Tuesday, April 01, 2008

@ 4/01/2008 10:45:00 PM

i miss my home, that's simply it. no matter how hard i try, this place would never be home. :[ people say that as long as you have your family, it's home. but no. this may sound emo but the "family" which i may call home was left back there. in our old house, all the memories of a happy family were all left there. it's almost a year.. celebration of being in HELL. i don't know. it's probably what i call this place. you can't do anything here. i'm really scared this summer. this summer is what i've been waiting for the whole school year.. but it's not really what i imagined it to be. not another bummer, please. i seriously don't have anything to do. i WASTE electrivity here. if i don't go online, i watch DVD. it's always "either". coz i can't do anything. i can't go outside or even go to my old house! wtf. and i thought this summer was suppose to be special.. but i was so blinded with that fantasy. i forgot the fact that my "reality" exists. and that it has a sign that says "HELL!". shit shit shit. i f i had one wish, i would've wished that we never moved. i never really liked this place. two more year and i'm out! but i don't want those two years to happen so fast! i just hate the fact that i need to deal with that 2 years HERE. yes, here at hell. i just HATE it. i HATE it. i HATE it. I HATE IT. I HATE IIIIITTTTT! wtf. anyway, i still hate it. but enough of that... i'm wasting precious space. uuugggghhh. nothing to do..... you probably get the point, and i have nothing good left to say. better shut up now. BYEBYE! :p