Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Seven Eleven. @ 1/30/2008 09:31:00 PM

the past few days. . .

January 28, 2008 Monday.

Happy Birthday Aries.
Happy Birthday Janet.
dapat 2yr. anniv. (pro wla na tlg ha.)
. . at ang araw kung san nakalimutan ko ang lahat ng nakalagay sa taas dahil lang kay 14. mhm.

ayun. umagang umaga. kaburaot! [ dpt pa naman masaya ang araw kong' yan ]
kasi naman, plano namin [ emika, justin, darwin ] na mag 7 11 tapos Jolibee for breakfast. ayun, HND NA N2LOY dhl kay ate sungit. badtrip.

WHOLE DAY kaming nag practice for cheering & cheerdance.

nung gabi na, UWIAN NA! :D
wla nmn kmng ggwn ni emika so nagpunta kami sa seven eleven. nilakad namin yun, dumaan pa kami sa ukay ukay para maningin ng yellow shirt. :))
tapos nag seven eleven na kami. ayun, super todo hang out tpos kwn2han. tapos chibog. ahahaha. i love my bonding with my kambal. :P dmtng bgla si aguas at justin. tapos sinundo ako ni kuya nj tapos ang commute kami hanggang lpdh. grb, nalasing ami ni emika sa slurpee, kasi hilong-hilo kami pagtapos. nag jolibee pa kami ni kuya nj, logtu ako eh! =)) tapos pinuntahan na namin si lolo kasi naka confine sa hosp. tas uwian na.

January 29, 2008 Tuesday

back to our "old" days. :)
haha, i love this day. asaran sessions with lolo na naman. ahaha, missed that. :)
todo practice pdn, whole day pdn. ahahaha. ycab kami ng pshakes nung lunch tas super todo tulog kami ni kambal. pambawi. nung uwian, wla. open forum with pshakes. tas stunts lang kami nina aguas, jasmin at justin nung gabi. =)) laughtrip.

January 30, 2008 Wednesday

happy birthday Ehmerald! :)
Cheerdance & Opening ng Intrams! :D

hm, 5:30am, nsa school na'ko.
ayun, make up, get ready. kaba kaba kaba.
sukatan ng shoes, [ ayshett. mrmi nmrblma d2 eh. haha ]
tapos practice.

cheerdance na! ayun, enjoy na lng kami. :) we gave our best & enjoyed ourselves. :)
this day dn pala, i learned to trust Mikko. hahaha. dhl dun sa lifting chorvaaaa.
after cheerdance, napagsabihan kami ni Ms. Lhou at may magandang balita si sir megs samin ni emika. secret muna, kasi dpa sure eh. :D

tapos, Volleyball na. aynko, every game nlng, kinakabahan ako. pero pg wlang competition, okay naman akong maglaro. gahd. hahaha. tapos chibog lang kami. kasama ko sina emika, darwin at kuya chit. tas ayun, basketball. hanggang sa uwian na.

pumunta ulit kami [ emika, chit, jasmin, arwin, justin ] sa bahay ni emika. nag seven eleven muna kami. tas nag hang out dun saglit. tapos nilakad bahay ni emika. tas pmntang court. mrn plng naglalaro. kaya ayun, kumain na lang kami sa may park. tapos nakisakay kami sa seton bus hanggang sa may casimiro. tas bmlk na kami ni jas sa school, nauna na sina dar at justin. tas yun, uwian na. nag shoot shoot lng ako dto sa bahay pagkauwi.

end of story. :)
excited nako bukas. 2nd day of Intrams. :))

Sunday, January 27, 2008

wala akong magawa, halata ba? :)) @ 1/27/2008 02:33:00 PM

hmmm. . . andaming nag gm! :)) natutuwa ako kasi iba iba yung mga andto. kwnto nlng ako tungkol sa mga nicknames ko. :)) wla tlg akong magaa ehh. :P

simulan nten sa TC. :)
ako ang:
Dora ni Shrek aaron. :) hahaha, dora dora negrang lakwatsera! :))
ka-edotional ni islau. hahaha, go edos!
autistic daw sbe ni mitchell. tsk3.
assistant ni bossing kevin. kaso fired na ako, nung friday. ahaha.
"barbarosa" ni "Christopher" reyben. hahaha, ambaho ng mga pangalan ehh. bagay kasi ke reyben! :))
jasmin ni willywilly gelo. wla, twgn naming mga bangag! :))
lava girl ni sharkboy patrick. sorry naman, prho kaming isip bata. hahaha.
janzeyyy ni ianne. aww, eto ang best guy na pwedeng laptan pag may prob eh, super inspiring tlg.
libog ni libog gab. pero HINDI NA NGAYON. :) good na 'ko gab. :)

seezoou aneng aria ni seezoou coreen anne micha. haba ba? hahaha, love ko yang' seezoou ko. prho kaming adik sa koreanovela eh.
janzylog ni mikalog. :)
bureche bubbles spice ni cheche blossom pice. :)
sexygirl ni sexygirl marga! hahahaha. ang SEXXXYYYY! nakanaman gargar!
babyjanzy ni mommyshi. :) love ko tong' nanay kong' toh. ahahaha.
kitty ni katty inna. miss ko na toh, last yr kasi, todo bonding kme eh. :)
partner in crime ni abby. hahahha. the best ang trip namen eeh! :))
whiterabbit ni frutos lexii. hahaha, i love this girl. environmentalists kami eeh. SAVE MOTHER EARTH!
aso mustard ni pusa ketchup charmi. ambantot eh, pero labs ko toh! the best malling buddy! :))
j.m potts bubbles rielle jameng ni b.y eotts buttercup ricia bianca. hahaha, gahaba! todo bondng kami nto! :)) ang kulet nga ng mga kwn2han eh! :))

sa pshakes naman. :)
kambal ve ni kambal ve emika. hahahahaha, SUPER MEGAKADUPER creepy ang tadhana naming 2! :)) kmbal tlg eh. i love you kambal!
kamshi ni kamshi kaii. together forever and never to part kami nto. :) we have each other's back eh. :P
'nak ni 'nay nina. the mother-like friend. SUPER caring tlg, as in. at kakilig ang mga kwento! :))
babybackribs ni chickenalapbre jasmin. todo laughtrip kami nito eeh. AS IN! :D
pay ni poy justin. hahahaha. laugh trip!
inches ni inches darwin. may kababalaghan ang tawagan na yan eh. :))

cascades.
sputnik ni kuya kevin. miss ko na tong' kuya ko. :(
friendship ni friendship caizzer, eto rin, miss qna!
lil sis ni big sis cloee, eto din! miss na miss ko na!
peps ♥ ni peps * france. hm, eto hindi ko miss eh. JOKE! :)) sympre miss na miss na miss ko na tong' peps ko! :D

tk & berks.
bes ni bes katrina. :) i love you FOREVER AND EVER BESTFRIEND! :)
kim ni shaina lisha. hahaha, celeb!
dudiie ni dudiie aya. yiiie. advanced hapi bday!
puchichaii ni chuchaii mikee. miss qna kakulitan nto!
berrysopas ni ej. hahaha.
pitot ni kuya nj.
jamali ni yujiro.
prinesa bratinella ni raffy.
mareng jan ni manong mayo. hahahahaha. :)

others. :)
janzybaby ni justinncutie. si history eh! :))))))
sis ni sis robert. ang taong pinaka comfortable akong pagtanungan ng mga "curiosities" ko. hahaha! best sis ever!
baby ni daddy japs. :) kahit wla na sila ni mommy.
tol ni tol zab. haha, last yr pa toh eh.
chip ni chipmunkk dewey. hahaha, CHIPMUNKKKKKK!
SG ng marami. hahahaha. JOOOOOKKKEEE! dpt kay sis lng yun eh, eh kumalat! =))
lola ni lolo raffy. hearing aid ehh. :D
baby janzy ni mommy ghiera.

. . .& many more. tinatamad nako. =)))

Brigantes have conquered, Brigantes prevailed. @ 1/27/2008 01:46:00 PM

aw, January 27, 2007. that day, everyone was jumping so high. everyone was screaming "Go Briganteeeeesss!" everyone was so damn proud of what we have accomplished. and this day, i would just like to remmeber that unforgettable day. thanking God for all that He gave us and that He guided us through our way to find unity and cooperation that we attained such a big achievement.

Sana this year ulit. :) i am not asking for such a big thing to happen once again, sana lang ganun pdn yung cooperation ng batch.

i love you Brigantes!
this time, go Ophanims naman. :) kaya ntn toh.

to the darkness we may fall, but our God shall not allow.

p.s: Happy Birthday Kat! salamat sa lahat ng naitulong mo! :) dn't worry, gagalingan namin. :)

Saturday, January 26, 2008

bolding surveyyy. :) @ 1/26/2008 07:36:00 PM

got this survey from niah's past blog. :)


Music
1. Most of the music on my iPod is rock
2. I am in a band
3. I write a lot of songs
4. I am a good singer
5. I play drums
6. I can rap yes i can. :)
7. I don't care much about genres
8. Music is not a really significant part of my life
9. I live for music
10. I love going to gigs
11. I LOVE to dance
12. I hate mainstream music

Personality: I am…
13. Cautious
14. Impulsive
15. Romantic
16. Sweet
17. Daring
18. Creative
19. Organised
20. Extroverted
21. Bubbly
22. Happy
23. Moody
24. Hyper
25. Immature
26. Intelligent yes, i know the difference between intelligent and dumb. :)
27. Curious
28. Hot-headed
29. Friendly


Physical
30. I have blonde hair
31. I think I am good-looking
32. I have red hair
33. I have dark hair
34. My hair is dyed
35. I am tall for my age
36. My eyes are blue
37. My eyes are green
38. My eyes are brown (dark)
39. I wear glasses or contacts
40. I am short
41. I am medium-height
42. I have long hair hahahahaha!
43. I have freckles
44. I'm confident with my appearence
45. I am pale
46. My best feature is NOT my eyes


Internet
47. I have a myspace account
48. I am on IM a lot
49. I never sign off IM, even if I'm on as an away message
50. MSN kicks AIM's ass anyday
51. I have a bebo account
52. But we all know bebo sucks
53. I play internet games
54. I spend a lot of my time on the internet


Food and drink
55. I do not eat healthily
56. I adore coffee
57. Amazingly enough, NO, I don't like Starbucks
58. I have tried sushi
59. And I wasn't sick afterwards
60. I make my own smoothies
61. I love ice cream
62. I can't cook anything better than toast
63. I often sleep through breakfast
64. I am very fussy when it comes to food
65. I have tasted REAL Chinese food
66. I think fast food is gross
67. I eat cereal for breakfast every morning
68. I hate gum
69. Sliced bread is actually quite overrated
70. I home-grow a lot of my food
71. I am vegetarian
72. I am vegan
73. I do not have set meal plans
74. I have SUFFERED from an eating disorder in the past kapag ba di mo sadyang masuka every morning after bfast, counted ba yun?
75. And I'm still STRUGGLING with it


Life, the universe and other stuff…
76. I have a cat
77. I am allergic to cats
78. I am epileptic
79. Bolding surveys are my favourite!
80. I like where I live at the moment
81. I own an iPod
82. MP3 players kick iPod's asses anyday!
83. I believe Kurt Cobain was murdered
84. Summer is the best season
85. I don't drive
86. I am single
87. And I hate it
88. My last name is Polish or Russian
89. I am listening to a song by my favourite artist
90. Pink is my favourite colour
91. I am 100% BORED by politics
92. I am wearing makeup
93. I am taking this survey out of boredom
94. My best friend's first name begins with a letter from the 2nd half of the alphabet
95. I like my middle name
96. I love learning different languages
97. I like being outside
98. Untidy rooms bother me
99. I hate my accent
100. I am going to do another survey now

The Drama @ 1/26/2008 11:44:00 AM

hahaha, wla lang. madrama kasi yung kantang pinapakinggan ko. mga ala-14 songs. :))
Sorry for the Stupid Things-Babyface

nakakamiss na tlg ang January Days. anyway, may napulot akong line sa multip ni Mikko Manyak. hahaha. joke. bsta sa multip ni Mikko, eto yun:

"sometimes we have to believe, and your belief will create a miracle and your miracle will create a fact and that fact will create a truth that will mark in our existence forever."

ang gnda nu. hahahaha. nagandahan lng tlg ako eeh. hm, anyway...
babalik na ako sa kadramahan ko aah. :) hahahah. feel ko kasi yung music ehh. :P

Should this be called Happiness? @ 1/26/2008 10:03:00 AM

January 24, 2008 Thursday

hinatid nila ako papuntang school, tas nakita ko wala sina Kai sa waiting area kaya sa TC nlng ako dumiretso. nakasalubong ko pa ang Pshakes nung papunta akong locker, tapos naglampasan lang kami kaya akala ko galit sila. shettttt. HR na sunod na subject, which means, cheerdance practice for cheerdancers. tapos ayun, umiyak ako kasi akala ko galit si Emika. ang galing noh. nakakaiyak eehhh. hahaha. tapos ayun, PRACTICE. sumunod na ang mga 4o minute subject namin. tapos dismissal na, practice na ulit! ayun, cheerdance pdn pinapractice namin kaya nagalit ang aming mga teachers at guidance councilor dahil hindi pa kami sumasabay sa cheering at mukhang papetixpetix lang kami. shet. kinausap tuloy kami. at bngyan ng deadline. 5pm, sumabay na kayo.

p.s: something happened this day nga pala. i won't share pero yun yung rason ng title ng blog ko.

January 25, 2008 Friday
Screening Day for cheerdance in P.E dept.
5pm deadline.
SHET!

oo, pansin niyo naman. gadaming gagawin dba. o_o
so nagbgayan ng cards nung umaga. tapos 40 minute classes ult. tapos nung lunch, buong lunch naming prinactice yung routine namin sa cheerdance. nakakapagod, paulit-ulit kasi.

tapos, nung practice hours na tlg. prinesent na namin. tapos pagtapos nun, nagusapusap kami sa 2nd floor gym, tapos pmntang CWS, doon namin prinactice yung cheering. dumating ndn yung mga damit namin kaya sinukat namin. :) hahahahaha. ang saya eeh, ang MACHO ni Inches Darwin! :))
tapos sa acacia lane. dun na kami naki party at nakisabay. :)

uwian na.
kasama ko sina Emika, Carla at Chit. nilakad namin ang bahay ni Emika. :D hahaha. at doon kami nagbasketball. bngyan kami ng mga guidelines for shooting ni Kuya Chit. ahahahaha. tapos nagcartwheel kami ni Emika. tapos humiga kami sa court kasi ang ganda nung stars tgnan. tapos umuwi na din. hintaid kami ni Emik palabas. tapos nag 7 11 kami nina Kuya Chit at Carla tapos nagtrike ndn. sa Seton pa ako pumunta. tapos dun muna ako sa bahay ng lolo ko hanggang 11pm. shyet. at ayun, nakauwi nadin. bagsak na bagsak ako ehh.

"bawiin mo sa ibang araw." :) goodluck naman at cramming week na next week. :))

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Save Taiji Dolphins @ 1/23/2008 09:40:00 PM

Taiji Dolphins in Japan are being slaughtered since last year! shett!


ayan, video ng Taiji Dolphin Slaughter.

sbi ni Richard O' Barry sa film, "this abuse is all about supply and demand." dolphin meat can be poisonous but they STILL sell these without even putting warning labels. bakit ganun? alam nyo bang' life savers ang mga dolphins? takot sa kanila ang mga sharks. friendly pa. isa sila sa mga trustworthy na animals sa buong mundo.

ishshare ko lang tong article na toh sa inyo:

The Dolphin Slaughter

Japanese fishermen kill the largest number of dolphins anywhere in the world and dolphins and porpoises face grave danger in Japan’s coastal waters when the annual hunt begins. This year the drive fishery, a method in which dolphins are forced ashore and hacked to death, has taken place in Taiji and Futo. We traveled to both of these fishing villages to document the massacres and expose them to the world.

In Taiji the annual dolphin hunt starts October 1st and continues through March 30th. Here, the massacre of dolphins is strongly encouraged by three local dolphinariums that purchase show-quality dolphins at a high cost and ship some of them off to othe facilities in Japan and abroad.


The slaughterhouse is covered with blue tarp
to prevent us from videotaping the bloody scene.
Photo by Helene O’Barry
We were able to film the entire capture procedure in January last year when more than 100 bottlenose dolphins were forced ashore and some 20 dolphins selected by dolphinaria. Several dolphins were killed during the selection process and our powerful footage was recently aired by the BBC in a documentary entitled "Dolphin Hunters" and has been viewed by more than 300 million people worldwide.

This kind of major international exposure is the last thing the fishermen and the dolphin captivity industry want, and it came as no surprise to us that they were fuming with anger upon our return to Taiji in October.

Since the beginning of our campaign to expose the barbaric methods used to capture and kill dolphins, the fishermen have gone to extreme effort and expense to prevent us from carrying out our documentary work. What they are doing to the dolphins is so brutal; they know they have to conceal it from the rest of the world to avoid a huge international outcry.


The fishermen have driven a large pod of bottlenose
dolphins into the killing cove. They are cutting off the
dolphins’ escape with two nets placed 50 feet apart.
Photo by Helene O’Barry
They used to carry out the massacres in a large lagoon by a public road, but the mounting exposure has forced them into one last hiding place; a small cove hidden between two mountains. The cove is part of a public park and tourists from all of Japan come here to walk the picturesque trails along one of the most spectacular coastlines in the world.

During the drive fishery season, which lasts six months out of the year, the fishermen take the area into their possession, employing exceptionally hostile tactics to keep westerners and Japanese tourists away from the cove while dolphins are being killed. In doing so they have created a threatening and sinister atmosphere in an otherwise beautiful and friendly village.

Hiding their activities the best they can has been part of the fishermen’s policy for years but they have now taken their cover-up to a new, fanatic level. Supported by local authorities they have banned us from climbing the mountain from where we can see the killing cove.

They are so scared of our cameras; they have tied barbed wire around the trees we used to climb to photograph the massacres and at the top of the mountain have installed a hideous wall made of fabric and plastic to block our view. They have tied metal chains to trees everywhere along the paths leading to the killing cove. Attached to the chains are signs with hand-written words of warning: "Keep Out!" and "No trespassing!"


After the massacre the water remains red with blood for hours and the ludicrous signs warning people of non-existent dangers such as "Falling rocks!" and "Mud-slides!" are not removed until after the sea has washed the blood away and all evidence of the butchery has vanished.

The fishermen have even erected a large piece of fabric across the mouth of the cove to prevent us from photographing the bloodbath from a boat and as further proof of their deep-rooted fear of the truth being known to the world have placed a gigantic piece of blue tarp across the entire killing cove so we can’t film the massacres, not even from a helicopter.

The fishermen have succeeded in hiding the massacres almost to perfection but their strategy is backfiring in a way they probably did not anticipate. The dolphin slaughter is surrounded by so much contemptible deception and is so profoundly guarded; it has raised much curiosity among the visiting Japanese tourists who wonder what the secrecy is all about. We spoke to many of them and the one thing they kept asking was: "What are the fishermen doing behind the blue tarp that’s so terrible that no one is allowed to see it?"

The extreme cover-up is undermining one of the fishermen’s principal justifications for killing dolphins: That it’s a tradition they are proud of. If they are truly proud of killing dolphins, then why are they so frantic about hiding it? The fact that they hide the bloodbath behind blue tarp, chains, barbed wire and walls of fabric reveals that they are well aware that the dolphin massacres, once fully exposed, will be viewed as deplorable by the rest of the world, including the Japanese people.

The fishermen spend a lot of time waving large signs in front of our camera lenses, yelling, "Don’t take photos!" What they are really saying is, "We have something to hide."

By acting so hostile and secretive, they involuntarily bring more attention to themselves and the dolphin massacres. As a young girl visiting from Tokyo put it: "I never realized that dolphins are being killed here until I saw that creepy-looking blue plastic covering the lagoon."




help save the dolphins.

Parteeeeyyy! @ 1/23/2008 08:57:00 PM

hahaha. masyaa itong araw na ito. :D weeee.

kahit medyo mahirap. napapatungan naman yung pagkabadtrip ng mga laughtrip nung huling mga minuto ng practice ehh. go Ophanims! ang saya talaga eeh. nakiparty na nga kami eh. hahaha. ayun, the cheerdancers? tenen! nakakahiya yung ginawa namin kanina. kasi di namin ma give yung best namin kasi kulang sa space eh. haha. la tuloy mga stunts. tapos ayun, total bonding with them again. nagkaopen forum. tas sayaw na ulit. hayyy, pero merong sumasayad sa isip ko nung mga panahong yun eeh. kasi sa sayaw, laging may part na masakit. bsta, yun na yon, tas napapatingin pa ako sa isang tao palagi. ayan, kung anu-ano tuloy naiisip ko. wla namng meron, pero why do i even bother to think. hahahaha. di nyo alam iniisip ko. :) wag nyo na hulaan. at kung hinulaan nyo man, MALI YAN! >:D

hayun, parteeeeyyyyy lng. :) luvheeettt.♥

Please me w/ your promises and hurt me with your LIES. @ 1/23/2008 08:43:00 PM

magaling magaling magaling.

meron kasing song, paulit ulit syang pinapatugtog sa radio. eh lagi ko syang napapakinggan. tas ayun, may naiisip ako sa kantang toh. yung sa gm ko, yung laging "first day of the future, and all i want is you" so ayun, sineach ko na sya, at nakta ko.. "Love me like the world was Ending" by Ben Lee. gahd. kamusta naman si Manang Fate [ friend ng QoD at KoD ] hahaha. kasi eh, si Ben Lee eh, eps. hahaha. joke.

eto yung lyrics:

Love Me Like the World was Ending
Ben Lee

This is the first day of the future,
And all i want is you.
I wear a pair of socks you left here.
But i know, i know, i know, nobody could ever fill your shoes.

I can see so clearly when your smoke gets in my eyes.
Please me with your promises and hurt me with your lies.
Baby can you hear the message i am sending?
Love me like the world is ending.

This is the last day of existence.
And all i want is you.
There's a certain sadness.
But i know, i know, i know, the sky is what makes the ocean blue.

I can see so clearly when your smoke gets in me.
Please me with your promises and hurt me with your lies.
Baby can you hear the message i am sending?
Love me like the world is ending.
Love me like the world is ending.

And they all say to pour it has to rain
So don't complain if we get wet in the deep end.

I can see so clearly when your smoke gets in my eyes.
Please me with your promises and hurt me with your lies.
Baby, can you hear the message i am sending?
Love me like the world is ending

nakakaburaot talaga kapag ganito. ung tipong masaya ka, tapos susulpot yung mga ganyang bagay. mmmmmpppp!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Without You @ 1/22/2008 08:48:00 PM

shet. gadami pang gagawin. hmp.
hindi ko pa namememorize yung 20 scientific names sa science. shyettt. tapos marami pa akong hindi natetext (seryoso yan). hahahaha. kelangan ko kasi mag-ayos ng mga tao eeh, for Valentines. :)) joke lang yun.

hmmm... kakabasa ko lang ng mga una kong' blog, naaalala ko na naman yung rason kung bakit ko sinulat ang blog na toh (first post). dahil kay 14. . .hahaha. :) tapos ayun, kadramahan tlg eeh.

nakakamiss nadn, amp. kaso, di na naman ata maibabalik eeh. pero okay lang, msaya naman ako eeh.

i hope, and i pray, somewhere in your heart i'll always stay.

January Days @ 1/22/2008 08:07:00 PM

"Love," palagi ka na lang January sa akin nagpaparamdam, kahit thrice lang. hahaha. anlupet mo. una, si First Love ang inilapit mo sakin, tas nung 2oo7 naman, ang isang taong hindi ko aakalaing ganito katindi yung nararamdaman ko for him. gahd. at talagang sinasakto mo sa isang month. Last January, you brought 14 into my life. salamat sa memories na yun, hindi tlg makakalimutan. something na worth keeping for more years to come. ngayong January naman, salamat pa rin sa paglalapit sa kanya kahit konti konti lang. naiintindihan ko naman yun eh, pero thanks pa rin. :) masaya na ako sa ganun, kasi masaya na kami pareho. :D wa na akong care sa ibang bagay aside from that. JOKE. hahahaha. sypre may care pdn ako nu.

from December-February, sbrang weird ng feeling when it comes to you, love. kasi sa december, parang may matatapos. papasok ang January, may papasok na bago. sa February, maglalaho. cycle ba ito? :)) wla lang, npncn ko lang naman.

anyway, wag mo akong pahihirapan this January ah. sna pasiyahin mo ako. hahahah. i love you, Love. ♥

love,
janzy. :)

HAPPIEST DAY, so far. :) @ 1/22/2008 07:49:00 PM

hmm, madami man akong galos ngayon, marami man akong body pain ( naks ). kumpletong kumpleto ang araw ko. :D kahit isa lang anag rason, sobrang saya ko na.

ganito kasi yan, nauna ako sa "hintayan sessions" namin sa waiting area ng Pshakes at nina Darwin at Aguas. so ayun, hintayan kami. tas nagkwentuhan nlng kami ni Nina. pinapakinig pa nya skin yung "Tim McGraw" by Taylor Swift. :) tapos medyo nauuna kaming maglakad. tapos nag chapel sya, tas tumakbo kasi akala namin bell na. tapos nakasalubong namin si Raffy, ayun. magkakasama kaming tatlo. tas tinuro ko ke Raffy si "Mr. Sun" ni Nina. tas mukha pa kaming tanga kasi pareho kaming nakaktitig kay mr. Sun. :)) ayun.

[pause] the happiness.

kasi naman nung recess, medyo okay pa eeh. bangag kami ni B.Y, tas masaya pa ako nun, [thanks to Kevin at sa plano nya love you Boss!!] tapos nadaanan ko si Daddy at Mikko, kinausap ko si Daddy abt Mommy. ayun, nabadtripa ko sa part na toh. sikreto nlng kung baket. hahaha.

[play] the happiness!

wla namang nanyare after, lesson lng. buti nga at 40 mins per subject lang buong week eeh, you gotta LOVE intrams in Seton. :D hahahaha. ayun, naglunch. nalate kami sa film viewing. tapos nabadtrip ako kasi di kami puntang Mikesell.

bihis na, simula na ng cheerdance training. ayun, malapit na kaming matapos. cheering naman gagawan namin. at supermegaduper polishing sa cheerdance (and cheering).

tapos hanggang sa lumaon, nagiging masaya ang mga batchmates ko. ang saya kaya, nagpaparty kami habng practice ng cheering up to 7pm! yes naman, love it. ♥

hayy, hanggang sa ayun. naguwian na din.

masaya ko, dahil kay 14. :)
pero mnsan napapaEMO ako dahil sa isng bagay. ( intrigaaaa! yiiiieee! ) haha. pero gladly, sumasaya naman ulit ako kapag nakikita ko si 14! yeayyyy. :)


love this day.♥

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Youth @ 1/20/2008 08:18:00 PM

it's the fest day of Sto. Niño.
nagpunta kami sa church kaninang umaga. tapos nag homily.
nung una,hindi ako ginaganahan makinig. kasi heto na naman si Father, kinukwento yung mga anecdote nya. hahaha. let's laugh. parang ganun. hanggang sa nabaggit yung tungkol sa mga batang napagiwanan, sa mga batang hindi nakakapag aral, mga batang nasa lansangan na ang ikinabubuhay ay paglilimos. parang, kaya naman natin silang tulungan eh, kung gusto nga lang natin. pero looking at them, masasabi mo na makasarili nga ang mga tao nowadays. na kahit isang musmos na bata, hindi magawang tulungan. nabanggit pa nga yung fetus na nakita sa C.R nuon eeh. kasi naman, sino ba namang nanay ang hindi maaawa sa sarili nilang anak? tama bang iflush sa toilet yun? parang pumatay ka na rin. . .ng isang inosenteng bata.

paglabas ko ng simbahan, natripan ni Pa na bumili ng ube sa labas ng church. nagtitingin ako dun. nung una, mga leche flan lang tinitgnan ko. tapos, nakakita ako ng baby na natutulog sa maduming kariton. napaisip tuloy ako kung ano kaya yung kalalagyan ng batang yun paglaki nya. ngyon pa lang, hindi na mapigilang mapaisip kasi hindi malayo sa mga naiisip nten ang pwedeng manyare sa knila.

"wla na kasing ikauunlad ang Pinas eh"
ganyan yung palaging sagot ng mga tao sa halos lahat ng interviews na ginawa ng mga reporters at journalists sa mga napapanuod kong' palabas. at some point, tama nga naman sila. kayod tayo ng kayod, pero wala rin namang' nanyayare. sabi nila umuunlad raw tayo, pero bakit ganun? yung mga may kaya lang ang umuunlad? ang mga mahihirap, ganun pa rin. parang kung ano sila nuon, ganun prn sila hanggang ngayon. pati ba naman ang kaunlaran, nabibili na rin?

kaya ayan, napupunta ang kayamanan sa mga bagay na hindi naman kinakailangan. imbis na nkk2long sa iba, doon pa humahantong yung pera.
naalala ko yung documentary na pinanuod samin isang araw sa school, nakita ko na yung mga bata, parang wala nang gustong maging pangarap. sabi kasi nung isa, "ayoko nang mangarap, tumigil na ako, hindi nrn naman matutupad." parang ang sakit naman isipin nun, kasi tayo pinoproblema ntn yung college nten, sila kahit elementary man lang, di na kaya. kaya ayun, nagttrabaho na lang sila. hirap na hirap na sila sa mga ginagawa nila pero ginagawa pa rin nila para maiahon yung mga pamilya nila.

pagtapos namin mapanuod yun, binigyan kami ng essay na sasagutan, gusto ko lang ishare yung sagot ko sa inyo.

1. Among the life story of several children presented on the film, which among them strikes you most?
-the story of Bobbi and his friends made a very big mark on me. When I first saw the first part of their story, I thought the first ones were more striking, because I thought that “These kids are having fun, what’s the matter?” But I was wrong, I jumped into conclusions already. They work at night, where kids are age should be sleeping, they got the hardest job, they don’t go to school, they smoke, they drink, they’re helpless, and they’re tired of their lives. They work for just a little amount of money and the environment is really not good for them. They might be harmed and they don’t have enough money for hospital bills or food. And absenting from work means that they can’t come back, wherein they’ll lose their job and they won’t have any money. The hard work was all poured to them. The adults were the ones with the easy job while the children were the ones carrying the sack of cement twice their weight! And, as it was said in the documentary, the place where they get the sacks doesn’t get much oxygen for them to breathe, and when they breathe deep, all they can breathe is dust from cement! And each one of them carries 250 sacks of cement for one and a half day. Most of them don’t eat at all, because when the adults would have their break, the children would be asked to wait for them downstairs. It’s already past lunchtime but they’re at work, they haven’t eaten, they’re tired and they’re carrying heavy loads. These children are really helpless in their situation. They have dreams and ambitions, but they can’t attain them because they’re stuck in their work in the pier, buried in debts, and they don’t have enough money and time to educate themselves.

2. Do you think that what you have watched is possible to happen to you? How and why?
-Yes, of course. If I wouldn’t be doing good in my studies, if I would be dependent to my parents all my life, if I wouldn’t set goals and achieve them, I would probably end up being like those kids.

3. What are the things in life that was realized in the film?
-Manila is a busy place. People tend to think about all its wonderful places, hot spots and bright lights. But what they don’t see are these people under the bridges, street children, those that knock at your car window asking for alms, sampaguita vendors... What about those at the provinces? Where education is very poor, establishments aren’t present, where books are limited... What’s common about them? They’re mostly children. Our country is one of those places called the “third world” and because of that “label”; we’re being hopeless with our problem. We think the more laborers we get, the more money for the family, but just as what the documentary have shown, child abuse causes failure rather than success. Because rather than having doctors, lawyers, nurses, engineers, architects, chefs, pilots etc… the so-called “hope of the future” are out there in the fields, in factories, in piers… thinking that that is what they will be doing their whole life. Some of them are even tired of life in such an early age. They became helpless and hopeless due to their status. They’re handling too much pressure in them: the pressure of being the provider in the family, the pressure of wanting to go to school, the pressure of striving for food and the pressure of being just like any other child. Our country is facing too much problems, but they’re not making solutions to those problems that need more attention, like more jobs and child abuse. They say that our country is developing but some people who don’t taste much of the sweet life don’t think that our economy is even growing. If it is, then why can’t everybody benefit from it? We can’t take away the fact that some of the Filipinos are greedy, because most of the country’s benefits go to them-the few people who receive these pleasures while the majority suffers. Our country’s resources are enough for each and every one of us; it’s all in the matter of sharing.

4. How is respect reflected on the film?
-The children have respect for their status. They are tired, but they don’t complain. They wait for a blessing to come to them; they try their best to achieve their dreams. They know that what they are doing is a big help for their family. And we should respect them as well.

5. What is the moral of the story?
-For those children who have the same situation as those to the children in the documentary that we watched, being poor is not a barrier between them and a bright future. It’s just a test or maybe a phase wherein they need to try their best for them to get through the hardships. But, child abuse is a mistake. It doesn’t help our economy and it doesn’t help them. It’s okay to work, because we all know that they don’t pretty much have a choice because it’s a way for them to help their parents, but it becomes wrong when work is taking over the child. As long as they have room for education, work is okay.
-And for the fortunate ones, we shouldn’t be thinking that we would always and forever be fortunate. What we have now doesn’t necessarily mean that it would also be the things we would be having ten to twenty years from now. We make our own future. We decide for ourselves and what we would be taking. Every step in life is a decision that lies on our hands, it’s up to us if we would take the right ones, or the wrong. For now, we should be contented with what we have. We hate classes, but what we don’t know is that it is a formula to success. Aren’t we thankful that we are here? Listening to lectures no matter how boring they are than being out in the world where these less fortunate kids are? We should learn to be contented with what we have; we shouldn’t envy others because believe it or not, others envy you too. Be happy with what we have and thank God that He has given us a good life and that we are not suffering as these kids are.

6. If given a chance to change the life of a child in the story, how would it be?
-I would probably be doing some outreach or give donations, but those things wouldn’t erase the fact that no matter how many clothes I give them or how many food I would be donating, that wouldn’t send them to school, that wouldn’t educate them. These children have dreams of their own, they want to finish their studies, make the world a better place because they believe that we, the children of our generation, are the hope for a bright and better future. I would probably educate a child when I’m older, and when the time comes that he would grow up, he could send a child to school too. And I could set an example to others as well so that they’d be doing the same thing. These children are the ones that we should be helping, because when the time comes that we are already the “adults” that we have today, what can we show the next generation? We should’ve been setting a good example for them. When will we prove that we are the hope of our society? We shouldn’t wait; we should start proving it now.


so, kelan pa ba natin uumpisahan tumulong? kung kelan huli na ang lahat?

Saturday, January 19, 2008

@ 1/19/2008 08:05:00 PM

gumagabi na. :)
hindi ko nga trip magtext ehh. bumabalik ang mga blogging days ko. :))
kawawa nga eeh, mawawala na lang bgla yung unli ko, ni hindi ko man lang nagamit ng maayos. hahaha! biro nyo, kaninang pagalis ko pa sa bahay ni Kat yun. eh 8pm na. :)) the heck!

di ko pa nagagawa yung A.P hw ko. tsssk. hindi pa ako nakakapag review sa Biology.
5 hours na akong nakaupo dto sa computer. dahil naghanap ako skin. hahahaha.

hm, ayan. bago kong' skin. :) mag tag ulit kyo. hahaha. salamat! :)

ADORE. @ 1/19/2008 03:28:00 PM

hey there i said it, i'm in love. . .with you.
there's an ocean between us, deep & blue.
and i, at times have had nothing.
but tonight, i want nothing but you.

. . .you're the only thing i want,
the only thing i want,
the only thing in my mind.
all the time.

hmm, something's really getting weird. ewan ko ba. napaka weird ng feeling. lalo na kanina. feel ko nanyayare na naman yung mga di dapat manyare ehh. hahaha. kainis ehh. badtrip. yung tipong ansaya saya mo, tapos bglang eepal uyng scenarion, boom! BADTRIP! :))

tapos ayun, knausap ko na din si Sonja, sbe ko ndi ko na gsto si "lately guy". kasi si ***** ehh. :))

nkkinis lang yung kapag may gagawing bagay si "lately boy" kay "current girl" nya. hahaha. joke. di pala nkkinis. parang nakakamiss lang. kasi ganun yun dati ehh. putekk, ang obvious ata nto. :))shetttttt. anyway, alisin sa isip si "lately boy"!! :))

amp, teka. magpopost ulit ako mamaya. babaguhin ko kasi skin ko ehh. :P

touch it bring it babe. :) @ 1/19/2008 02:39:00 PM

hahaha. lahat kami napapakanta at napapasayaw sa knta na yan. love namin yan! :))
ayun. nakakapagod tong' araw na toh. :) pero masaya naman. nag 7 11 muna kami nina Dawin, Kaii, Emika at Mikko tapos ayun, hinihintay namin si Jasmin. :) kaso, 8:4o na. eeh usapan 8am SHARP! ayun, nauna na tuloy kami nina Emika at Mikko. hahaha. ayun, katext pa namin ni Mikko si Sis Robert SG nun. kaya ang kulet, naguusap kami tungkol sa "green" sa trike. :)) no. 092 pa yung trike na yun. ayun, so nakarating nrn kami kina Kat. kasabay pa namin si Izzy. tas ayun, nagpractice na. kumain. nag parlor sina Kai at Emika. tapos nagpunta kami ni Emika sa 7 11 pra bumili ng Toblerone. tsaka tumingin kmi ng mga pwedeng mabili. :)) tapos eto, umuwi na rin ako. :)

Thursday, January 17, 2008

would you go all the way? @ 1/17/2008 09:49:00 PM

browsing through my playlist & i played a silly game. :)
kasi nabobother talaga ako dito sa isang baagy na toh, amp. ahahaha. so i used my playlist as a "sign" thing. :))

ayun, up, down, up down ako sa scrollbar. tapos yung ma-click ko, kungtugma kay *, edi.. wla lang. kasi seriously, i don't actually believe in signs. mas naniniwala ako sa mga nakakagimbal na bagay na bigla na lang nagpapakta. haha, parang signs ndn uyn, pero i don't give any meaning to them, nakakatuwa lang. :))

anyway, natapat ang aking cursor sa isang kanta ng Paramore. at ang title nya ay "Adore". at nung sinearch ko ang lyrics. . .


i don't mean to run, but every time you come around i feel more alive than ever
and i guess it's too much, maybe we're too young and i don't even know what's real
but i know i've never wanted anything so bad, i've never wanted anyone so bad

if i let you love me, be the one adored, would you go all the way?
be the one i'm looking for
if i let you love me, be the one adored, would you go all the way?
be the one i'm looking for

help me come back down, from high above the clouds you know i'm suffocating but i blame this town
why do i deny, the things that burn inside down deep i'm barely breathing but you just see a smile
and i don't want to let this go, really i just want to know

if i let you love me, be the one adored, would you go all the way?
be the one i'm looking for
if i let you love me, be the one adored, would you go all the way?

[stay]
be the one i'm looking for

if i let you love me, be the one adored, would you go all the way?
be the one i'm looking for
if i let you love me, be the one adored, would you go all the way?
be the one i'm looking for
if i let you love me, say the word adored, would you go away?
be the one i'm looking for ..


. . .boom. tugma nga.
shettt.

happiness?? @ 1/17/2008 09:04:00 PM

BODY PAIN, masakit ang buong katawan ko, particularyly ang tummy dahil sa mga galupet na warm ups at training ng cheerdance. i need Salonpas.
HEADACHE, dahil sa pagbagsak sa headstand. ang sagot, unan kooooo!

. . .HEARTACHE, dahil sa hindi maintindihan na nararamdaman. ang sagot, assurance and truth.

hayyy, hindi ko na talaga maintindihan toh. ayoko naman talaga eeh, pero parang may something that really creeps me out.
parang nung si Lucas Scott and Brooke Davis na ulit, nung una, parang naiilang si Peyton sa kanilang dalawa kasi Luke was once hers. parang ganun, pero comfortable naman syang kausapin si Brook or Luke pag solo sila. gets nyo? pag magkasama si Brooke at Luke, nakakaramdam sya ng. . . SELOS.
feel ko, ganun nararamdaman ko ngayon ( ngayon lng naman, hopefully, mawawala rin siguro ).

ayun, how's life so far? medyo nagiging vulnerable ang bawat tao ng Pshakes (including the people very close to us, and the ex-Pshakes). prang nagiging malungkot sila palagi. minsan nga, di ko na alam yung gagawin ko para mapasaya sila eeh. hayy, sna andun nlng ako sa tabi nila palagi. Lahat sila nahihirapan na. nga pala, si lang pala sila. pati rn pala yung ibang mga tao na naging close na rin sakin lately. everyone's going through rough moments right now. ayoko nang makisama sa kanila, wla na silang karamay kung ganun.

sana lang talaga, maging masaya rin ang lahat someday. yung katulad lang ng dati. lagi ko silang nakikitang nakangiti, tumatawa. :) sana ganun nalang ulit kaming lahat. kung pwede lang eeh.

Friday, January 11, 2008

supermegakaduper CONFUSION. :s @ 1/11/2008 10:50:00 PM

ayoko na ntoooo.. confused ako sa super daming bagay. ang weird nu? eeh kasi naman ee, madami na din nanyare. prng lahat ngpile up bago pa man ako may nasabihan. ahahaha. una, ewan ko kung ano ba tong' para sa isang taong toh. leche, 2 months rin yun. pero alam ko naman tlg na hindi ko sya mahal or gusto etong si taong toh. don't guess na. bsta, yun na yon. can't post this. msydng PRIVATE toh. mmp. isa pa, nakooooo. di ko alam kung galit ba sa akin si daddy japs. feeling ko oo eeh, kasi weird nya kanina, pero di namn daw snbe ni Nina. hayyy, buhay nga naman. next naman, eto... isang taong nakaka-corner. mmp. ayoko ng ganun eeh. di ko na palalawakin. issue yon. FRIENDS na kami eeh, kaso iba ata feeling nya. x_x hmmm, yung 2 kong' friends, nasasaktan na yung isa dhl sa isa. hayy, naaawa na tlg ako. kahit isa sa kanilang 2, ayoko makitang nasasktan, pero ang prblma, di ko naman alam gagawin ko para mapasaya sila. kasi, iba na eeh, :S hayyy. tapos eto pa. mga taong di nararamdaman ang maging "inaapi". mmp, di ko din pwedeng palawakin. mhal ko yuuuun! :)) ewan ko ba problema ko, bsta marami eeh. ang hirap na mnsan. hahahaha. pero kaya pa naman. :D

no pain, no gain. :) @ 1/11/2008 10:47:00 PM

di ko na ata mapopost lahat ng nanyare nung Christmas Break ko. kasi tinatamad na ako. ehehehe.
summary nlng. :) ayun. nung 20, nagsayawsayaw lang kami ng Pshakes ko. the usual WILD people i am with everyday. :D hahahaha. tapos nung 21 naman, party with TK my love. then nung gabi na, sleepover with my girls!! :P i love that night. tapos pagkatapos nun wla na akong ginawa. Christmas Eve na! The Tradition na naman. i get to dress uo like everone else in my family already. the teenage twists of my 14 year-old life. :D hahahah. tapos.... CHRISTMAS DAY na! yahooooo! ansaya eeh. party hard tlg dto sa bahay. ahahaha. then di ko na natiis. nag starbs na'ko with TK. hahaha. saya2. tapos nag Philam Park kami. hmm. heto na heto na, ang pinakamasklap na araw ng Christmas Break ko. . . [sheeettttt]. . . yung NEW YEAR'S EVE ko kasi ee. mmp. prng sbrang nging "The Hulk" aku nun. ahahaha. kasi nawasak ko yung pinto. woaah! dbadba? ang weird. at lht yun... resulta ng aking tumatagingting na galit at hinanakit! inutil na bata. ahaha. au, worst New Year's Eve so far. luhaan ang mata habang nanunuod ng fireworks. drama! :)) tapos ayun, nung umaga na.. boom. everything changed. :P galing eeh, anghel naman ako. hahaha. ohhaaaaa! tapos ayun, party hard na naman. wla naman masyadong nanyare nung mga huling araw ko. gumagawa lang ng SOTC tsaka nagkaron ng Mall Day with my mom. nagpa spa kami at namili ng ibang damit at make-up. hahaha. tapos the next day.. WEDDING DAY! :D ayun, nun una badtrip ako eeh. kasi dapat extension un ng Mall Day namin ng mom ko. magpapafoot spa dapat ako, kaso ayun. nauwi sa hotel. sbrang init tlaga ng ulo ko nun. hahaha. grbe, badtrip talaga yung hotel na yun, lahat sila busy, tas ako.. la lang. ahahaha. ayun, pagdating ko sa simbahan, set up agad ng sound system!! yihooo. tapos ayun, sbrang BUSY nung wedding. tapos, eto na, reception! yeeee! dto ko nakilala si Philip! ahahaha. gnda gnda sa Hillsborough! kumanta kami ni Philip (na kamuka tlg ni Chris Cayzer) tapos ang dreamy talaga nung place. hahaha. ayun. dance hard naman nung gbe. uwian na.

gahhhd. Monday, back to reality. nung Wednesday bumalik si B.Y Eotts ko. yeayyy. dami nya pasalubong eeh. wahahaa. tapos nung Thursday, astiiiig. patago lang kaming kumakain. ahahaha. Friday, aw.. palit na ng seating arrangements. :( malapit pa din naman sakin sina Dan, Bianca at Islau. pero di kami ganun kalapit like before. aw, lagi nlng sakin importante ang tatlong malalapit sakin sa seating arrangements! :)) aw, mamimiss ko sila. ayun, the whole week? GRABE, puro cheerdance practice. sakit na ng buong katawan ko dahil dun. masakit ung ulo, hinihintay madisgrasya kakatry sa mga stunts. ahahaha. kelangan ko tlg matutuo mag front walk. kahit ngarag sya, ayus lang. :)) bsta magawa ko, NO PAIN NO GAIN! :D ayun, madaming problema! grbe, parang ang sikip sikip na, lalo na pag involved ka. hahah.

nga pala, today is Eyeliner Day! :P natutunan na kasi namng maging bahay ang waiting area. umaga at lunchtime w/ Pshakes, Darwin, Aguas, Lacson, Daryll and Marion. :P ang vain tlg ng mga tao at love na love nila yung kikay kit ni Kaii. ahahaha. ancute eeh. aliw na aliw sila sa lipgloss, lalo na si Darwin! tapos ayun, super support tlg pag practices, hahahaha. love it. :)

ayun, kwinento ko na ang buhay ko so far.