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NEW MOON starts showing on November 25, 2009 here in the Philippines! Mark your calendars!
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LIFE CHECKLIST.
Aurora Borealis Eraserheads, complete. :] meet Edward. <3 Twilight Collector's Edition New Moon HB Eclipse HB Breaking Dawn HB Twilight Movie Guide Twilight OST Twilight Official Guide HB Twilight Dolls! iPod Irelaaaand! org for AIDS victims. own design for tee Wushu Space Shuttle New York for Christmas! dye my hair red. :]] sunset in the most romantic place underwater ***s* *i** :] Paris!
I want Edward Cullen for Christmas @ 11/30/2008 10:17:00 PM
Waaaa. I want Twilight-related or albums for Christmas!! :-o
Anyhoo, NAPANOOD KO NA! TWICE! :) WEDNESDAY, November 26, 2008; 7:45 pm I19 -with my mom, my brother and my cousin The first time I watched the movie, I can't help but compare it with the book. I enjoyed it, DUH, but the book was better. They've erased some of the kilig parts like when Edward sang his lullabye for Bella and when he watches her.. EVERY NIGHT when she sleeps. The part when Edward narrated Carlisle's life before was also deleted. So the last part when Edward thought of going to Italy when he found out Bella was going to the ballet studio was gone. There'll be no "Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." part. Aww, I have always imagined Edward saying that. That'd be SOOOOO hot! :)) Some parts were also transferred to other parts. Like the "You are my life now" part and their first kiss. The chase was also soooooo fast. I was so freakin' absorbed while I was reading that part in the book. But anyway, I LOVE IT. I LOVE THE MOVIE. IT STILL ROCKS! :)
FRIDAY, November 28, 2008; still 7:45 pm I14 -with SDS girls. girls night out! :) The second time I watched it, I didn't feel like comparing it to the book. I just enjoyed it, laughed my ass off, let my heart beat faster than the usual and mesmerize over Edward Cullen. Maybe because of the fact that my friends read the book and they were just a whisper away made it like that. I love Edward when he sparkles! It makes me say "Awwwwww :)" so much. Hahaha. I honestly enjoyed the second time I watched it, WAY WAY BETTER. I could scream and smile up to my ears when I remember Bella's exact words from the book because I was with people who can relate.
Ugh, I can't wait for New Moon. Maybe I'd be crying my eyes out during the whole movie! Hahaha! Good thing that its official that they will continue the saga. Gusto ko na rin mag Eclipse. Nandun kasi yung favorite chapter ko: COMPROMISE!!! :D
Anyway, Christmas is coming.. And its a Twilighty Christmas. Hahaha. Hindi na uso sa mga kaibigan ko yung "surprise me" kaya may request request na kami. Hindi na rin uso yung individual gifts.. sa Pearlshakes kasi, isang regalo na lang from the rest of the tropa. Nirequest ko Eclipse na hard bound. :) Wee, loveya guys.
I got addicted to rock n' roll bands again because of two of the best soundtracks I have ever heard: Transformers and (of course) Twilight. I have this feeling that Stephenie Meyer imagined the whole movie with Muse all over the background, their music is so wicked. I also like Radiohead, they sound like muse. They sang Creep better. :) By the way, albums by Led Zepellin, Muse, Linkin Park, Radiohead, MuteMath, Smashing Pumpkins, Eraserheads, The Used, and HIM are very much welcome for presents. Hahahaha. >:)
Ang tagal rin ng Twilight Collector's Edition. I asked everyone in my family not to surprise me with a hard bound or paperback of Twilight since I'm waiting for the latest edition which isn't out here in the Philippines yet.
here's a checklist. :) Gahd, I want them all!
Twilight Collector's Edition [not yet out] New Moon, hardbound [reserved] Eclipse, hardbound [reserved] Breaking Dawn, hardbound Twilight: The Official Guide [not yet out, December 30 pa ayon sa Breaking Dawn] Twilight Companion: The Unauthorized Guide to the Series (although I'm having second thoughts with this. Sino na ba meron nito? Its so expensive tapos hindi si Stephenie Meyer nagsulat. Baka pangit) Twilight Movie Companion [is it out na ba?] Twilight OST (this IS AWESOOOOME) [not so sure about the person who would give it. Ha-ha] T_T Twilight official movie poster Twilight shirts! Edward Shirts! Edward's pictures: FRAMED! 8x11. (i need pictures for my new room) [MORE!!!!]
Ahahaha. Tama bang maglagay ng ganyan dito? Kapal eh. Kung ayaw niyo naman, you can always give Twilight tickets. :) I would love love love LOOOOOOVVVVEEE to repeat it over and over and over and OVER again! I love seeing him sparkle. I love seeing him with shades. I love seeing him inviting Bella over to his house while she's cleaning her car. I love to see them kiss. I love it when he's so over-protective. Have I mentioned that I love to see him sparkle already? Hahahaha. I just want more EDWARD. :) Sige, bago ako magpaalam, I just want to share a conversation about Harry Potter:
janzy: sana may smiley na nagssparkle si edward. seezoou coreen: ano kaya iniisip ni daniel radcliffe ngayon janzy: oo nga!!! seezoou coreen: "shet si cedric digorry nagrevenge!!" seezoou coreen: "kung bakit pa kasi pinatay ko siya sa last movie eh,," janzy: "bakit ba naman kasi ako naging wizar na bilog yung eyeglasses!" janzy: wizard* seezoou coreen: "sana naging friends nalang kami.talo pa naman mga wizards sa mga vampires..hay..bagkarote na ko ngayon"
janzy: mover over harry potter na talaga!
seezoou coreen: pero gusto ko itest seezoou coreen: pagsabayin yung isang twilight saga film seezoou coreen: at hp film seezoou coreen: bugbugan sa box office yun janzy: akala ko nga mapagsasabay hp at twilight eh. janzy: n move pala seezoou coreen: uu nga eh 2009 seezoou coreen: takot sina hp kay edward
seezoou coreen: "id rather move my showing date..than stay with you" seezoou coreen: sana inext year na rin yung new moon janzy: inabutan yung hp eh. seezoou coreen: mayaman na naman sila eh. kaya na nila magproduce agad ng film janzy: hahahaha. ) kinakabahan na si hp, "ayoko na mag harry potter!" janzy: "Featuring a ribbon bookmark, cloth cover, ragged edges, new chapter opener designs, and a beautiful protective slipcase, this edition is perfect for fans and collectors alike." ayan yung collector's edition. seezoou coreen: try nalang niyang maging... uhm... sino ba yung male character na bago..hmm. janzy: baka mag auditon nga, sya na si seth... janzy: ay di... di sya native american janzy: baka mag volturi yun.
Sorry kung walang konek yung iba, hahaha. Just wondering. :)
I love you Stephenie Meyer. You gave meaning to my life. =) Thank you R. Pat for bringing Edward Cullen to life, you're the best. Anu daw?! Ang drama eh! :)) walang pakialamanan, speech ko toh! :))
Ayun, 'imma read New Moon na ulit. Inuulit ko kasi eh, kaya maga na naman mata ko. Wahaahaha! Nnyt guys! Advanced Happy Christmas to all of you! :) Its already the first of December tomorrow!
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Twilight na tomorrow! @ 11/25/2008 08:34:00 PM
I'm gonna watch Twilight tomorrow :) sayang nga eh. may advanced screening na pala ngayon. meaning, may mga nakakapanood na ng twilight habang nagttype ako ngayon. sayaaaannggg. its okay, im contented... i'm going to watch it tomoroooooowwww!! :)
ayun lang, wala na ako sa mood magtype ng iba. hehe. ok lang tong' araw na toh. di na ako nasusuka unlike kahapon. STOMACH FLU! =))
ps: HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL. Thank you for aaaallllways being there for me. Thank you for aaaalllwaaaaysss helping me. sobra. ano na kaya ako ngayon kung wala ka? naks. basta dani, thanks for always being a good friend. you're destined for greatness. naks ulit! :)) loveya dani! enjoy your day tomorrow! wag ka mag-alala.. kahit manonood akong twilight bukas, di ko malilimutan birthday mo! ikaw pa! ;)
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Make the magic last. @ 11/16/2008 09:48:00 PM
We're okay. =) We're finally okay.
Ahhhh!! I love this day. As some of you know, Ivan and I are not in good terms ever since that stupid and blurry night. He already asked for forgiveness for so many times yet I couldn't understand why he doesn't accept my okays. It's weird, haha. But gladly, we're okay. At first, we weren't okay pa. Napunta pa sa point na nagwalk out siya, nangirap ako and so on. Then, during lunch, our friend planned something so we talked sa McDo and we finally understood the side of the other. Kahit medyo weird kasi sobrang babaw para pag-awayan. We laughed at it na lang after.
Then, when we went back, the parents were already there because James, i think, was already prepared to fight. Then he coached James; it actually reminded me of the first time I saw him fight in a tournament, we were still strangers back then and he was also coaching his teammates.
Eventually, it was his turn to fight. He won the elimination round, then for bronze, for silver and then he had a 30 minute break before his next match which was for gold. I can't believe he wasn't even nervous. Hahaha. I taught him my lucky frog hop and he did it but then he told me he's not that nervous and then I felt stupid. :))
He wasn't even trembling when he was already fighting. I was so nervous for him, probably because its my first time to really concentrate on his fight; not at him. :)) Then it was quite obvious that he would win and he did. Okay, *celebration!* :))
--AWARDING--
We went home afterwards, typical bye byes. Then Ma, Ej and I talked about the whole tournament on our way home. I still love the smile on my face when they talk about him; I feel like he's family. Hahahaha.
Then, Pa got home and asked who else got medals because Ej got bronze. I told him James had a good fight; it really made me scream. Hahaha. Surprisingly, he asked about Ivan and I told him he got a gold medal. Damn, he was proud. :) Hahaha.
That's pretty much the day. I slept at the stadium for almost an hour. It's still boring when you sit there for almost 12 hours.
Oh well, I guess I'd count days again.. It's okay, I'll miss him too much so that when we'll see each other, it's sooooo worth it. Just like today. :)
By the way, I finished the whole season 5 of oth yesterday. Dammit, nakakabitin yung last part. But Jamie Lucas Scott is sooooooooooo cuteeeee! And of course, NATHAN SCOTT ever gorgeous. =) I missed that guy.
Don't worry, I miss you more Edward Cullen.
But sometimes they come back.
Friday, November 14, 2008
A Twilight Survey @ 11/14/2008 08:52:00 PM
TWILIGHT SURVEY:)
1. Which book was your favorite in the series? Twilight. :)
2. How did you stumble upon the books? Everyone's talking about it then Ate Iman lent me the book. Hahaha.
3. Are you looking forward to the movie? YEEEEEESSSS!!!
4. Do you like the casting or do you wish they would have picked other people? No, they're perfect... especially Rob Pattinson for Edward Cullen, Kristen Stewart for Bella and Taylor Lautner for Jacob. PERFECT.
5. Have you read Breaking Dawn already? Yep. :)
6. Did you enjoy it? Yeaaaah.
7. Are you excited for Midnight Sun? YES! I REALLY REALLY WANNA READ THAT BOOOOOOKKK!!!
8. Who is your favorite character of all time? EDWARD, duuh. :)
9. Who is your favorite vampire? Edward. :]
10. Favorite werewolf? Jake and Seth.
11. What's your favorite quote from the books? "You already know how I feel, in other words, roughly translated, I would rather die than stay away from you" -Twilight; "But there is one thing I had to believe in able to live, I had to know that he existed" -New Moon; "I promise to love you forever, every single day of forever" - Eclipse; "As long as we both shall live"- Breaking Dawn
12. Favorite part of book one? MEADOOOOOWWWW!!! =) and also Port Angeles.
13. Favorite part of book two? Chapter 3: The End; IT MADE ME CRY. Actually every page of Book 2 made me cry. I also like the last part - when Edward decided to stay. :) That's chapter 23: The Truth
14. Favorite part of book three? CHAPTER 20: Compromise!!!! Best chapter ever!!!
15. Favorite part of book four? Isle Esme. :)
15. Have you read the first chapter of Midnight Sun on Stephenie Meyer's site yet? Just the quotes. :)
16. Bella and Edward or Bella and Jacob? Bella and Edward. :)
17. Or maybe you wish she would have hooked up with Mike? Ew. :S
18. Did you hate when Edward left Bella in book two? Not really. It really made me cryyy. Hahahaha. I missed him so much..
19. Which book cover was your favorite? New Moon.
20. Which was better, Twilight Or New Moon? Twilight.
21. Twilight or Eclipse? Twilight.
22. Eclipse or New Moon? Eclipse.
23. New Moon or Breaking Dawn? Breaking dawn.
24. Eclipse or Breaking Dawn? Breaking Dawn.
25. Breaking Dawn or Twilight? Twilight.
HONESTLY WALA TALAGA AKONG MAPILI. I LIKE LIKE LIKE NEW MOON. =) I LOVE HOW IT MAKES ME CRYYYY.
26. Edward or Bella? EDWARD. =)
27. Alice or Jasper? Alice.
28. Emmett or Rosalie? Emmett.
29. Carlisle or Esme? Carlisle.
30. Werewolves or vampires? Vampires :P
31. Cullens or Volturi? Cullens :)
32. Do you like Laurent? Not at all.
33. How did you find out about the movie? Poster at town. :))
34. Are you excited to see it? YES. :D
35. Do you hate the Volturi? Not that much, but yeah. :)
36. How many times have you read the books? Once. :)
37. Do you wish you had your own personal Edward? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
38. Do you wish vampires were real? Yes. :) Especially Edward Cullen.
39. If you were a vampire, would you drink human or animal blood? Animal blood, just like the Cullens. :)
40. Are you hoping the movie will be just like the book? Yes, and more? :)) :P
-GRABBED FROM NIAH.
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
You are my life now. @ 11/11/2008 10:00:00 PM
Effy, natapos ko na yung Twilight saga kagabi. It was so... hmm... painful to realize its over; that there's no "next book" yet its also quite euphoric because of its happy ending though its open ended, i think. Anyway, I'm gonna miss Edward Cullen. I'm gonna miss reading something to keep me from boring myself. :(
I love you, Edward Cullen
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
November 26. Ang tagal! Tick tock. @ 11/09/2008 09:37:00 PM
I often close my eyes And I can see you smile You reach out for my hand And I'm woken from my dream ALTHOUGH YOUR HEART IS MINE ITS HOLLOW INSIDE I never had your love And I never will
CHORUS And every night I lie awake Thinking maybe you love me Like I've always loved you But how can you love me Like I loved you when You can't even look me straight in my eyes
VRS 2/3 I've never felt this way To be so in love TO HAVE SOMEONE THERE YET FEEL SO ALONE AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE TO WIPE MY TEARS THE ONE TO SAY THAT YOU'D NEVER LEAVE
The waters calm and still My reflection is there I see you holding me But then you disappear All that is left of you Is a memory On that only,exists in my dreams
CHORUS
VRS 4 I don't know what hurts you But I can feel it too AND IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH TO KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO A THING And deep down in my heart SOMEHOW I JUST KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
VRS 1
So why am I still here in the rain...
This is the "lyrics" of Yiruma's Kiss the Rain which is actually an instrumental. Baka nga naman. Anyhoo (:P), this song is actually entitled "Bella's lullaby" in my iPod. There are other so-called Bella's lullabies in there until I found out that they were just Yiruma's. Actually, the so-called(s) are quite touchy. I listen to them night after night. I even played them until I wake up because they were in an endless shuffle. They make me cry everytime especially when I was reading New Moon. Ang drama talaga; like you feel you're being pulled and it sends me weird unexplainable heartbreaking pain in the chest. Hahaha, just like what I felt with Romeo X Juliet; fiction. I hate it when I'm happy though I'm in pain.
Hmm.. nothing new today. So far, nakakapagsayang na ako ng 340 pesos for movies that are not worth it; well, for me. Magaganda naman sila, they're seriously what everybody's talking about pero.. wala eh. Ayaw ko. Nakinig nga lang ako sa iPod kanina habang nanonood ng James Bond eh. Ewan ko ba, never liked that movie. Hahaha. Gasgas na action scenes.. for me lang ulit. :)) Siguro I'm just so into Twilight right now kaya I can't appreciate anything. I want it so badly na. T_T
Still SOOOOO excited for Twilight. Dammit, Breaking Dawn na ako. I don't want this to end. Mpf.
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Dammit, this is a good feeling. @ 11/04/2008 08:28:00 PM
Damn. I'm so proud of myself. Things are quite OKAY nowadays. Hahahaha. Honestly, I disappoint a lot of people lately; for being, well, anti-social. I hate to admit it, I just hate company. I know its only temporary though. Its either I'm happy during the day and quiet during the night or the other way around. But I'm always quiet during classes. It's so mellow when you're in my seat. There's tranquility outside the window; plus you can sleep and text. Hahahaha. :P
Number two to top my to-be-proud-of-myself list is that I have fulfilled one purpose. That's actually top secret. Hahaha. I'm REALLY glad its actually over. I'm not so mad at the other persons involved and I am now... numb about the whole thing. I'm numb.. not over. >:)
Another thing I'm happy about: my best guy friend suddenly addicted to Twilight. :)) Well, he got the book before I did but he never flipped the pages. He said it was just to show Krissy that he's also a "sensitive guy". :)) Ayan boys, tactics from Mr. France Lijaro. Hahaha! Okay, so Peps.. Just to tell you. Jacob Black reminds me of you. You're both so funny and carefree to be with. Not that I'm comparing, I'm just telling him that he was the first person who popped into my mind and not.. you-know-who. Hahaha.
Hayy, lastly.. I'm NOT ACTUALLY that happy with, well, someone I saw last Thursday night. It wasn't a date really, don't start. It's just so... odd. It wasn't always like that when you say sorry. Maybe I'm just a bit disappointed at you or just simply cold.. but I swear you don't apologize that way. I'm okay and I have forgiven you for being "too busy", but I feel the gap. Hope you feel it too.
BUTI NA LANG MAY TWILIGHT SAGA. I THANK GOD FOR STEPHENIE MEYER TALAGA. I COULD'VE BEEN SO MISERABLE KUNG WALANG GANUN. I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY. =)
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
addicted to a bloodsucking vampire @ 11/02/2008 10:51:00 PM
Edward Cullen, as you may have all known, is a vampire in the Twilight series written by THE Stephenie Meyer. A vampire that sparkles in the sun when it touches his chalk white skin. A vampire that is in love with Bella who happens to love him so much as well. And a vampire I am currently obsessed with. HA HA.
I hate to sound childish. The pounding, unexplainable feeling in my chest is back. The one I used to feel when I am in love with something but it has limits like those love stories that are tragic or just plain "fiction". I don't know why I feel that way. I hope nobody reads Twilight (not that I am selfish) because I can't express how deep I got in the story and I'm sure SOME would react to that. Then again, this is my blog.
Enough with the this-is-my-blog-get-your-own issues. I'm tired of letting THEM know that. I can't believe New Moon (sequel of Twilight). It has 563 freakin' pages; and every page got the tears rolling down my cheeks. I won't spoil of course. That would serve as a tease if you would want to read books which you can totally get obsessed with. Twilight was a little bit light on the drama side but it was more intense. It was better actually. But I just got so teary with New Moon and I could not wait for tomorrow so I could start reading Eclipse (3rd book of the Twilight series).
But if there was one book I was dying to read, it would be Midnight Sun; which is Edward's point-of-view of twilight. I feel like it would be more romantic, deeper and more heart-pounding since Edward has a way of making the reader's heart beat faster. It's just so impossible not to fall in love with him. Hahaha.
I wish all guys would sparkle in the sun just like Edward. =)
By the way, since I am reading a book which uses the first person point of view, AUTOMATIC BLOG BRAIN is back. Every now and then, I blog in my brain just like last summer and the other instances before that. Hahaha.
About other stuff that I wanted to make kwento.. I'll save it for another post. I wanna sleep na. Gusto ko na talaga mag bukas eh. I promise I'll post soon.
PS: I just saw a shooting star a while ago while I was lying on the grass in the cemetery. Sadly I didn't make any wishes. If there's a post-wish rule though.. I just wish that vampires are real. Better yet, I just wish Edward Cullen is real. I wish he had just EXISTED. =)
But sometimes they come back.
I AM WHO I AM.
One thing is clear
I'll wear a halo when you look at me
JNZ ♥
15 years old. Estrogen-kinda-human. Senior HS. I ♥ ROCK music. \m/ Little Miss ALL-SMUG. Dancing is my "escape". Reads. Amazed by celestial bodies! loves Romeo and Juliet, Bonnie and Clyde, Jack and Rose, Noah and Ally, Grace and AJ, Tristan and Isolde, Nathan and Haley kinda romances. TEAM EDWARD! BellaEdward forfuckinever. :) Silent Sufferer. I have a crazy fear of getting pregnant and giving birth. The miracle of life is tagged with vagbreakin' pain. i FREAKIN' looooove STARS! Shining, shimmering, splendid! ^^, ANTHROPOLOGISTprosecutorSOLDIERsecretspyPRINCESScowgirl FORENSICPSYCHOLOGISTastronautCANDYCOUNTERGIRLsuperhero wannabe :] I want to live in the 7o's and be a hippie. Peace, yo! I love DC Comics and its common superhero name pre/suf-fixes. :P Green Arrow, Robin Hood, Peter Pan! Di Caprio, Lafferty, Franco and Pattinson make my heart skip every time! :P La la la la la. I wanna go to Neverland and never grow up. I'll be with Peter Pan and the lost boys and I'll be a lost girl. Easy does it. I love STAR GAZING. Stars! :) SUNSETS and FIREFLIES are love too. I'm a jerk-hater. I'll rip their peepers apart. :| I'm shadowcat/supergirl. THE WORLD IS A VAMPIRE, right S.P? Planet Green, Go Green. I thank God for giving Stephenie Meyer to the world. Twilight is my savior. I also love Wide Awake! Best Fanfiction EVER! I am currently enchanted, captivated and dazzled by none other than a sexy, topaz-eyed, possessive, sparkling vampire named EDWARD CULLEN. Oh boy am I in looooove. I'd become a star one day, in my after life. :) ERASERHEADS will never be ERASED from our HEADS. I wanna see the Aurora Borealis before I die. I'm wishing for or maybe Dark Edward. Either of the two will do.
I am indestructible. I'm a superhuman. I'M EFFIN' SUPER. :>
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
I want Edward Cullen for Christmas @ 11/30/2008 10:17:00 PM
Waaaa. I want Twilight-related or albums for Christmas!! :-o
Anyhoo, NAPANOOD KO NA! TWICE! :) WEDNESDAY, November 26, 2008; 7:45 pm I19 -with my mom, my brother and my cousin The first time I watched the movie, I can't help but compare it with the book. I enjoyed it, DUH, but the book was better. They've erased some of the kilig parts like when Edward sang his lullabye for Bella and when he watches her.. EVERY NIGHT when she sleeps. The part when Edward narrated Carlisle's life before was also deleted. So the last part when Edward thought of going to Italy when he found out Bella was going to the ballet studio was gone. There'll be no "Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." part. Aww, I have always imagined Edward saying that. That'd be SOOOOO hot! :)) Some parts were also transferred to other parts. Like the "You are my life now" part and their first kiss. The chase was also soooooo fast. I was so freakin' absorbed while I was reading that part in the book. But anyway, I LOVE IT. I LOVE THE MOVIE. IT STILL ROCKS! :)
FRIDAY, November 28, 2008; still 7:45 pm I14 -with SDS girls. girls night out! :) The second time I watched it, I didn't feel like comparing it to the book. I just enjoyed it, laughed my ass off, let my heart beat faster than the usual and mesmerize over Edward Cullen. Maybe because of the fact that my friends read the book and they were just a whisper away made it like that. I love Edward when he sparkles! It makes me say "Awwwwww :)" so much. Hahaha. I honestly enjoyed the second time I watched it, WAY WAY BETTER. I could scream and smile up to my ears when I remember Bella's exact words from the book because I was with people who can relate.
Ugh, I can't wait for New Moon. Maybe I'd be crying my eyes out during the whole movie! Hahaha! Good thing that its official that they will continue the saga. Gusto ko na rin mag Eclipse. Nandun kasi yung favorite chapter ko: COMPROMISE!!! :D
Anyway, Christmas is coming.. And its a Twilighty Christmas. Hahaha. Hindi na uso sa mga kaibigan ko yung "surprise me" kaya may request request na kami. Hindi na rin uso yung individual gifts.. sa Pearlshakes kasi, isang regalo na lang from the rest of the tropa. Nirequest ko Eclipse na hard bound. :) Wee, loveya guys.
I got addicted to rock n' roll bands again because of two of the best soundtracks I have ever heard: Transformers and (of course) Twilight. I have this feeling that Stephenie Meyer imagined the whole movie with Muse all over the background, their music is so wicked. I also like Radiohead, they sound like muse. They sang Creep better. :) By the way, albums by Led Zepellin, Muse, Linkin Park, Radiohead, MuteMath, Smashing Pumpkins, Eraserheads, The Used, and HIM are very much welcome for presents. Hahahaha. >:)
Ang tagal rin ng Twilight Collector's Edition. I asked everyone in my family not to surprise me with a hard bound or paperback of Twilight since I'm waiting for the latest edition which isn't out here in the Philippines yet.
here's a checklist. :) Gahd, I want them all!
Twilight Collector's Edition [not yet out] New Moon, hardbound [reserved] Eclipse, hardbound [reserved] Breaking Dawn, hardbound Twilight: The Official Guide [not yet out, December 30 pa ayon sa Breaking Dawn] Twilight Companion: The Unauthorized Guide to the Series (although I'm having second thoughts with this. Sino na ba meron nito? Its so expensive tapos hindi si Stephenie Meyer nagsulat. Baka pangit) Twilight Movie Companion [is it out na ba?] Twilight OST (this IS AWESOOOOME) [not so sure about the person who would give it. Ha-ha] T_T Twilight official movie poster Twilight shirts! Edward Shirts! Edward's pictures: FRAMED! 8x11. (i need pictures for my new room) [MORE!!!!]
Ahahaha. Tama bang maglagay ng ganyan dito? Kapal eh. Kung ayaw niyo naman, you can always give Twilight tickets. :) I would love love love LOOOOOOVVVVEEE to repeat it over and over and over and OVER again! I love seeing him sparkle. I love seeing him with shades. I love seeing him inviting Bella over to his house while she's cleaning her car. I love to see them kiss. I love it when he's so over-protective. Have I mentioned that I love to see him sparkle already? Hahahaha. I just want more EDWARD. :) Sige, bago ako magpaalam, I just want to share a conversation about Harry Potter:
janzy: sana may smiley na nagssparkle si edward. seezoou coreen: ano kaya iniisip ni daniel radcliffe ngayon janzy: oo nga!!! seezoou coreen: "shet si cedric digorry nagrevenge!!" seezoou coreen: "kung bakit pa kasi pinatay ko siya sa last movie eh,," janzy: "bakit ba naman kasi ako naging wizar na bilog yung eyeglasses!" janzy: wizard* seezoou coreen: "sana naging friends nalang kami.talo pa naman mga wizards sa mga vampires..hay..bagkarote na ko ngayon"
janzy: mover over harry potter na talaga!
seezoou coreen: pero gusto ko itest seezoou coreen: pagsabayin yung isang twilight saga film seezoou coreen: at hp film seezoou coreen: bugbugan sa box office yun janzy: akala ko nga mapagsasabay hp at twilight eh. janzy: n move pala seezoou coreen: uu nga eh 2009 seezoou coreen: takot sina hp kay edward
seezoou coreen: "id rather move my showing date..than stay with you" seezoou coreen: sana inext year na rin yung new moon janzy: inabutan yung hp eh. seezoou coreen: mayaman na naman sila eh. kaya na nila magproduce agad ng film janzy: hahahaha. ) kinakabahan na si hp, "ayoko na mag harry potter!" janzy: "Featuring a ribbon bookmark, cloth cover, ragged edges, new chapter opener designs, and a beautiful protective slipcase, this edition is perfect for fans and collectors alike." ayan yung collector's edition. seezoou coreen: try nalang niyang maging... uhm... sino ba yung male character na bago..hmm. janzy: baka mag auditon nga, sya na si seth... janzy: ay di... di sya native american janzy: baka mag volturi yun.
Sorry kung walang konek yung iba, hahaha. Just wondering. :)
I love you Stephenie Meyer. You gave meaning to my life. =) Thank you R. Pat for bringing Edward Cullen to life, you're the best. Anu daw?! Ang drama eh! :)) walang pakialamanan, speech ko toh! :))
Ayun, 'imma read New Moon na ulit. Inuulit ko kasi eh, kaya maga na naman mata ko. Wahaahaha! Nnyt guys! Advanced Happy Christmas to all of you! :) Its already the first of December tomorrow!
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Twilight na tomorrow! @ 11/25/2008 08:34:00 PM
I'm gonna watch Twilight tomorrow :) sayang nga eh. may advanced screening na pala ngayon. meaning, may mga nakakapanood na ng twilight habang nagttype ako ngayon. sayaaaannggg. its okay, im contented... i'm going to watch it tomoroooooowwww!! :)
ayun lang, wala na ako sa mood magtype ng iba. hehe. ok lang tong' araw na toh. di na ako nasusuka unlike kahapon. STOMACH FLU! =))
ps: HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL. Thank you for aaaallllways being there for me. Thank you for aaaalllwaaaaysss helping me. sobra. ano na kaya ako ngayon kung wala ka? naks. basta dani, thanks for always being a good friend. you're destined for greatness. naks ulit! :)) loveya dani! enjoy your day tomorrow! wag ka mag-alala.. kahit manonood akong twilight bukas, di ko malilimutan birthday mo! ikaw pa! ;)
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Make the magic last. @ 11/16/2008 09:48:00 PM
We're okay. =) We're finally okay.
Ahhhh!! I love this day. As some of you know, Ivan and I are not in good terms ever since that stupid and blurry night. He already asked for forgiveness for so many times yet I couldn't understand why he doesn't accept my okays. It's weird, haha. But gladly, we're okay. At first, we weren't okay pa. Napunta pa sa point na nagwalk out siya, nangirap ako and so on. Then, during lunch, our friend planned something so we talked sa McDo and we finally understood the side of the other. Kahit medyo weird kasi sobrang babaw para pag-awayan. We laughed at it na lang after.
Then, when we went back, the parents were already there because James, i think, was already prepared to fight. Then he coached James; it actually reminded me of the first time I saw him fight in a tournament, we were still strangers back then and he was also coaching his teammates.
Eventually, it was his turn to fight. He won the elimination round, then for bronze, for silver and then he had a 30 minute break before his next match which was for gold. I can't believe he wasn't even nervous. Hahaha. I taught him my lucky frog hop and he did it but then he told me he's not that nervous and then I felt stupid. :))
He wasn't even trembling when he was already fighting. I was so nervous for him, probably because its my first time to really concentrate on his fight; not at him. :)) Then it was quite obvious that he would win and he did. Okay, *celebration!* :))
--AWARDING--
We went home afterwards, typical bye byes. Then Ma, Ej and I talked about the whole tournament on our way home. I still love the smile on my face when they talk about him; I feel like he's family. Hahahaha.
Then, Pa got home and asked who else got medals because Ej got bronze. I told him James had a good fight; it really made me scream. Hahaha. Surprisingly, he asked about Ivan and I told him he got a gold medal. Damn, he was proud. :) Hahaha.
That's pretty much the day. I slept at the stadium for almost an hour. It's still boring when you sit there for almost 12 hours.
Oh well, I guess I'd count days again.. It's okay, I'll miss him too much so that when we'll see each other, it's sooooo worth it. Just like today. :)
By the way, I finished the whole season 5 of oth yesterday. Dammit, nakakabitin yung last part. But Jamie Lucas Scott is sooooooooooo cuteeeee! And of course, NATHAN SCOTT ever gorgeous. =) I missed that guy.
Don't worry, I miss you more Edward Cullen.
But sometimes they come back.
Friday, November 14, 2008
A Twilight Survey @ 11/14/2008 08:52:00 PM
TWILIGHT SURVEY:)
1. Which book was your favorite in the series? Twilight. :)
2. How did you stumble upon the books? Everyone's talking about it then Ate Iman lent me the book. Hahaha.
3. Are you looking forward to the movie? YEEEEEESSSS!!!
4. Do you like the casting or do you wish they would have picked other people? No, they're perfect... especially Rob Pattinson for Edward Cullen, Kristen Stewart for Bella and Taylor Lautner for Jacob. PERFECT.
5. Have you read Breaking Dawn already? Yep. :)
6. Did you enjoy it? Yeaaaah.
7. Are you excited for Midnight Sun? YES! I REALLY REALLY WANNA READ THAT BOOOOOOKKK!!!
8. Who is your favorite character of all time? EDWARD, duuh. :)
9. Who is your favorite vampire? Edward. :]
10. Favorite werewolf? Jake and Seth.
11. What's your favorite quote from the books? "You already know how I feel, in other words, roughly translated, I would rather die than stay away from you" -Twilight; "But there is one thing I had to believe in able to live, I had to know that he existed" -New Moon; "I promise to love you forever, every single day of forever" - Eclipse; "As long as we both shall live"- Breaking Dawn
12. Favorite part of book one? MEADOOOOOWWWW!!! =) and also Port Angeles.
13. Favorite part of book two? Chapter 3: The End; IT MADE ME CRY. Actually every page of Book 2 made me cry. I also like the last part - when Edward decided to stay. :) That's chapter 23: The Truth
14. Favorite part of book three? CHAPTER 20: Compromise!!!! Best chapter ever!!!
15. Favorite part of book four? Isle Esme. :)
15. Have you read the first chapter of Midnight Sun on Stephenie Meyer's site yet? Just the quotes. :)
16. Bella and Edward or Bella and Jacob? Bella and Edward. :)
17. Or maybe you wish she would have hooked up with Mike? Ew. :S
18. Did you hate when Edward left Bella in book two? Not really. It really made me cryyy. Hahahaha. I missed him so much..
19. Which book cover was your favorite? New Moon.
20. Which was better, Twilight Or New Moon? Twilight.
21. Twilight or Eclipse? Twilight.
22. Eclipse or New Moon? Eclipse.
23. New Moon or Breaking Dawn? Breaking dawn.
24. Eclipse or Breaking Dawn? Breaking Dawn.
25. Breaking Dawn or Twilight? Twilight.
HONESTLY WALA TALAGA AKONG MAPILI. I LIKE LIKE LIKE NEW MOON. =) I LOVE HOW IT MAKES ME CRYYYY.
26. Edward or Bella? EDWARD. =)
27. Alice or Jasper? Alice.
28. Emmett or Rosalie? Emmett.
29. Carlisle or Esme? Carlisle.
30. Werewolves or vampires? Vampires :P
31. Cullens or Volturi? Cullens :)
32. Do you like Laurent? Not at all.
33. How did you find out about the movie? Poster at town. :))
34. Are you excited to see it? YES. :D
35. Do you hate the Volturi? Not that much, but yeah. :)
36. How many times have you read the books? Once. :)
37. Do you wish you had your own personal Edward? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
38. Do you wish vampires were real? Yes. :) Especially Edward Cullen.
39. If you were a vampire, would you drink human or animal blood? Animal blood, just like the Cullens. :)
40. Are you hoping the movie will be just like the book? Yes, and more? :)) :P
-GRABBED FROM NIAH.
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
You are my life now. @ 11/11/2008 10:00:00 PM
Effy, natapos ko na yung Twilight saga kagabi. It was so... hmm... painful to realize its over; that there's no "next book" yet its also quite euphoric because of its happy ending though its open ended, i think. Anyway, I'm gonna miss Edward Cullen. I'm gonna miss reading something to keep me from boring myself. :(
I love you, Edward Cullen
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
November 26. Ang tagal! Tick tock. @ 11/09/2008 09:37:00 PM
I often close my eyes And I can see you smile You reach out for my hand And I'm woken from my dream ALTHOUGH YOUR HEART IS MINE ITS HOLLOW INSIDE I never had your love And I never will
CHORUS And every night I lie awake Thinking maybe you love me Like I've always loved you But how can you love me Like I loved you when You can't even look me straight in my eyes
VRS 2/3 I've never felt this way To be so in love TO HAVE SOMEONE THERE YET FEEL SO ALONE AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE TO WIPE MY TEARS THE ONE TO SAY THAT YOU'D NEVER LEAVE
The waters calm and still My reflection is there I see you holding me But then you disappear All that is left of you Is a memory On that only,exists in my dreams
CHORUS
VRS 4 I don't know what hurts you But I can feel it too AND IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH TO KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO A THING And deep down in my heart SOMEHOW I JUST KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
VRS 1
So why am I still here in the rain...
This is the "lyrics" of Yiruma's Kiss the Rain which is actually an instrumental. Baka nga naman. Anyhoo (:P), this song is actually entitled "Bella's lullaby" in my iPod. There are other so-called Bella's lullabies in there until I found out that they were just Yiruma's. Actually, the so-called(s) are quite touchy. I listen to them night after night. I even played them until I wake up because they were in an endless shuffle. They make me cry everytime especially when I was reading New Moon. Ang drama talaga; like you feel you're being pulled and it sends me weird unexplainable heartbreaking pain in the chest. Hahaha, just like what I felt with Romeo X Juliet; fiction. I hate it when I'm happy though I'm in pain.
Hmm.. nothing new today. So far, nakakapagsayang na ako ng 340 pesos for movies that are not worth it; well, for me. Magaganda naman sila, they're seriously what everybody's talking about pero.. wala eh. Ayaw ko. Nakinig nga lang ako sa iPod kanina habang nanonood ng James Bond eh. Ewan ko ba, never liked that movie. Hahaha. Gasgas na action scenes.. for me lang ulit. :)) Siguro I'm just so into Twilight right now kaya I can't appreciate anything. I want it so badly na. T_T
Still SOOOOO excited for Twilight. Dammit, Breaking Dawn na ako. I don't want this to end. Mpf.
But sometimes they come back.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Dammit, this is a good feeling. @ 11/04/2008 08:28:00 PM
Damn. I'm so proud of myself. Things are quite OKAY nowadays. Hahahaha. Honestly, I disappoint a lot of people lately; for being, well, anti-social. I hate to admit it, I just hate company. I know its only temporary though. Its either I'm happy during the day and quiet during the night or the other way around. But I'm always quiet during classes. It's so mellow when you're in my seat. There's tranquility outside the window; plus you can sleep and text. Hahahaha. :P
Number two to top my to-be-proud-of-myself list is that I have fulfilled one purpose. That's actually top secret. Hahaha. I'm REALLY glad its actually over. I'm not so mad at the other persons involved and I am now... numb about the whole thing. I'm numb.. not over. >:)
Another thing I'm happy about: my best guy friend suddenly addicted to Twilight. :)) Well, he got the book before I did but he never flipped the pages. He said it was just to show Krissy that he's also a "sensitive guy". :)) Ayan boys, tactics from Mr. France Lijaro. Hahaha! Okay, so Peps.. Just to tell you. Jacob Black reminds me of you. You're both so funny and carefree to be with. Not that I'm comparing, I'm just telling him that he was the first person who popped into my mind and not.. you-know-who. Hahaha.
Hayy, lastly.. I'm NOT ACTUALLY that happy with, well, someone I saw last Thursday night. It wasn't a date really, don't start. It's just so... odd. It wasn't always like that when you say sorry. Maybe I'm just a bit disappointed at you or just simply cold.. but I swear you don't apologize that way. I'm okay and I have forgiven you for being "too busy", but I feel the gap. Hope you feel it too.
BUTI NA LANG MAY TWILIGHT SAGA. I THANK GOD FOR STEPHENIE MEYER TALAGA. I COULD'VE BEEN SO MISERABLE KUNG WALANG GANUN. I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY. =)
But sometimes they come back.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
addicted to a bloodsucking vampire @ 11/02/2008 10:51:00 PM
Edward Cullen, as you may have all known, is a vampire in the Twilight series written by THE Stephenie Meyer. A vampire that sparkles in the sun when it touches his chalk white skin. A vampire that is in love with Bella who happens to love him so much as well. And a vampire I am currently obsessed with. HA HA.
I hate to sound childish. The pounding, unexplainable feeling in my chest is back. The one I used to feel when I am in love with something but it has limits like those love stories that are tragic or just plain "fiction". I don't know why I feel that way. I hope nobody reads Twilight (not that I am selfish) because I can't express how deep I got in the story and I'm sure SOME would react to that. Then again, this is my blog.
Enough with the this-is-my-blog-get-your-own issues. I'm tired of letting THEM know that. I can't believe New Moon (sequel of Twilight). It has 563 freakin' pages; and every page got the tears rolling down my cheeks. I won't spoil of course. That would serve as a tease if you would want to read books which you can totally get obsessed with. Twilight was a little bit light on the drama side but it was more intense. It was better actually. But I just got so teary with New Moon and I could not wait for tomorrow so I could start reading Eclipse (3rd book of the Twilight series).
But if there was one book I was dying to read, it would be Midnight Sun; which is Edward's point-of-view of twilight. I feel like it would be more romantic, deeper and more heart-pounding since Edward has a way of making the reader's heart beat faster. It's just so impossible not to fall in love with him. Hahaha.
I wish all guys would sparkle in the sun just like Edward. =)
By the way, since I am reading a book which uses the first person point of view, AUTOMATIC BLOG BRAIN is back. Every now and then, I blog in my brain just like last summer and the other instances before that. Hahaha.
About other stuff that I wanted to make kwento.. I'll save it for another post. I wanna sleep na. Gusto ko na talaga mag bukas eh. I promise I'll post soon.
PS: I just saw a shooting star a while ago while I was lying on the grass in the cemetery. Sadly I didn't make any wishes. If there's a post-wish rule though.. I just wish that vampires are real. Better yet, I just wish Edward Cullen is real. I wish he had just EXISTED. =)
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I want Edward Cullen for Christmas @ 11/30/2008 10:17:00 PM 
15 years old. 
