. :) AWWWW. Tapos nag message kami for her. TAPOS YELLOWCAB NA! Ayun, kanina lang kami ulit nakapag-bonding ng buo. :) I miss you SDS! Happy birthday Chacha! :P WE LOOOOOVE YOU!
After lunch, Math na. Nag quiz lang kami. Hahah. Tapos Dance Club na. So we did some introduction and elected class officers. After dance club, we went to FBA for a tutorial? Hahahaha. For our GK. Then we had our screening for Philo. Damn, hard questions. :| Parang gnto: Masasabi mo bang walang alam ang isang tao? Pano pag sinabi niyang wala syang alam? Ibig sbhn alam nya na wala syang alam. So... may alam sya? MGA GANYAN! May harder questions pa. :)) Sir Mickey talaga!
So isang oras lang kaming sumagot. Tapos Mentoring na! As usual, noisy noisy Magui. :)) Ewan, sigawan lang sa classroom. Tapos nag-usap about Oddyssey. Then Reply Slips. WALANG SAWANG REPLY SLIPS!! Magpasa na kasi kayo! :))
So, flag retreat. Ang ingay pa namin nun, nagfflag retreat na pala. Haha! Tapos uwian. BF trips with B. :] Magic Wand dapat eh, kaso... basta. :)) So sa pansitan kami napunta. :)) Tas yun, Seton after. And now I'm home! :D
Michael Jackson died due to Cardiac Arrest. :( No more Peter Pan. :(
HEAL THE WORLD, MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE. May you rest in peace MJ. You'll always be remembered.
But sometimes they come back.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
20 days @ 6/25/2009 07:53:00 PM
Its been 20 days since I last posted. My last posts were even surveys. It has been 20 days and I never had time to blog.. to somehow connect with the world I used to live in. USED TO. What the hell happened?
20 loooooong and imaginable days. Some of those days were boring. Some were happy. Some were adventurous. Some were trying. Some were sad. Some... were hoping.
I am happy with my section. Its not how I expected it to be so far. And its a good thing. We're trying to build a solid ground and we're making every moment as happy as possible. So yeah, I can say that I'm pretty much liking it. But that doesn't mean that I have forgotten about my "Family". :) At first we were REALLY missing them. We went to the Science AVR and we suddenly became sad. Because everytime we go there, we have our "own" space. We also have this prayer after the after-meal prayer. We don't say that anymore. Not aloud at least. But we still keep it to ourselves to somehow continue the prayer we were once taught of before. We're still going strong, and we always will be. We'll always be the Family we are before and now. When life's hard as hell, its nice to know that they're there. Every morning, every lunch break, every recess, every dismissal. EVERY DAY. Just like before. :)
But sometimes they come back.
Friday, June 05, 2009
100 truths. @ 6/05/2009 04:06:00 PM
WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = water 2. last phone call = mom 3. last text message = raven 4. last song you listened to = boom boom pow 5. last time you cried = yesterday :)
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = i don't even know if I ever dated. :)) 7. been cheated on = nope. 8. kissed someone & regretted it = never kissed someone. 9. lost someone special = YEAH. :[ 10. been depressed = yes. :P 11. been drunk and threw up = no. :>
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Red 13. Black 14. Pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend = oh yeah. :) 16. Fallen out of love = Nope. 17. Laughed until you cried = onaman! ;) 18. Met someone who changed you = nope. wla pa ata. :P 19. Found out who your true friends were = onaman! matagal na matagal na! 20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes x_x 21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list = nope.
GENERAL: 22. How many people on your Facebook friends list do you know in real life = i don't know who my friends are there. :)) 24. Do you have any pets = Yup. ;) 25. Do you want to change your name = No. I like it. ;) 26. What did you do for your last birthday = we practiced our "bagong simula" eh. so di ako masyadong naka celebrate. we just ate at shakeys. 27. What time did you wake up today = 8 something. ahaha. 28. What were you doing at midnight last night = on the phone. ;) 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = the next time.... :)) 30. Last time you saw your Mother = kanina 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = wish we never moved. :( 32. What are you listening to right now = basket case- greenday 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Tom-Tom! =)) 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now = wala naman. hihi. 35. Most visited webpage = labing-apat.bs.com 37. Nicknames = janzy, jnz, BABE. =)) jke. 38. Relationship Status = single and taken. :)) :)) :)) laboooo. 39. Zodiac sign = virgo. 40. Male or female? = FEMALE. ;) 41. Elementary? = seton 42. Middle School = waaa 43. High school= seton 44. Hair colour = dark brown, brown, black, whatever you wanna believe. :)) 45. Long or short = uhhhm :-s 46. Height = 5 flat 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yeaaahh. 48: What do you like about yourself? = i appreciate all kind of music and i'm passionate about dancing coz i wanna learn these things i love. and i'm also in to celestial bodies. ;) i love those things about me. ahaha! 49 Piercings = Ears lng 50. Tattoos = none 51. Righty or lefty= righty ;)
FIRSTS : 52. First surgery = bone marrow. :D 53. First piercing = ears only. 54. First best friend = Alan? Keiko? Nikki? Kat? :\ I CAN'T REMEMBER. :| 55. First sport you joined = Swimming 56. First vacation = Batangas? 58. First crush = Alan
RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating = nothing 60. Drinking = nothing 61. I'm about to = type? hehe. 62. Listening to = when a man loves a woman- marvin gaye 63. Waiting for = reply ;)
YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids? = uh-huh. :P skip the preggy part. ahaha! 65. Get Married? = oh yeees. ♥-♥ 66. Career? = Be a successful doctor. di ko pa alam kung anong specialty. cardio siguro. :P but i wanna be a pedia too. :|
WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes = Eyes. :) 68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses. :) 69. Shorter or taller= Taller. :) 70. Older or Younger = Any. Pero not too much. x____x :) 71. Romantic or spontaneous = a bit of both. :) 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice stomach. :) 73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive. :) 74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship. :) 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker. :)
HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger = AHAHA. Watta question. :)) Jke lang. Of course not. :P 77. Drank hard liquor = Wooo. 78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope. 79. Sex on first date = NO. X____X 80. Broken someone's heart = Yeah :( 81. Had your own heart broken = OH YES. :( 82. Been arrested = Nope. Ahahaha! 83. Turned someone down = Yeah. 84. Cried when someone died = Onaman. :( 85. Fallen for a friend? = Yeah. Secret lang. =)) Wala na ngayon.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself = OH YES. :)) 87. Miracles = Yes. :) 88. Love at first sight = No. 89. Heaven = Yeah. 90. Santa Claus = Nooo. Ahehe. 91. Kiss on the first date = Maybe, for some. 92. Angels = I guess? Aheheh.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Nope. 95. Did you sing today? = Oh yes. ;) 96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nope. 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = 2 years ago. 98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = August 28, 2009. =) 99. Are you afraid of falling in love wid s0mbody else? = If in a relationship. 100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yeah I guess so.
But sometimes they come back.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
50 FIRST REACTIONS @ 6/04/2009 08:44:00 PM
Okay this is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random, just type it! Repost it for all of your friends.
~grabbed from Lexii
1. Beer: Heineken. :)) 2. Food: pasta and chicken 3. Relationships: looooove 4. Your CRUSH: nathan scott 5. Power Rangers: pink power ranger :) 6. Life: is a road, and i wanna keep going. :)) 7. Death: cemetery 8. School: seton 9. The President: mole =)) 10. Yummy: trolli 11. Cars: red benz B-) 12. Movie: transformers 13. Halloween: orange and black and pumpkins 14. Sex: white ;) 15. Religion: jojo. ahaha. 16. Myspace: blue. 17. Phobia: hydrophobic. 18. Marriage: cinderella carriage 19. Blondes: pink 20. SLIPPERS: banana peel 21. SHOES: vans 22. Asians: chinese 23: Past time: hobby :)) 24. One night stands: f.o.b 25: Cell Phone: nokia 27: Smoke/Cigarette: raven :| =)) nanloko kasi kanina e 28. Dreams: dreamgirls :)) 29: COLLEGE: UP. 30. Highschool Life: ADN. TC. SDS. :P 31. Pajamas: slumbers! 32. Stars: ME! B-) 33. Fitness Center: sports bras 34. Alcohol: that green and red thing during jel's bday 35. The word Love: rvn :P 36. Friends: rachel - ross. 37. Money: trees 38. Heartache: yael 39. Time: dior 40. Divorce: sad face 41. Dogs: sammie 42. Undies: red 43. Parents: here 44. Babies: mie's sister. :P 45. Stripper: american pie. ahaha. 46. Blogs: janzy 47. News: tv patrol. 48. Paris Hilton: new bff show 49. Pizza: pizza hut 50. kleenex: save the last dance 2
But sometimes they come back.
Keep Holding On :) @ 6/04/2009 03:03:00 PM
May naalala ako. :D Hahahaha. Kasi nung Samba practice with SDS, may nangyari. Amin na lang yun. Tas lahat nagiiyakan na. Tapos biglang pinatugtog yung Keep Holding On. Edi yun, nagstop na tayo sa practice tapos kinakanta natin yun hanggang makarating tayo sa guardhouse. :) MEMORIES. =)
You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da La da da da La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Aww. Happy happy na ah? Madami na satin nakatanggap, its time for the others to accept it na rin. Keep holding on nga dabah? Hahaha. Basta yun, stay strong guys. Take care. I WILL ALWAYS L-O-V-E YOOOOUUU. :P And I'm going to miss you. :)
But sometimes they come back.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
ANG GAGA KO @ 6/03/2009 02:30:00 PM
I TRIED. :| Kaso nag-away kami so ayan, nafefeel ko na talaga lahat ng sakit. Yung sectioning, yung away namin, yung distance sa TK, yung puson ko. !@#!@#$#%$^%^&#$@#%$^??efb g scfg6segkqwegd7h rjwebf7qw fuq39RYVNAS CHaydi ndfiqE7FH EQHFQW7YHFHQWDGF87ERFI 7E6YFE BDFYQe f287efhouwyfw 87ehfigwednadoucw fbgv978werawrgf9qejf978weufi awgd8f k234r763e 82t5r623y7 2135t497235t634y572354823\24 uhdjasn wdyiqgdwegfebfeg f7gfuqefqe yetrqegdysgf;ygf;uqegf;q etf7eteggfeg7etb 7etdyegue eeufh;qu%@^%$%#%R&$^%$%R&%$%$#%^#&$#$^#$%%$#^^%S dtfdfhdugfydgfdgf ydigfdfugfiydfhdbfilyfeugfdhfg7r utigufgw7r; 7fudfuefwefg
Soooooorryyyy... Taena, ambigat talaga.
Sana temporary lang. BLXT!!!!
EEEDDDDDIIIIIITTTTT | 2:37 PM Haaaapppppyyyyyyyy. :)) The Notebook talaga! :)) Di matiis eh. :P Loveyoou.
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
At the Beginning @ 6/02/2009 09:57:00 PM
Sa mga nakaka receive ng gms ko sa sun o kaya sa mga nakasama ko kanina, sorry for being so OA and weak. :| Pero para sakin, masakit talaga. Masakit na masakit. I know everyone wants to make everybody happy pero yun nga, hindi pa din maaalis sa sarili yung malungkot. So eto..
AG days pa namin nun napag-usapan na namin. Kasi may sinabi sakin si "ano" tas yun na. Nung nalaman ko yun akala ko wala lang. Tapos yun nga, nung nag AG kami.. sabi ni Iman at Ryan may alam din sila so akala ko alam din nila yung sinabi sakin ni "ano". Hindi pala. So nasabi ko pa din kina Daniel, Pat at Gil yun. Nashock sila, syempre. Hindi pa nag sink in sakin yun nung time na yon. Parang, "Sows, as if naman" Ganun yung feeling ko nun. Nung patagal na ng patagal, ang dami nang nagsusulputan na kung anu-ano. Ang daming haka-haka, ang daming vibes.... hanggang sa....
Nagkaalamanan na. Nung pumasok ako nun, nalimutan ko nga na titignan ko pala yung sectionings. Mas na excite ako kasi makikita ko ulit silang lahat. Inisip ko na naman na magkakasigawan na naman kami o kaya ang ingay ingay na naman namin. Tapos ayun, sinabi sakin ni Daniel na Magui ako. Hinamapas ko yung board nun, tapos tinignan ko ulit yung mga kaklase ko. "Tae, iba na".
oh well.. malapit na ang pasukan. hindi naman ako kinakabahan. excited pa nga ako eh. sila pa din naman kasi mga kaklase ko. pero siguro, kapag rest ako this year.. naka ilang ritwal na ako ngayon. kabadong-kabado talaga. hahahaha. pero buti na lang. at least hindi na ako magpapakaloner. wahahaha. naiimagine ko na tuloy na parang Tagum lang ulit kami. si Abby, may kawawa na namang hinahabol.. si Anlo, napapraning.. naguusap yung mga Da Boys.. feeling ko si Aaron nagvovocalize na naman or sumasayaw ng cheerdance or nagpapractice sa kanyang invisible trumpet slash flute. hahaha.. si Bianca tumatawa, as usual. hahahaha. hyper na naman siguro yon.. si Patrick siguro bangag. duuhh. baka maabutan ko na naman yun na nagpapractice ng martial arts tulad nung avatar noon. well, naaliw din naman ako, kahit ako nagpaturo. hahaha! si Dani, for sure.. kwento agad yan! si Gil, hahaha. humanda yang tiyan mo sa first day!! si Jasper... hahaha. siguro nakausamod na naman yun sa sulok. siguro mayabang na naman mukha nun sabay mangaasar.. yung mga girls magkkwentuhan. si Kai sigurado hahanapin iba naming mga katropa.. at si Kevin.. HAHAHAHA si kevin.. :) hayy boss, nakakamiss ka.. oh well.. basta si Kevin.. hindi natin alam kung anong pwedeng mangyari.
JUNE 9, 2008
HINDI NA GANYAN! :((
Kanina sa kotse, hindi ko aakalain na dun ako aatakihin ng pagkaemotional ko. Kahpon kasi, Kaii needed me so I need to be strong for her. Tsaka parang wala talaga ako sa mood mag emote kahapon kasi hindi pa nagsisink in sakin lahat. Nung kausap ko si Gmick akala ko oks na sakin, akala ko I'll make it work na lang. Pero kanina narealize ko na kailangan ko talaga ilabas. :( Hindi ko kayang ipakitang wala lang sakin toh. Hindi ko kayang sabihin na makakayanan ko ng buong puso yung isang taon na parating. Huli pa naman, tapos hindi pa sila yung makakasama ko.
Kung nabasa niyo yung blockquote, oo, nakailang bangungot ako tungkol sa sectioning last year. June 2 nung nalaman kong kaklase ko pa din sila. One year na pala. Nung araw na yun, pinangako ko talga na aayusin ko this year. Walang line of 7 ganyan ganyan. At wala nga. Walang bangungot about sectioning, walang kaba na matatanggal sa star. Pero taena talaga (sorry for the word, masakit talaga eh) mas gugustuhin ko pang kinakabahan ako, binabangungot ako kesa sa malaman ko tong' realidad na toh na hindi ko na sila makakasama. It's OA i know, kasi batchmates pa din naman, friends pa naman. Pero yung mga simpleng bagay na ginagawa ng mga magkakaklase, yun yung mamimiss ko. Yun yung hindi ko na ata magagawa. Yun yung hahanap hanapin ko.
Sa kanila na ako naging komportable eh. Sa kanila ako napalapit. Sa 5 taon ba naman naming nagkasama sama, syempre napamahal na sakin yung mga yon. Mamimiss ko yung mga "first days" namin, yung mapapansin mo agad kung sino na nagbago. Yung mga introductions na hindi na natapos kahit kakilala na namin isa't isa. Yung sabay sabay rin kaming mangangapa sa mga bagong teachers, bagong subjects. Yung mga soundtrips namin. Pag sinasabihan kami ng "TC!" -dan version o kaya ng "SDS!"- shirra version dahil nagagalit na sila sa ingay namin. Yung mga biktima ng "habulan with abby" tapos dadaan si ms. ditas tas lahat tatahimik. :)) Tapos uutusan nila ako na puntahan yung teacher tas pagbalik ko sa classroom lahat sila nakatingin sakin tas pag sinabi kong wala maglalabasan na ng ipod at speaker tapos magpapatugtog na o kaya makikichismax na. :)) Tapos maglilipatan kami ng upuan as in kung sinu-sino na lang kinakausap. Tapos yung bigla na lang kami matatawa kasi ang tahimik na bigla parang may anghel na dumaan. O kaya yung mahohot seat ka tas no choice ka na kundi sumagot. O kaya yung katabi mo lang sisigawan ka pa. O kaya yung mga walkathon, mga gala pag 4pm yung uwian. O kaya yung lahat magsstay tas magkkwentuhan. O kaya yung pag naglilinis kami tuwing Mentoring. O kaya maglalaro kami ng Ms. Irish game. O kaya yung laro na natutunan namin sa PETA workshop. O kaya pag napagttripan si Mr. Adap :)) O kaya si sister. :)) Lalo na pag nasa bus, kahit san kami pumunta basta nasa bus laughtrip tlg. Yung mga sleepovers namin na super parteeeeyyy talaga. Feel at home na nga ata kami sa bahay ni Marga eh. :)) Pag may magiiyakan, lapit agad lahat. Tapos meron pang "wag wag! don't touch her, maiiyak yan lalo". Pati rin yung mga confe confe o kaya pag naguusap yung buong klase. Nung second year nga, nagstay pa kami sa Tagum nun tas naguusap kami about things we hate and love about each other tas si Islau biglang nahulog! :))
Hindi pa yan lahat, wala pa ata sa 1/16 yan! Hahahaa. Yan yung mga bagay na mamimiss ko. Mamimiss ko yung inside jokes namin kasi kami-kami lang nakakaalam nun. Mamimiss ko yung mga araw na nagrereminisce kami ng mga totoy at neneng days namin, masarap yung balik-balikan kasi sabay-sabay kaming tumanda at lumaki. We were part of each other's lives and we will still be. Sa tagal ba naman ng pinagsamahan namin, hindi ko na ata kakayaning mawala pa sila sakin.
I'm not saying that they will be, I'm just saying na things will be a lot different. Naexperience ko na rin toh, when we moved. Yeah, we're still super good friends pero ramdam ko talaga na nag-iba na. Iba talaga pag nandun ka. Ibang-iba.
Pero parte ng buhay toh. ABRA, ALBAY, ADN, TC, SDS.. You made me who I am right now. A stronger, better version of myself. Alam ko I can surpass this trial na lahat tayo kinakaharap din ngayon kasi alam kong sabay-sabay nating kinakaya.
Thank you sa lahat ng ginawa natin dati. Mula nung nagkakilakilala tayo nung Abra or ADN pa lang hanggang sa ngayon na malaki na tayo. Hinding-hindi ko kakalimutan lahat dahil lahat ng memories na yun, para sa inyo lang. Para sa atin lang. :) Maraming salamat sa lahat ng ginawa niyo para sakin, sa lahat ng natutunan ko sa inyo. Kahit ano pa man ang mangyari, walang iwanan, walang limutan.
We were strangers Starting out on a journey Never dreaming What we'd have to go through Now here we are And I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected What you did to my heart When I lost hope You were there to remind me This is the start
Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey
I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you
We were strangers On a crazy adventure Never dreaming How our dreams would come true Now here we stand Unafraid of the future At the beginning with you
Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey
I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark Now I know my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey
I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you
Life is a road and I wanna keep going Love is a river I wanna keep going on.... Starting out on a journey Life is a road and I wanna going Love is river I wanna keep flowing In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you.
Ano pa man ang sabihin nilang lahat satin, tayu-tayo pa din ang magkakapamilya... Mahal na mahal ko kayo. :)
kakayanin natin toh dba? chismax pa din ah!
But sometimes they come back.
So kiss me thru the phone @ 6/02/2009 01:13:00 PM
NEW FAVORITE SONG, :D
Kiss Me Thru The Phone- Soulja Boy
Ahihihi. Nagulat kaya ako, kasi may line na "You could be my Bonnie, I could be your Clyde" Ohhhh! San ka pa! :)) Kasi, yung kantang Me and My Girlfriend, Bonnie and Clyde yun. :P
Ayiiie talaga! Ahahahay. 'kay, may sad post ako later. Huhu. Pero later na yun. SF muna! :> Weeee!