Monday, March 31, 2008

higher love. @ 3/31/2008 08:02:00 PM

it's official, i am really bored. yes, i'm so bored i don't even want to answer bolding surveys. wtf. hahahahaha. but i really want to post and post to get rid of that 850 item survey. too many people are reading it. hahahaha. and they really noticed that "i am completely in love with a guy". well i am, but not completely. :] it's too hard to love completely. hahahaha, i'll probabaly post that when i'm already sure, xP. as i've said, i just don't want to lose whatever it is right now. but i also don't want to take it into anything higher. hmm. actually, we don't get to see each other that often that's why i'm not sure. and it's really really forbidden i guess. hahahaha, awk. i'm not even sure how this summer would end up. i have two months to think about that. hahahaha.

okay, i'll open up. i am damn scared to lose this feeling this time and i've probabaly said that a million times but it's really true. i don't know, it's just that i became so happy whenever he's there or whenever he calls. hahahaha. it' just a weird feeling. i actually accept calls again. before kasi i stopped (or i was bored) to have people on the phone. i don't know, it's just not "okay". i know it's weird but that's actually what i felt. ahahaha. anyway, back to what i was talking about.. i'm really happy right now. it helps me move on. i think i haven't move on pa talaga, as in yung completely. kasi naghahanap pdn ako ng mga kanta na para sknya. pero yung mga hinahanap ko naman yung pang "goodbyes" chrvness na. hahaha. kaya improving ndn naman. and hopefully, siguro i can really move on during this summer. move on from everything that has bothered me for the past months.

p.s, can't wait for some April plans. :] like kaii's hotel birthday treat. slumbbeeerrr! then there's another hotel getaway right after, diamond hotel with my family. and then dance classes! i really can't wait!! i want to do those things na! i just hope it won't make my summer seem so fast. coz seriously, i don't want the next schoolyear to start. luckily, it's still march. although it's the last day already. hmmm. bye bye march! i forgot, Happy Birthday Kuya Kevs! i really miss you. nobody calls me petnames any longer. paramdam ka namn minsan, love you kuya!

pween, ♥

my second line of seven. @ 3/31/2008 01:34:00 PM

bigayan ng arc kanina. sadly, si ma lang nakapunta kasi sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko. anyway, mom called me to tell me that i just got 78 from math. booooo. it's my second line of seven in my entire life! first was 79 from hekasi during gr.6. ugggh, and to think, i was trying to keep everything clean. >,< well anyway, THAT'S LIFE. i'm not going to be bitter about this. hahahaha. GC days are over. :]


so i think i'm gonna be spending junior year with the rest of my batchmates so goodbye star muna. =) hahahaha. i promise guys, i'll do better. see you next next sy classmates!

between the lines @ 3/31/2008 10:36:00 AM

hayy nako. and i thought i would forget about this "problem" that kept on bothering me even before summer ended. sana wla na lang nagbabasa nito ngayon. hahaha. kasi naman, i opened my friendster profile, nakita ko. "wow! may BAGONG friend!" tas ayun, sya pala. tpos yung kanta between the lines by sara bareilles (i'm starting to like her, i swear).

eto yung lyrics nun.

BETWEEN THE LINES
Sara Bareilles

Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way
Cause i cant continue pretending to choose
The opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters if at all
No right minds could wrong be this many times

My memory is cruel
I'm queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
I could have sworn I'd heard him say it ten thousand times
If only i had been listening

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always between the lines
Between the lines

I thought i thought i was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
And stand in the center of it all
Too late two choices to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So I've learned to listen through silence

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me be
You and me always be

I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on
Wait for me I'm almost ready
When he meant let go

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always be
You and me
Always between the lines

BUT ANYWAY, =)
i'm happy anyway. i just thought of this thing. hahaha. yes, i'm happy. i'm scared to lose this feeling again. or just scared to lose "PWEEN". :) hahahaha. it's time to leave everything in the past. it's time to move forward. let go and let go. move on and move on.


Leave unsaid unspoken..

here's the last.. @ 3/31/2008 10:20:00 AM

GRAVITY
Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down


goodbye blackman, :]

Sunday, March 30, 2008

get ready for a long one. =) @ 3/30/2008 04:22:00 PM

1. I am still a child at heart.
2. I can't stand children.
3. In fact, if I babysat a kid, it would kill itself somehow.
4. Or I would kill it first.
5. I can ski backwards.
6. I think skiing is for retards.
7. Marko! ... POLO!
8. Llamas make me smile.
9. Emos are weird.
10. I have a web cam.
11. I have touched a wall that said 'Wet paint'.
12. I have been called a moron before.
13. The Rocky Horror Picture Show is an amazing movie.
15. Transvestites are cool.
16. Most of my friends hate Bush, but I have no opinion on him. Politics bore me.
17. Most of my friends like Bush, but I have no opinion on him. Politics bore me.
18. I scream if people don't listen to me.
19. I can speak Italian fluently.
21. Photography is awesome.
22. Narrow minded people drive me insane.
23. So insane, I want to get a gun.
24. I know who Edward Scissor hands really is.
25. The 80's was so much better then the 90's.
26. Pop music is high school drop-outs who thought it was too hard.
27. Like Christina Aguileira.
28. The Super bowl half time show has been way too hyped.
29. I'm online a lot. I have no life.
30. Fox Family sounds better then ABC Family.
31. I'm an angry gumball.
32. Arrrr, I'm a pirate.
33. Lord of the Rings pride.
35. Love at first sight is real.
36. Or you just need a better prescription.
37. My dentist thinks he is Donald Duck.
38. Math is fun.
39. So fun, I think of cleaning.
40. The floor of my room is hidden.
41. Not just by clothes.
42. 867-5309 anyone?
43. Johnny, I still love you!
44. You need a pimp.
45. When I saw the preview for Euro Trip in the theatres, I laughed the loudest.
46. The preview was before seeing 'The Perfect Score'.
47. Crabs and dragons look a lot alike.
48. I know when someone says 'Bumble', they are not talking about a bee!
49. I have swallowed a bee before.
50. When I was six, I shoved a bead up my nose.
51. ..They spent hours with pepper trying to get it out.
52. Two words : It hurt.
53. I have a fetish for Bowling for Soup.
54. But now it is gone.
55. I believe in Valentine's Day
56. I also believe in all those other commercial holidays.
57. Chocolate chip cookies should only be drank with milk.
58. I consider my cousin like the good sibling I never had.
59. Hoodies are way too expensive now.
60. I say we mob against it. >:)
61. Pretty boys make me squeal.
62. Hell, they make me more then just squeal.
63. Scrawny boys are hawt.
64. Red heads are sexy.
65. Nicole Kidman is amazingly beautiful.
66. People who say they hate MTV go to bed before ten o clock.
67. I have been smacked with a chair.
68. Tylenol PM really doesn’t help you go to sleep. It more or less keeps you up.
69. I laughed when I looked at this number.
70. Ranting is awesome.
71. The Food Network Channel is a god.
72. I heard that in third world countries, that is like a porn channel.
73. Speaking of porn, I have watched it before.
74. I have been called a tease.
75. Though I am quite sure it was sarcasm.
76. Religion is one of my classes.
77. I have read the entire Georgia Nicholson series [Angus, Thongs, and Full-frontal Snogging]
78. It never gets old.
79. In fact, I still wet my pants laughing.
80. I can sew.
81. Country music is for middle-aged men who have lost their dog.
82. Well, I lost my dog too, but I don't sing about it.
83. I like it on all fours..
84. In elementary school, I made a crab mobile.
85. In fact, it is staring at me right now.. AH!
86. One (or more) of my friends live far away.
87. It sucks badly.
88. Though the 'Milkshake' song is getting old fast, I still like it.
89. .. Because we all know my milkshakes bring all the boys to the yard! =))
90. I have made at least three different versions of the 'Milkshake' song.
91. Procrastination always gets the best of me.
92. My future husband consists of a TV star.
93. Along with every other girl who saw Chad Michael Murray only wearing two basketballs.
94. I know sign-language.
95. I can spell the word 'possum' right all the time.
96. Poking yourself in the eye with a mascara brush sucks.
97. I cried in Bambi.
98. No, wait, I cried in the Care Bear's movie.
99. I love Jenny.
100. I want more of these numbers!
101. I'm in a relationship.
102. I can't eat sugar.
103. I am in love.
104. I think Bush is an awesome president.
105. I think gay marriage should be approved
106. I enjoy playing my music loud.
107. I like to decorate stuff.
108. I love the color silver.
109. I have too much free time.
110. I LOVE hugs & kisses.
111. I like to take pictures.
112. I am a blonde.
113. I love Vanilla Coke.
114. My parents are divorced.
115. I get amused easily.
116. I hate my sibling(s).
117. I love all my friends to death.
118. I have been to the Bahamas at least once.
119. I love Aladdin.
120. I am afraid of losing loved ones.
121. When I get home, usually the first thing I do is get on the computer.
122. I need to apply myself more.
123. I need more sleep.
124. I like to write poetry. well, sometimes. :D
125. Hypocrites make me so mad, even though I can be one.
126. I wish I could ride a motorcycle.
127. I don't like chocolate much.
128. I have weird dreams.
129. I don't have a shower.
130. I love to swim.
131. I'm scared of changes.
133. I don't do extracurricular activities.
134. I'm too lazy!
135. I am an atheist.
136. I tend to hate jerks.
137. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well.
138. I'm easily hurt.
139. I'm an Internet nut.
140. I am pretty self-conscious in new or unusual social settings.
141. I like finding classic clothing pieces and putting them together for a fun look.
142. I want to be a mommy.
143. I love X-acto knives.
144. I want a parrot.
145. I like to do graphic design
146. I like surveys that actually help you learn more about people.
147. I like meeting people.
148. I am a good musician. =p
149. I enjoy singing in choir settings.
150. I want to record an album.
151. I love German.
152. I'm getting over a cold.
153. I'm obsessed with Europe.
154. I'm trying to convince my parents to trade in my car for a Saturn.
155. I rarely put in a CD to listen to.
156. I am obsessed with independent music.
157. I enjoy composing music, although I'm not very good.
158. I've had surgery on my nose.
159. I want to dye my hair, but can't because of work.
160. I love my mom.
161. I'm completely in love with a guy.
162. I'm looking for a school to transfer to.
163. I can't sew.
164. My favorite food is steak and cheese.
165. I collect postcards.
166. I love cheese.
167. I graduate in spring 2005.
168. I am going to start doing the church bulletin.
169. I would enjoy a vacation to someplace warm.
170. I like to shop.
171. I think I have changed a lot throughout my life.
178. I go to choir practice every Wednesday.
179. I need to exercise more.
180. I wish I had more graphic design talent.
181. I take guitar lessons.
182. I read Razormouth.com.
183. I need more time.
184. I love sleep.
185. I love to eat.
186. I want to live overseas.
187. I want my children to be highly involved in music.
188. I like office chairs.
189. I avoid calls from my work.
190. I couldn't live without my Game Boy Advance SP.
191. I love Yellowcard.
192. I always have chapped lips because I lose my chap stick.
193. I have a scar on my lip.
194. I love finding out that people read what I write.
195. I have a cool backpack.
196. I am very protective of my friends.
197. I'm going to learn how to carve spoons.
198. I have been to Canada.
199. I love New Found Glory.
200. I have seen Gothika.
201. I am wearing Nail Polish.
202. I was born in March.
203. I hate school.
204. I am a Gemini.
205. I like black.
206. I share a room with someone
207. I have a cell phone.
208. I play an instrument.
]209. I play basketball.
210. I love to dance.
211. I like to sing.
212. I like the color of healthy grass.
213. Winter sucks.
214. I need a job.
215. I hate stupid bitches.
216. I dance. A lot.
217. None of my body is double jointed.
218. I stay up late.
219. Watching old people get physically hurt by accident (ex. tripping, slipping) makes me laugh.
220. I love the beach.
221. I've only had Chinese food twice.
222. Jumping on bubble wrap is a favorite pastime of mine.
223. Harry Potter is excellent.
224. I miss my long hair, even though I seem to look much better without it.
225. I get poison ivy all the time.
226. I sometimes make up ridiculous songs with my friends.
227. I love pajama pants.
228. I am attracted to boys with shaggy or curly hair.
229. I have a tattoo.
230. I hate crying in public.
231. I want to visit Las Vegas.
232. I love music.
233. I could spend the rest of my life reading.
234. Strawberries are awesome.
235. I love Harry Potter.
236. My friends are neat people. =))
237 I would like to visit New Mexico.
238. Pets rule too.
239. I dislike prejudice.
240. I hate hearing ignorant people talk.
241. The internet clears my boredom.
242. I play lots of video games.
243. I like to read past xanga entries.
244. I am quiet sometimes.
245. I love 80's teen movies.
246. I love my friends.
247. 'I Love the 80's' was a very informative show.
248. I think stripes are spiffy.
249. My dad has a secret fan club which consists of most my female friends.
250. I do a lot of surveys.
251. I am strange.
252. Vegetables are gross.
253. I wish people knew just how much they meant to me.
254. Kissing is a very strange (but delightful) concept.
255. Justin Timberlake is hot.
256. People should stop saying, "I'll be there" if they know they can't.
257. I hate being sick.
258. I really like chocolate.
259. I like looking at photography.
260. I enjoy watching and listening to lightning storms.
261. I apparently do not get enough sleep.
262. The smell of Subway sandwiches makes me want to vomit.
263. I love clothes.
264. I hated elementary school.
265. I am mature enough to be immature at the right time.
266. TV rots your brain.
267. Valentine's Day is a pointless holiday.
268. Adoption is awesome!
269. I wish I hung out with all my friends, more.
270. Nice people are under appreciated.
271. School is one big joke.
272. I love kisses. Especially Hershey's chocolate.
273. Morons are sometimes entertaining.
274. My friends are very interesting.
275. J.Lo is totally hot.
276. Cartoons annoy me, but animated sitcoms are alright sometimes.
277. Comfortable can still look good.
278. My hair is fried.
279. I have volunteered at an animal shelter.
280. You can't spell.
281. Grilled cheese = best ever.
282. Pirates are sexy for the most part.
283. Cover bands are annoying.
284. I don't like wearing shoes.
285. I never make New Year's resolutions.
286. Chocolates are so yummy.
287. I wish this town didn't suck.
288. My friends say I'm crazy.
289. Sometimes I think it would be fun to be shipwrecked on an island.
290. I space out a lot.
291. I am a big klutz some of the time.
292. Sometimes i wish my brain would just shut up.=))
293. I wish people would stop saying our generation is "going nowhere."
294. I am a very big procrastinator.
295. I want to live in a big city.
296. I am picky about my hair.
297. I am silly.
298. I gave and received many excellent Christmas presents.
299. Small talk bothers me.
300. I own a mood ring that only turns about 3 different colors.
301. I love lip gloss.
302. I throw like a girl.
303. My family is extremely dysfunctional.
304. I hate shopping.
305. I hate art.
306. I was once electrical-taped to a big tree.
307. My skin is really dry in the winter.
308. I am a bit too blunt sometimes.
309. I want to attend college out of state.
310. I love smoking and driving.
311. Don't drink and drive.
312. I don't understand internet communities.
313. I like people for their brains.
314. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year
315. I still watch cartoons.
316. I've never seen The O.C.
317. I love almost all music.
318. I want a tattoo.
319. I wear glasses.
320. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
321. I want more piercings.
322. But I can't ever get any more.
323. I love to watch the rain.
324. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone special and talk.
325. I believe in true love when i was younger.
326. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
327. Sometimes I cry for no damn reason.
328. I cry about stupid things.
329. I hate being walked all over and treated like crap.
330. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.
331. I love music.
332. I am not sure if I believe in God. But I think I believe in a higher power.
333. I often feel alone.
334. I'm a sometimes a loud person.
335. A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces.
336. I get depressed sometimes.
337. I hate it when people criticize me for what I like.
338. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.
339. I fidget with anything when I'm nervous.
340. I'm a weird person
341. I consider myself pretty unique
342. My eyes are drak brown.
343. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
344. I am a disappointment to myself.
345. I love sleeping.
346. I'm obsessed with vanilla.
347. I have a few close friends.
348. Okay, i have like 2 friends.
349. I need to lose weight.
350. I like popcorn.
351. I love watching TV.
352. I like malls.
353. I like cold weather better than hot.
354. I really dig Depeche Mode.
355. I love winter.
356. I'm addicted to AIM.
357. I have trouble trusting people.
358. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
359. I love my family...
360. I loathe hot weather.
361. I hate shaving my legs but i do it anyway.
362. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
363. I like to listen to music everyday.
364. I love white tigers.
365. I love dancing.
366. I don't always like the way I look.
367. I used to cut myself.
368. I'm a daydreamer.
369. I like when my friends write me letters. It makes me feel special.
370. I like to be with my boyfriend/girlfriend.
371. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.
372. I love all my friends.
373. I'm allergic to milk.
374. I wish people would stop making me cry.
375. I hate people who try to be what they're not.
377. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school
376. I love all candy, well, most.
378. I noticed that numbers 376 & 377 were switched.
379. I get my feelings hurt really easy.
380. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.
381. I wear pants a lot.
382. I am often bored.
383. I like to say what's on my mind.
384. I hate blue jeans
385. I'm online a lot.
386. I have 2 goldfish.
387. I am for the most part happy with myself.
388. I need to work out more.
389. I like being alone at certain times.
390. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
391. I wish I could spend more time with the ones I love.
392. I hate shallow people.
393. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic
394. I ponder life way too much.
395. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
396. I wish my brother didn't die.
397. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants.
398. I need to be showed I'm loved.
399. I wish I was better.
400. I hate discrimination.
401. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
402. I have a cute car.
402. I love glitter.
403. I sometimes wish I was more social.
404. I love my close friends.
405. I love to have fun.
406. I get amused easily.
407. I'm a lazy ass. I really am.
408. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
409. I love to be me.
410. I like wearing hoodies.
411. I wish I could fake a British accent
412. I don't have to wish, I already can imitate a British accent {I have a British accent}
413. I hate my camera, because it didn't come with adequate memory.
414. I love being surprised.
415. I love cold nights.
416. Spiders scare me like crazy
417. I like bracelets.
418. I have a sister named Rinnie.
419. Chickens are amazing
420. I wish I went to the beach more often
421. When I want time to go fast, it goes slow, and vice versa.
422. I can never seem to finish something until the last minute.
423. I love the little things, if it's a funny little note from a friend or just a little something special, it means so much to me.
424. I like getting letters through the mail.
425. I am me.
426. I really like the color black. It defines me.
427. I love koala bears.
428. I believe in fate.
429. I wish everyone was original and acted as themselves.
430. I hate pop rock.
431. I adore eighties music. Especially Cindy Lauper and Duran Duran.
432. I want to make something of my life.
433. I take pictures a lot.
434. Eugenia is crazy.
435. I don't mind having a quiet night in, but at the same time I don't mind a loud night out.
436. My math teacher has telepathic powers.
437. I'd rather wear skirts than pants.
438. I'm very neat, but my desk is messy.
439. I hate math.
440. I love old movies.
441. I want to go to an Ivy League university
442. I think Sackcloth Fashion sucks!! screw rap-metal!
443. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they suck. It is the thought that counts after all.
444. I'm quite short.
445. I love the rain.
446. I love to watch people laugh.
447. I take ballet.
448. I cry when other people cry.
449. I love my Jackie O sunglasses.
450. People who act like one thing then get pissy when they get called that one thing annoy me.
451. I cried during A Walk to Remember, and am not ashamed to admit it.
452. I'd love to go to public school.
453. I do go to public school. 454. Linkin Park is not my favorite band, but i adore it.
455. I live in California.
456. I wish I had a house in Hawaii so I could stare at the beach for HOURS.
457. I find it sooo annoying when, as soon as a person stops liking someone, they like someone else a week later. Give it some time to heal, dude!
458. My parents are divorced, and I like it better that way.
459. I buy more CDs in a month than many people buy in 6 months
460. Gun bound, Counterstrike, Diablo, and all of those games are really stupid and people who sit there playing those games for like 23 hours a day are losers. BIG ones.. >>UGH! >:[
461. Love at first sight is a mere excuse for lust. TRUUUUEEEE!!
462. God will be very disappointed of us.
463. I don't know why Asians like rice so much. I mean, come on.
464. I have never been to Texas.
465. Lindsay Lohan is more tolerable than Hilary Duff.
466. One day I hope to be able to forgive.
467. I have a strong hunch that spam is today's solvent green.
468. I can handle pain, but make it quick.
469. I love salad.
470. I hate green.
471. Black nail polish is common and is a lame-ass excuse for being punk or depressed.
472. I don't agree with that. black nail polish is just black nail polish.
473. Weezer is a great band.
474. I want to travel the world.
475. I don't understand people who dislike others because they fall under a certain classification. It's like "I don't like people who like pink....". Well they could be awesome people you know.
476. I hate it when people criticize themselves aloud so they can get compliments. uggghhh.
477. I'm online for 6-7 hours a day on weekends. Isn't that sad?
478. If I had to be stuck on an island, the first thing I would bring is a friend, but my phone and CD player would be sorely missed.
479. I like my BLOGGER.
480. I love earrings.
481. I love when it's cold, but I my favorite season is summer...go figure.
482. I'm going to a catholic all girls school
483. I am not afraid of dying, just curious to see where we go.
484. Sometimes I just cry for no reason
485. I hate how unintellectual people try to appear deep. What is deep and what qualifies a person to be deep?
486. I love Eddie Furlong
487. I love gay people but I am not obsessed.
488. I crave lollipops all the time.
489. I don't like narrow-minded people.
490. I love being so caught up in something that I can't hear other things or see anything else except the thing im focused on.
491. I keep a journal.
492. I feel sorry for people with Hanson tattoos.
493. I love jokes.
494. I love water, and would choose it over many drinks.
495. I loathe people who flirt incessantly. Dude, come on, have some shame.
496. I love the smell of fire.
497. I believe in karma
498. I love night time.
499. I prefer hanging out with guys over girls.
500. I think anyone who can influence you to be a better person is a godsend.
501. Please wear deodorant if you are 10 or older. PLEASE.
502. I am aware of being a disappointment to my family.
504. I am horribly sentimental, I will not throw useless things out.
505. I've always been a loner.
506. Pretty girls make me squeal.
507. I love long hair on guys.
508. I'm second in my class.
509. I have a bad habit of using faces. Like ^^ or XD.
510. I have multiple eating disorders.
511. I hate when people pretend to be bi in order to be trendy.
512. I hate the phrase "metro sexual."
513. My goal in life is to travel.!!!!!!!
514. I'm the best at ping pong.
515. I was in love with Johnny Depp before anyone even considered making The Pirates of the Caribbean.
516. pink is one of the best colors.
517. I am pro-choice.
518. No offense, but I'm sick of seeing Jack Sparrow icons.
519. People say I have no body fat, but oh, are they wrong.
520. I prefer being single.
521. I'm a jealous person.
522. I hate criticism, even though it helps me more than I think it does.
523. I don't know how to respond to compliments.
524. I love writing, even though I think my writing is terrible.
525. I wear a ton of makeup.
526. I look at everyone's AIM info every time they’re online, even though they rarely change.
527. I also read everyone's away messages.
528. I have been known to play video games for unhealthy amounts of time.
529. I am passionate about all of my interests.
530. I hate people who hold strong opinions on things they know nothing about.
531. I hate when people look over my shoulder.
532. I don't like what I look like.
533. I'm a grammar-nazi.
534. I procrastinate. A LOT.
535. I hate Dragon Ball Z.
536. I sleep too little.
537. Je parle le François.
538. I am obsessed with making journal icons.
539. I eat more junk food than regular food.
540. I think Xanga is the best journal site out there.
541. In fact... I really dislike LJ.
542. I cry over everything.
543. A lot of people in my school dislike me.
544. I complain about everything.
545. I have a very high-pitched voice.
546. I squeak a lot, involuntarily, and often get made fun of for it.
547. It makes me mad when things I like become trendy.
548. I could live off of sushi. 549. I have a lot more money than do most of my friends.
550. I like girls with dark hair.
551. No one listens to the same music as me
552. It is a proven fact that I prefer talking to people online if they use complete sentences and correct grammar/punctuation.
553. It's easier than most would expect to make me cry.
554. I'm tired of worrying about crap.
555. I correct others' spelling/grammar quite often.
556. I don't play any team sports for my school.
557. I want to go to Japan
558. I hate sounding obsessed with a musical artist.
559. I never want to get married.
560. I like PIRATES!
561. I hate any alcoholic drinks.
562. I prefer urban life over rural life.
563. I'm obsessed with fashion.
564. I like to make my own clothes.
565. My grades are very important to me.
566. Contrary to popular belief, I don't hate everyone.
567. I do, however, hate a lot of people.
568. Androgyny is sexy.
569. I rant too much.
570. I hog the covers.
572. I am a good judge of character.
573. I find it difficult to be friends with stupid people.
574. I am obsessed with anime.
575. I like to read a lot.
576. I can be really mean when I want to.
577. I can also be more thoughtful than a lot of people.
578. I always try to help others as much as I can.
579. I'm very irritable.
580. I've never cheated in school, and I hate people that do.
581. I've never cheated in a relationship, and if anyone ever cheated on me, he would never get a second chance.
582. My parents are divorced.
583. Narrow minded people make me want to get a gun.
584. I have a stepmother.
585. I love ice cream.
586. I haven't watched The Sound of Music yet.
587. I hate people that cut to be trendy, and I think it's just crazy that there are people who only do that to be cool.
588. I hate having the feeling that I'm not going to go anywhere in life.
589. I don't like crowds.
590. I hate people that think the mall is the root of all evil. It's just a place. Get over it.
591. I'm not as much of a TV addict as I used to be.
592. Most of my friends hate Bush.
593. I am better at keeping secrets than are most of my friends.
594. I love my parents, but never know how to show them.
595. I am not yet in college, or am I going back soon.
596. I have no idea where I'd like to go to college.
597. I wish there were more questions, I’m on a roll.
598. I have issues with the subject of commitment.
599. I'm a girl.
600. I hate makeup.
601. I prefer music over books.
602. I used to play an instrument.
603. I have dark brown eyes.
604. I am on AIM entirely too much.
605. I think everyone is a psycho.
606. I want to do something in the medical business.
607. I can't lick my elbow.
608. Stars are awesome.
609. I don’t wear contacts.
610. I do not know my natural hair color.
611. I really have no life.
612. I am a cheerdancer.
613. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
614. I have a lot to learn.
615. I have a dog.
616. I bet I won't move very far away.
617. I've broken a bone.
618. I have secrets.
619. I hate snow.
620. I have cried during a movie.
621. Subway cookies rock.
622. I do not have glasses on right now.
623. I eat too much.
624. I just ate yogurt.
625. I am far more ordinary than you might think.
626. I like abc family.
627. I don't always need what I think I need.
628. I had asthma.
629. Tom Delonge is one hot mother effer.
630. I'm currently watching 7th heaven.
631. I cried all the time when I was little.
632. I am alive.
633. Lollie pops are the shiz.
634. I haven't used a regular pencil for a long time.
635. I like comedy movies.
636. Koosh balls are awesome.
637. I don't have online buddies.
638. My hands are always warm.
639. I like Taking Back Sunday!!
640. I'm not a panda.
641. I'm not very patriotic.
642. I'd like to fluently speak another language.
643. I spend too much time on the computer.
644. I have too much crap on my desk.
645. My friends are one of the most important people in my life.
646. I'd like to be more original.
647. I've lied.
648. I'm a reasonable person.
649. I wonder what happens when you die.
650. I want to hug you.
651. I'm broke!
652. I'm a little selfish at times.
653. I hate going to class.
654. Christmas is fun.
655. I'm 5'6"or so.
656. I sometimes tend to be very antisocial.
657. I don't have contacts.
658. I watch TV or listen to music before I go to sleep.
659. Blue is an awesome color.
660. So is green.
661. I hate pink.
662. I'm not so innocent.
663. I want to be somewhere else right now.
664. Cherry coke rocks!
665. I don't like bugs.
666. I have a pink mouse pad.
667. I like guys who are funny.
668. I've been talking too much.
669. Mmm, Pringles.
670. My brother has his music too loud.
671. I am going food shopping with my mom today.
672. I can't wait for summer. >>it is summer.
673. You make me so nervous.
674. I wish I could travel more.
675. I have never seen a Harry potter movie.
676. I need to practice not being so shy.
677. My belly button itches.
678. I have a lot of scars because i am very accident prone and I tripped a lot as a kid.
679. Did you hear what he said about her?!?!?!
680. I'm generally happy.
681. I like to find good music.
682. I miss being a kid.
683. I like cheese.
684. I have a best friend.
685. I am very lazy.
686. I'm trying to think of facts right now.
687. I hate thunder.
688. I laugh at things people don't think are funny.
689. I need to go to more concerts.
690. I'm in denial at the moment.
691. My hair is still its natural color.
692. I paint my toe nails.
693. I get annoyed when i don't get to finish telling a story.
694. I like to wear pink.
695. Sometimes I wish I could do something really, really amazingly well.
696. I've never taken a hit of a cigarette.
697. I love fat people!
698. I'm such a health freak.
699. I love taking pictures.
701. I can identify some close friends by smell.
702. I hate when people confuse "your" and "you're."
703. I think dorkiness is attractive.
704. I've never had a fake screen name.
705. I wish I had a pug.
706. I miss middle school.
707. I have pretty good eating habits.
708. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes.
709. I wish my hair naturally curled.
710. I can't live without chap stick.
711. I wish I could sing.
712. I like classical music.
713. Striped pants are hot.
714. I think Schylar is a really cool name.
715. I usually don't get sarcasm.
716. I wish I could look in a mirror and constantly be satisfied with myself.
717. I shift between being sleepy and awake when I'm really tired.
718. I hardly ever vacuum.
719. I hate racism and nazi's.
720. I want him to be with me.
721. I like watermelon flavored things.
722. I'm a snob about grammar .
723. I am a terrible liar.
724. Old Spice deodorant smells WONDERFUL.
725. I wish I knew how to speak in Italian.
726. I am learning to be happy wherever I am.
727. I appreciate honesty.
728. I need a manicure.
729. I love Dr.Pepper.
730. I twirl my hair.
731. I love kissing.
732. I don't own a cell phone.
733. I want to learn to play harp.
734. I'm not old enough to vote.
735. I want to see most of the world.
736. I hate being lied to.
737. I believe in a thing called love.
738. I go shopping usually once a week.
739. Today is Wednesday.
740. I've read more than 100 books.
741. I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
742. I like feet.
743. I like getting compliments.
744. I want the world to see me .
745. I think it's funny when girls wear so much makeup that their faces become incandescent.
746. I hate seeing kids/people that think they're different because they like Slipknot, etc. and shop at Hot Topic.
747. I am tactful most of the time.
748. I'm afraid of spiders.
749. I get too attached to some people.
750. I'm usually on time.
751. I forgive but I don't forget.
752. I think way too damn much for my own good.
753. My current relationship is teaching me a lot.
754. I like salads from McDonalds.
755. I read for at least an hour every night before bed.
756. I talk to a lot of people I don't like because I hate being rude.
757. I sing in the shower.
758. Laughing turns me on.
759. I wish I were asleep.
760. I love reeses peanut butter cups.
761. I never have enough energy to do what I'm doing.
762. I have a friend who has an outtie bellybutton.
763. I have driven a car.
764. There is no nail polish on my nails.
765. I am unafraid to change, but I don't think I realize the boundary between change and utter transformation.
766. I wear brown, thin-rimmed glasses.
767. Goodbyes make me sad.
768. 5.6.7.8 comes after 1.2.3.4.
769. I love cuddling.
770. I run when I'm bored.
771. I wish I were more attractive to others.
772. I worry too much sometimes about what people think.
773. Compliments make me happy.
774. I like long car rides with certain people.
775. I drink a lot of orange juice in the morning. 776. I wonder a lot who I'm going to end up marrying.
777. I listen to the things no one else really cares about.
778. TyPiNg LIeK diS anNoyes [the hell out of] mEeeh.
779. This is taking too long.
780. I don’t know what supercalifragilisticexpialidocious means.
781. I am proud to be an American.
782. I call myself a unique because you don’t know how to label me.
783. I HATE labeling.
784. I love duct tape. It rules the world.
785. I don’t get why anyone would use duct tape.
786. I am Special!
787. I have a cell phone.
788. I have a cell phone and im glad i dont have to pay for it.
789. I LOVE Spongbob Squarepants!!
790. I dont want to die.
791. I have gone around the world.
792. I have gone around my block.
793. Im a dumb blonde and proud.
794. I am the first ever dumb brunette.
795. I am a nobody.
796. I love rainbows they are pretty
797. I am hyper no matter what.
798. I stand out from the crowd.
799. I was born to perform.
800. I love skater guys, they are hott!
801. I believe that one day I'll be famous. Watch out world!
802. I believe that dreams come true.
803. I wish I had a billion dollars.
804. I refuse to believe that Martians do not exist...
805. There is life on Mars. I know it.
806. Im starting to wonder when this thing will end.
807. I think that it wont end anytime soon...
808. I have my ears pierced.
809. I play the violin.
810. My favorite color is orange.
811. I am obsessed with lip gloss.
812. I like Good Charlotte.
813. I am a Daddy’s Girl.
814. My eyes are blue.
815. I think pink is pimpin’.
816. I have a lot of nicknames.
817. McDonalds is my favorite Fast Food Place.
818. My favorite Candy is a Hershey’s Chocolate Bar.
819. I have a job.
820. I like to go to the grocery store.
821. I think Chuck E. Cheese is AWESOME.
822. I am a beach person.
823. I have seen “Gone with the Wind.”
824. I want Bush to win.
825. I like chocolate cupcakes.
826. My hair is dark brown.
827. I live in New York.
828. I like to be in plays at my school.
829. There are lockers in my school.
830. I am a junior. (upcoming)
831. I have Windows XP.
832. I like to skateboard.
833. I play soccer. hahahaha!
834. I live by the ocean.
835. I like to shop at Aeropostale.
836. I like To talk on the phone for a million hours
837. I have moved to different houses more than 2 times.
838. I am in love.
839. I like root beer floats.
840. I have only 10 cousins or less.
841. I get grounded a lot.
842. I LOVE French fries.
843. I like the name Lucy.
844. I like Elmo.
845. I am a dog person.
846. I eat squid.
847. My bedroom is spotless.
848. I like the song “Pretty Girl.”
849. I thought this would never end.
850. I'm glad it did.-


wow! finally, it's done. yeay, congratulations janzy! you're officially bored! :))

nothing to do @ 3/30/2008 03:41:00 PM

BOLD ALL THAT APPLIES. :]
sorry, i really have nothing to do.

3 Doors Down
50 cent
The Academy Is..
Action, Action
Aerosmith
AFI
Ashlee Simpson
The Ataris
The Beatles
Blink 182
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Britney Spears
Carrie Underwood
Chirstina Aguilera
Coldplay
Dashboard Confessional
Death Cab for Cutie
The Early November
Eminem
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Garbage
Goldfinger
Goo Goo Dolls
Good Charlotte
Greenday
Gwen Stefani
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Hellogoodbye
Hoobastank
Howie Day
Jesse McCartney
Jessica Simpson
Jet
Justin Timberlake
Keane
Keith Urban
Kelly Clarkson
The Killers
Lenny Kravitz
Maroon 5
Marilyn Manson
Matchbook Romance
My Chemical Romance
Nelly
No Doubt
The Postal Service
Pussycat Dolls
Rooney
Rueben Studdard
Semisonic
Senses Fail
Something Corporate
Straylight Run
Sugarcult
Switchfoot
Taking Back Sunday
Three Days Grace
Tim McGraw
Trapt
Toby Keith
The Used
Vanessa Carlton
The Verve

---

I absolutely HATE clowns

I believe in racism

I am proud to be what i am

I want to change who i am

I want to change how i look

I dont know what supercalifragilisticexpialidocious means

I am proud to be an American

I love to sing

I love to dance

Im a prep and Proud

Im a goth and proud {SORTA}

Im ghetto and proud

I call myself unique because you dont know how to label me.

I HATE labeling.

I love duct tape. It rules the world.

I dont get why anyone would use duct tape.

I am Special!

I have a cell phone.

I have a cell phone im glad i dont have to pay for it.

I LOVE Spongebob Squarepants!!

I dont want to die.

I have gone around the world. [but i really want to!]

I have gone around my block.

Im a Dumb Blonde and proud.

I am the first ever Dumb Brunette

I am Asian

I am a nobody.

I love rainbows, they are pretty

I am hyper no matter what.

I stand out from the crowd.

I was born to perform

I love sports

I love skater guys, they are hott!

I believe that one day ill be famous. Watch out World! hahahaha!

I believe that dreams come true.

I wish i had a Billion dollars.

I refuse to believe that martians do not exist...

There is life on Mars. I know it.

Im starting to wonder when this thing will end.

I think that it wont end anytime soon...

finally @ 3/30/2008 01:59:00 PM

everytime i say "i'm moving on and letting go", people react. hahaha. tma ba BIANCA PATRICIA PADILLE YAP!? :]] but seriously, they do. well, i am FINALLY moving on and letting go. it was just time to let go of him. i have nothing left to hold on to but our memories. mahirap din namang sabihin na may patutunguhan yung paghihintay na yun diba? plus, mukhang magtatagal naman sila eh. tska may buhay na syang bago, dapat ako na din. hindi habang buhay maghihintay ako diba? i have a life to live too. at ngayon ko lang talaga naisip ng lubusan yun. i'm wasting precious time just waiting for him, waiting for NOTHING to happen. he may have replaced the "first love".. but now i must wait for someone to replace him.

finally, i had enough.

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Usherette :) @ 3/29/2008 09:53:00 PM

it's my first time to usher for graduation so i was freakin nervous! hahaha. went to school at about 1pm?! hahaha. i was late. but they haven't started yet anyway. :P we had our practice at the gym (for the positions and stuff). after practicing, we went back to gsc rm and fixed our hair and make up and then dressed up. ate our merienda at tc and went to the gym at 4pm together with our partners. and mine was kuya Nyl! hahaha. parents then came and we accompanied them to their seats with our ever famous, "ticket po?", "san po sila?", "goodafternoon po!" plus super duper smile! :]] laughtriiiip! kuya nyl and i were just singing because it's very hot! hahahaha. konek?! :P the march then started and we closed the entrance temporarily. we went to our designated places (our assigned awardees) and called them to accompany their children. after that, we went to our "emblem position". i swear, my feet hurt already! :)) after everything, we had our pictures taken in the activity area (2nd floor gym) and had our wacky moments. we went back to gsc room to change and suddenly, everything was over. it was officially summer. :] plus, 8-9pm earth hour was held all over the world. news said it was successful. :]

Friday, March 28, 2008

hold me like you'll never see me again @ 3/28/2008 09:42:00 PM

i just recieved a bad news. baka daw last day na ni yujiro ngayon. by this moment, nandun na yung adventure, and yujiro's about to leave for bora. he'd be leaving for japan on April 4. so we don't know where he'd be headed after bora. he thinks he's going to stay at QC nlng daw kasi eh. and it's so unfair kasi it's my rest day today and i didn't even had the chance to go there! :[ bullsh*t. i'd be missing him too much again. i'd me missing the seven of us. of course i'm missing the nine of us more, but right now.. it's just plain displacement. it's really hard. i should've been there. :[

i've read my blog once again. my May posts. because i miss my entries during that month. it was everything about berks to tk. i miss my summer. i really do. :[

New Skin! @ 3/28/2008 07:50:00 PM

i love it. :]
i can work with this skin. i mean seriously! changing the skin was the best thing i have ever done so far. hahahaha. i got my May archive back! yeayy! anyway, it's just a bit trick.. the clicky part with words, but it's okay. :] and the width for the blogs. youtube doesn't fit! hahahaha. anyway, it'll be okay, i hope. i'm still exploring the html. hahaha. so, feel free to browse through my posts with my new skin. :] lovelots!

CHRIS BROWN! @ 3/28/2008 10:48:00 AM

hahahahaha, i LOVE Chris Brown! :]



SINGING WITH ELMO. :]


FUNNY VIDEO, :]] hahahaha.


AIN'T NO WAY!

ganda tlg nto, ang catchy. :]

WITH YOU!♥



awhhh. HAHAHAHA. nakakinlove ehhh. :] tindi ng mga LSS! hahaha!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Sunday to Wednesday, Uhhmm. @ 3/26/2008 08:05:00 PM

"I am actually happy.."

March 23, 2008
Yujiro's homeeee!
went swimming at Constantine with berks, mie, claude, jeff, jr and the bubwits. :] plus the suobiron family. we were all there, once again, to welcome Yujiro and Tita Jing. so there were awkward momnts at first, hahaha.

Happy Birthday Jacob!!
my "Sevendorks" also went wild this night! hahaha. this seven dorks started when i asked them who has a "Sydney White" DVD. hahahaha, then everything followed. :]
..there were some "8th Dork moments." and it's a big SHHHHH. :D

March 24, 2008
went to school at about 9am, hang out with fellow usherettes and sme awardees. went to augustus since ms. ana needs us back by 1pm. so i went there and hang out with tk. went back to school and stayed at the gym. hahahaha. berks fetched me at school and we went to outbox for merienda. :] went to augustus after.

March 25, 2008
went to school and changed in my slacks and white blouse. hahahaha. usherette for the bacca mass. afterwards, went to quickly to meet up with berks. then, mikee started a BIG SCANDAL. woah. we were so SHOCKED! went to augustus after and watched saw 4. :]

March 26, 2008
went to school at around 9:30 am. hang out with the usherettes. then, i went to augustus to accompany berks for MIKEE'S REBOND MOMENT. :] hahahaha. yep, out little girl is now strating to be a little lady. (w8, that doesn't sound good. hahaha. hula.) she was really nervous i guess. i had a chat with bro (robert) then i went back to school. we did our usherette thing already. sinabit ko yung emblem kay kuya CY! hahhahaha. mm, bango. :] aftrwards, went back to royanna and witnessed mikee's new hair! :) yieee. dalaginding na. hahahaha! went to augustus afterwards. :]

ps. KISL days, but KISL doesn't make pansin. AWH. hahahahaha. [kikay eh]

Saturday, March 22, 2008

HATRED @ 3/22/2008 10:50:00 AM

i've read a quote from Inna. it said that the oppsoite of love is not hatred, it's indifference. because if you hate someone, then it just goes to show that you still do care.

Hatred.
it's the title of this post because i still do care about these people, and i'm so sorry that some of their lives are pretty messed up right now. and that they really piss me off.

The Big Self-Centered Guy
uhhh. it's not that i hate him that much, it's just that this guy is freakin everyone out! i mean, doesn't he even notice his sensitivity and insensitivity both at the same time?! doesn't he notice he's "Kulang sa Pansin"?? doesn't he notice he's Over Acting? doesn't he notice he's hurting my bestfriend? and doesn't he know that he's preventing us from our VERY OWN BARKADA?! dude, that's just way below the belt. i mean, this i have to say. SINCE YOU DON'T CARE TO REPLY OR EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS WHEN I TALK TO YOU. you have a pretty messed up life and yet you're letting it get to you. it's not suppose to be like that. coz you're dragging other people down. can't you just get over everything and start over? just because you love my bestfriend so much and maybe you are the most martyr guy ever.. doesn't mean that she SHOULD love you back! i know that i should not be saying this, coz still, it's my bestfriend's opinion and problem. but it's just so hard to see her get pressured and hurt. she's had enough. so stop making her blame herself for everything that you've been doing.

The friends?
are we really suppose to be called as "that"?
yes, we've been a having a steady friendship ever since but right now? it's like they never thought of others but themselves. i mean, hello. ever thought of consideration and understanding? there are more things bigger than these. but i can't tell them those coz they're going to bring back the drama once again and we're going to say "sorry" or backstab ONCE AGAIN. i'm done with those. probably the reason why i'm writing this post. i REALLY care about these people. but sana naman for once, they'll notice that i do care. all i ever did was help them, but somehow they never realized that. and they ended up making decisions which are very selfish, i tell you. they never even thought of how i would be. they all have other friends to be with after all these were over, but what about me? i can't exchange family. :(

The Classroom Drama
i really miss TC. when you look at us, it seems like we're really united. but actually, we're not. inside TC, it's like frozen solid cold war. i mean it. i don't hate my classmates, i just really hate the misunderstandings, cold war and drama that had torn TC apart. :( i love and miss you TC!

The Replacement
i have this attitude of isolating myself from people. coz when i do mingle, i'll see who they really are. and i don't, when i know what would happen. i mean, there are these people who takes advantage of you when you get to know them better. and i'm afraid that would happen again. well, because of my carelessness, it happened! i thought she would be different. i thought that she would be a real friend. but because of the person she replaced, she became like exactly like that person! but gladly, that person changed. but the new girl became the alternate. ugghh. though she's still there for me as a friend, sometimes kasi it's not that thoughtful na eh. when she begins her advantaging? is there such a word as advanatging? hahahaha.

Kabuts
hahahaha. i love what i call her. coz seriously! she came out of nowhere! anyway, this problem's a little light. but i still do consider her part of this because of her big self centered friend. and this is not actually called hatred. coz honestly, i DON'T care about her. i don't even know her! hahahaha.

that's pretty much IT. :D

Another Day @ 3/22/2008 09:08:00 AM

awh. two straight days, nothing but boredom.
movie marathon with my cousins lang. good thing though, i LOVE the movies. :] but i really miss the people whom i watched them with. take Kaii for example, when we watched Wedding Crashers. :) i'm damn excited with her birthday too. sleepover in Sofitel. huwhawww. but she's at Bora right now, hahahaha. miss you K! hahaha, we call each other K&J lately coz we're following the footsteps of Blair and Serena, or B&S. :] hahahah. we usually compare ourselves to those characters. just like Brooke and Peyton. :] hahaha.

anyway, we just finished watching Stick It and we're now watching A Cinderella Story. we've been in this since 6am! :)) I'm planning to post and post all day. I hope my boredom and laziness won't get to me this time. :]

so, seat back and relax.

Friday, March 21, 2008

First of Summer @ 3/21/2008 09:21:00 PM

"Parked car, this night sky. Make city lights shine like diamonds."

i had a first day summer blast! :]
it was my first holy week so nagpaka saya ako. grabe, first-hand experience ehh. :]

i thought it was just a "washing of the feet" mass, so i got ready for mass. on our way, i was told that we were going to visit churches, or what we call.. Bisita Iglesia. we had the first two stations at Philam church after mass. we then headed to...

Baclaran Church. I was so excited to go to this church because they said this place makes things happen. :) and i've brought a wish with me, and i REALLY hope it would come true. :] after the 3rd and 4th station, we went inside the church and i was amazed with it's beauty. i went in front to take a picture of the Altar of Repose. then, i hurried outside to pray for St. Therese. My tita told me to pick a petal and wash it with the water from the sttue and keep the petal. and yep, it's safe with me. :)

Malate Church and then we went to North Park for dinner. :] mmmm, YUM.
we went to Manila Cathedral right after. i love taking pictures of that church coz it's SOOOO beautiful. :] i've been there once during a wedding and i just LOVED that church. :] we just walked going to San Agustine's Church. it was amazing! i was looking at all the stalls and people there. when we got to the church, i took a picture and it really looked CREEPY. i swear. it reminded me of the picture that was hanging in our dining room in our old house. it was really scary. we walked back and went to the Shrine of Jesus (the one near MOA) and i made a wish once again. :) it was such a beautiful church. :)

we went to Christ the King church but since it was already past 12, it was laready closed so we headed our way home.

here are the churches! :]



Baclaran Church


St. Therese


Malate Church



Manila Cathedral


San Agustine


Old-fashioned police in front of San Agustine Church. :]


Shrine of Jesus.

**sorry kung medyo blurry yung iba, cp-captured images lang po. :]

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Pitogo, Quezon @ 3/20/2008 01:19:00 PM

ITS' BORING. hahahahaha.
i've spent last night with the best way to spend it. :) hahaha. Gossip Girl!
i watched the sisterhood too. too much of Blake Lively? :)) love her.

It's the first time i would probably spend my Holy Week here in manila. so holy week is REALLY holy. we would go to a "washing of the feet" mass later. hmmm. i sort of miss quezon na tlg. i mean, by this time... i'm suppose to have a great beach day. or a hike at the mountains. that place is really great coz at the back of our house, there would be mountains. and every morning my dad would be shooting for birds (tsk) and i would accompany him wherein i would carry the airgun's oxygen and stuff. when we get to a place where there's coconut and where our carabao's graze, we'd rest for a while and we'd do some shooting. we usually have competitions with the air gun. whoever makes the coconut fall (by shooting it 7m away) wins! :D i miss those happy times. in front of our house is a great beach! not to mention the big rocks that would extend up to 40 m. from shore and it's really great to watch the sunset there. the rocks are not that high, it's really low so the water's just right THERE! :D then there are great views. my tita and i would usually do some sketching every morning. she's really a great artist. then every easter sunday, we would throw a big party where all our relatives (i mean it, they're too many! it's like 100 cousins!) would come and they'd celebrate it with us. travelling is also via boat. small fishermen boat not the sossy ones. you won't see any of those there. and when it's to take a bath after swimming? you take a bath at the poso at the back of our house. you don't take a bath at the cr after swimming. :) it's REALLY probinsya style. :) it was right there at the poso when i actually encountered a real SNAKE. i was terrified thinking that i might be attacked, but.. good thing it was just passing by.. hahahaha. one thing i do hate about that place are the jellyfish. but after 4 years of going there everytime we could. i've learned to distinguish the good ones with the harmful ones. :) yeah, we usually play volleyball with the good ones. : just stay away from the tentacles. i've been a victim once and it REALLY hurts. after swimming, at 5-6pm, we usually pick up shells. :) they're all over the beach so it's really wonderful. :) then we'd go to the bog rocks too for the sunset. :) you'd really see how the sun sets there. it's so awesome. during mornings, it's lowtide. so there would be sand islands (probabaly 100 m long) that would appear in the middle of the sea and we would go there for jogging. and there would be some crab holes too! hahaahaha. it's really cute. everytime we eat, we eat at the "bahay kubo" big dining table made of kawayan and the view of the beach. :) we would even prefer to take our naps there coz its cold during the day. :) then, at night, i would stay at the grassy part where they usually hang there clothes, where we play volleyball/badminton and soccer. i'd stay there at night and i would lie down looking at the stars and at the fireflies on the trees. :) then, i play hide and seek with my cousins or have a ghost story with my yayas or titas at the attic (its really scary there). there's this window at the attic with a great view of the sea. there are boat lights and fireflies. :) and when you go to the roof, you can lay down there and watch the stars! :) amaziiiinnggg.

when it's time to go, we'd be having a 30-45 mins boat ride to the "bayan". :) it's so cool coz in each FISHERMAN BOAT, there would be the luggade and probably 10-15 people?! the water would praobably be 5-9 inches away from you. at first, we were so afride coz it might sink. the kids even had life vests with them (i was part of it). but eventually, we don't wear them anymore. there was even this one time when there was really a great storm but we have to go. it was high tide (we always leave when it's high tide), and the waves were really big. it was really a ROLLER COASTER RIDE! but surprisingly, i enjoyed being at that boat during that moment. :) one in a lifetime experience. then we suddenly ENTERED a rainy part. yes! it was so cool coz there actually was a rainy part. it was like going through some thing. :) AWESOME.

i really miss that place. my dad's there right now. i can't come coz it was my final exams and my brother's graduation. i would also usher for the senior's grad. so it gonna be a NO NO for me. :( but i hope we would go there this april or may. :) can't wait.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

The Last Day @ 3/19/2008 07:14:00 PM

in life, things do come and go. no matter how much you try to hold on to something long enough, when the time comes that it has to end.. IT HAS TO.

but i've realized, it may end. pero the memories? yeah, they kind of ended too pero it would remain there naman diba? it would always remain as HISTORY. :)

morning : i studied AP.
AP test : it was great! except for the SD part. but everything was a breeze, i assure you that. :)

recess : tried studying math.
MATH test : uhmmm. i'm not really sure with how things would be for this specific subject. i mean, i just hated it this quarter. but as they say, LOVE YOUR ENEMY. though i really really loved numbers back when it was understandable. ha-ha-ha.

..the bell that signals the "5 minutes left" thing rang. and we were all whispering "summer.. summer.." and we were even supposed to tap the desks just like in HSM coz Gab totally planned it. hahahha. but plans were not followede, once again. we ended up shouting instead. :)

but during the time we were passing our papers, i was not really that amused. i was quite teary-eyed actually. the thought of seeing "us" like this FOR THE LAST TIME suddenly popped in my mind. i mean, next year.. i don't know how things would be. if ever they would go the way that i don't really wish it to be, well i know it's gonna be hard.. but that's life. it's just hard coz they've been like family to me. yes, since they've been with me for the past four years.

our batch were supposed to watch our video dulaan in the big avr in the gs bldg, but unfortunately, we couldn't. so we just had our awarding in the trellis. :) it's so nice to see the sophomores or should i say Ophanims, together during the last moment of our sophomore year. :) we had our awarding. we won Best Tarp, Best Director and BEST PLAY. :) congrats TC. then Ms. Lhou confessed that this was her last year to be our guidance councilor. she really cried, and the bugoy boys were telling her if that was sure, blaaaah. and she said YES. and oh my God, it was such a sad moment. but nothing compares to the thing that i felt when we were about to leave already.

before parting ways, they were all saying "BYE TC!!" oh my gosh, that really hit me. we had grp hugs and said our goodbyes or see you next times. and then i saw Ate Iman, i hugged her coz maybe.... and then there Teddy (our PLASTIC TAX COLLECTOR :p)was. awh. that teddy bear really makes me cry. i haven't even visited our stock room. and then i saw emika and kuya chit. i was with nina and dani because they were talking. then suddenly, tears were coming out of my eyes! i can't believe it i SWEAR. there was really this thing that bothered me. and that was really very disturbing.

so i realized that i was on the bus, on my home. things happened so fast.
i just watched Gossip Girl when i got home. it's great. after Hannah Montana, thank you Lord for another problem solver. :)

ps. why can't math just agree with me? it's gonna be the greatest DOWNFALL. >.<
ps#2. Happy Birthday Raven! :)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

The Last Bioooooo Test @ 3/18/2008 12:31:00 PM

stayed up until 2am just to study for BIO. wooooaaah.
i wasn't even feeling sleepy that time. HA!
anyway, when i did feel sleepy, i was in the midst of memorizing the 60 scientific names given to us. yes, after studying genetic terms and taxonomy (not to metion memorizing the whole kingdom animalia together with its phylum, subphylum, classes and orders with examples and definition!) it was one hell of a handout i tell you! i've browsed through some of my notes before blaaaahhh. i felt sleepy when i was about to study genetics. :)) HATE THAT TOPIC. ugh.

i had a 3 hour sleep. :)
studied the taxonomy terms when i was on the bus.
when i got to school, i memorized the bloody taxonomy handout again. paul, klars, inna, bianx and i scheduled our hours before our BIG BIOLOGY TEST. hahaha. since we were all exempted in computer (Thank God!). so we planned on finishing the taxonomy handout before their comp test starts. but unfortunately, schedule was not followed. so i just studies genetics during our break time.

the bell rang..
BIOLOGY TEST. the test was hard if you really didn't study. but i'm not telling that was a breeze coz somehow, it was a bit hard. but it was also "okay" compared to our first QT in bio. >:))

after exams, abby shouted. :))
we went to ms. ana coz she took as back as usherettes! hahahahaaaa! so we discussed our attire, our practices and our other stuff at GSC rm. so i have 4 days of summer and a 5-day break for grad practices (usherettes) then it's summer again! :) YEAYYYY. can't wait for it. just 2 more tests to go. :)

ps. Happy Birthday Ianne! :)

Monday, March 17, 2008

Ate Iman's Drama @ 3/17/2008 01:27:00 PM

"Tapos na rin ang lahat. Naayos na ang room. Naligpit na ang altar at belen. Iuuwi na si teddy. Nalinis na ang storage room na nagamit the whole sy. Nai-angat na lahat ng chairs. Na hubaran na lahat ng tables. Malinis na ang lahat. Parang nung first days lang. Wala nang mga bakas ng rejected paper stars. Wala na ang mga bakas ng dumi mula sa misteryosong thingamajig. Wala na ang mga telang ginamit nung fil week. Nai-tago na ang mga awards na nakuha for acad week. Malinis na ang board. Wala nang laman ang lockers. Wala nang naka-kalat na papel. Malinis na ang compartments. Wala nang laman ang bulletin boards.
Ang hinihintay? Ang huling exams, at tapos na ang lahat. Hello, Junior Life. Kay bilis. 3rd floor na kami. =))"

-ate iman's blog

grabeeee. tumatagingting ang drama. naluha talaga ako dyan. lalo na dun sa naka BOLD. hayyy. mamimiss ko tlg TC. dami pang benefits ng stock room na yun! th best! :D true, we had our conflicts, siguro hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ayos ang ibang problema sa klase, pero our memories, would always stay with us. HMM. anyway, di ko muna ipagdadrama toh, after exams na. :) di pa ako ready. haha!

The Last Monday @ 3/17/2008 01:12:00 PM

awww. i stayed up until 12am, pero wala pa din akong masyadong naaral. LALO NA SA ENGLISH. kasi naman, aaralin ko yung sbrang daming african and arabian names and lit pero ang lalabas sa 15? I HAD ENOUGH. since 1st qtr, ganyang ganyan na. hmp. ay ayun, inaral ko na lang ang modals pag dating sa rm.

nag assembly.
tapos YEHEY! kasama namin mga TC boys magtest. kesa naman sa yung 3rd yr na naman ksma nmn. nkksawa na! hahaha! ayuuuun.
ok lang yun english. pero i tell you, di sya madali. :) hehehehe.
tapos yun ccf, tapos.. yung filipino. kahit sa test, madrama pa rin si sir martin. di pa din sya nakakalimot magsabi ng "kaya nyo yan" di pa din sya nakakalimot mah habilin samin. grabeeee.. nakakaiyak talaga. naging parte na ng buhay namin si sir martin. :( hanggang QT, nasabi padin nya kung gano kami ngng parte ng buhay nya at kung gano nya kami d malilimutan. nakakaiyak.

ayun, nagpasign ng clearance sa iba't ibang subj. heheheh.
at eto naaa!! ang pinaka mahirap na test EVER. goodluck nlng sakin. buti nlng na exempt ko yung computer ko. kundi hirap na naman ako mag aral sa bio. hayyy. gadami talagang imememorize!

aunn, last monday na talaga. ibang iba pa rin. unlike regular mondays. :( mamimiss ko tlg ang TC, si sir m., TC rm, pero all in all, MY SOPHOMORE YEAR. :(

Sunday, March 16, 2008

I forgot to tell you... @ 3/16/2008 04:43:00 PM

..why my March 14, 2008 was a "past" day. :)

well, ang weird nya talaga pero kasi 3 of the major pasts (actually 4) kind of made "paramdam" that day. :) hahaha. (i'll be using their old codenames) "pawprint", hm. nagiging close nga ulit kami this year eh. too bad patapos na. pero ayun, nabalik yung dating friendship. kahit medyo galit ata sa mundo yung taong yun. hahahaha.
pangalawa, si "kambing" (grabe. kawawa tlg yung codename!) kasi nagppractice ako ng oration ko sa harap ng section nila tapos pagharap ko sa likod ko, there he was. parang tumatawa pa ata sya. pero ayun.
pangatlo, si "14/blackman". yes, i know i'm in the process of moving on and letting go, pero share ko lang namn. :) pupuntahan ko kasi dapat si BIANCA PATRICIA PADILLA YAP sa cr kasi akala ko nagbibihis na sya nun (after ng oration namin toh nanyare), ayun. nakasabay ko sila kasama nya si isa kong' nakasama sa cheerdance na friend ndn. :) hahaha. tapos ayun, nag hi si chrdnce friend tapos nang asar na rin sya. our "asaran". tapos ayun, medyo nakakapang smile yung huli nyang sinabi pero.. NO FEELINGS na. :) it was just a smile. parang yung feeling na, "AWWW". pero wlang kilig factor na. yipee.
lastly, pauwi na kami. dumaan kaming augustus. at siguro naman alam nio nang' ibig sbhn ng "past" dito. hahahaha. yep, the "first". nakasalubong namin sya. hahaha. grabe, nagiiba ng anyo yung lalaking yun aa! sbe pa ni bes, "sino toh? ang gwapo." grbe, di mamukhaan si raven. pero nagreact na nung una. tapos ayun, nagddrma sya asi di daw namin pinapansin, so sabi ko nalang "ADVANCE!" kasi bday na namn nya sa march 19.

ayuuuunnn. so that's why march 14 was a "past" day. :)
oo, PAST day. :)


ps. grabe. nakakawindang ang mga literature!!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Oration ko: Discrimination of Women @ 3/15/2008 06:13:00 PM

Let me share with you a quote that I’ve read, “God created women from men, but not from his foot to be stepped on, not from his head for him to be superior, but under his arms to be protected, close to his heart to be loved and most importantly, from his side, to be equal.

Each day, women all over the world strive to change that common thought in our minds that seems so permanent- the inferiority of women to men.

Even before we were even born, this issue had been around centuries ago. Our ways of living prevented women to educate themselves and be equal to whatever men can do. These beliefs that men are truly superior degraded us women, ranked our humanity and basically took away our rights.

Most of the Filipino families then do not send their daughters to school because of the thought that women would only marry, and they were only for household and taking care of their children. Because of this, some women lose their privileges to educate themselves in schools. And the result; another problem- illiteracy.

People should give a woman a chance to let the world see her God-given potential and must not deprive her of her rights to do whatever she needs and wants to do. People must not dictate how a woman should live her life because typically, she lives it for her family and her children and sometimes she is even forced into prostitution just to keep her life together.

It is definitely unfair for the world to treat women this way. These women are the most vulnerable to abuse. Their rights are violated and at most times, they are the ones being raped and maltreated.

But those women cannot do anything about this, can’t they? They are deprived of their right to say something to the government. But we, the ones that have the opportunity to utter those complaints should be the ones responsible to voice out the words that needs to be heard by the public. We have the chance in our hands and all it takes is a voice, a voice that would tell them about these women, who risked their lives just to continue and fight for what had been their greatest battle yet.

If we look at ourselves, men and women, we do not have any differences between us. Look around us and you will see that men and women are alike, working together side by side making our world a better place.

Women’s rights are now being fought for and fortunately, it has been an amazing journey so far; though we know that somewhere, somehow, some women are still being deprived of these rights and know that we must continue fighting for it; for their right and for their dignity. Our battle hasn’t ended yet. We must prove to the world that we can stand on our own feet, that we can live independently and that we can be equal with men.

Now’s the time to stop the silence and spread our words to the world, give our say to the government and protect women’s rights; let’s start making that change.

A change that every female individual aspires, a change that I aspire, a change where we can all benefit from and a change that we all want to see someday.

Let me leave you with the words spoken by Hillary Clinton at Beijing, China September 5, 1995. “As long as discrimination and inequities remain so commonplace around the world - as long as girls and women are valued less, fed less, fed last, overworked, underpaid, not schooled and subjected to violence in and out of their homes - the potential of the human family to create a peaceful, prosperous world will not be realized.”

I have a dream, a goal. And that is to free the world from discrimination. Neglect our differences and change our ways of living. And maybe through that, the peaceful, prosperous world we aspire for can now be realized.

Thank you very much.

ps. success! :) natapos ndin!

The Last Two Days of Regular Classes @ 3/15/2008 05:37:00 PM

aw. napaka bilis talaga ng panahon. parang ambilis ng HS years ko. omg. ayoko paaaa. napaka daming oras na nagdaan. pero parang napaka bilis din nyaaa. AW. ayokoooo.

anyway, here's the last 2 days of reg. classes. :)

March 13, 2008 LAST Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUJIRO!! :)

nag peer tutoring na kami nunh HR. aw. last HR activity. hehe. astig nga ehh. kasi yung gagawin namn, parang may mga magtuturo ng eng. math at bio. tapos halo halo kaming mga sophies. basta peer tutoring tlg. :)
science. graded recitation padin. pero nga mmrz nlng ako ng speech ko. :)
recess, ayun. practice padin!
health, kwentuhan with ms. ivy! (about her dramaness last wednesday!) hahaha. tapos free time. ayun, todo practice pdn with dani. :)
english na! di paki nagbihis kasi back up pa naman kami. pero kinakabahan tlg ako kasi di ako sure kung matatawag ako. ako kasi yung pinaka una sa back ups. omg. pero ayun, di padin pala. HAII SALAMAT!
math. free time pa din. :) hahaha. sub namin si sir ricky.
lunch. with emika. Ü
ap. discuss. :)
filipino. nag discuss, tapos nagdrama na with sir martin. :( aw. mamimiss ko tlg kayo sirrr!! super picture picture din nung uwian! papakita ko nlng sa inyo after. :) aw, mamimiss ko tlg yun.

nung uwian, nagpunta kami ni ma sa sm para bumili ng damit ko for oration since di namn ako natawag kanina. ayun, nagikot ikot tlg kami. sa sari-sari store kami napadpad. & i wore this cute little white dress. tapos natuto akong gumawa ng flower out of the lace. :) hehehe. sinundo namin si ej sa lpc gym tapos nag usap kami ni bianx sa sun fone for 22 mins! :)) kwentuhaaan.

March 14, 2008 LAST Friday
grabe, ma "past" tong araw kooo. AS IN. :) fourteen tlg oh. hahaha.
morning, kinakausap ko si Breasty. kunwari sya audience kooo. :))
math time, QUIZ. :)
science. graded rec.
recess. just ate pancakes. :)
ap. watched pearl harbor! =) astiiiigg!
pe. WOHOO! the most memorable PE time ever! kasi we were late nga eh, andun na yung SC sa pool tas sumunod nlng kami. tapos nag practical test kami and everything tapos naligo. eh hindi pa kami actually nakakaligo, bglang... NAG FIRE DRILL!! so yun, edi naka swim suit kami paglabas! tapos lahat ng tao nakatingin samin! GRB! embarrassing pero sobrang unforgettable tsaka ansaya! :)) as in tlg! :D
lunch. nagbihis na kami ni bianx. tapos nag make up chorvaa, tapos ayun. last practice.
english! ORATION na!!Ö
i did my lucky frog hop muna. kaso pinatigil ako ni ms. sharon! :)) ayun, nag orate na ako. ako kasi pinaka una. meron pa nga akong mga nalimutan eh. so adlib nlng. :) ayun, sumunod na yun iba. YEHEY! natapos nadin ang reg. classes. nag ring na yung final bell ng friday! :)

naglinis na kami ng TC. tapos hiniram namin yung bola ke sir vic. woah. super pagmamakaawa pa tlg! :))
tas nag kickball na kaming TC. :) aming amin yung CWS ehh. hahaha. tas yung ibang nasa ibang floors, ang kulit e. ngpapasahan ng bag by floor! :)) lakas ng trip!

tas ayun na, UWIAN na. :( awww..