Monday, March 31, 2008

higher love. @ 3/31/2008 08:02:00 PM

it's official, i am really bored. yes, i'm so bored i don't even want to answer bolding surveys. wtf. hahahahaha. but i really want to post and post to get rid of that 850 item survey. too many people are reading it. hahahaha. and they really noticed that "i am completely in love with a guy". well i am, but not completely. :] it's too hard to love completely. hahahaha, i'll probabaly post that when i'm already sure, xP. as i've said, i just don't want to lose whatever it is right now. but i also don't want to take it into anything higher. hmm. actually, we don't get to see each other that often that's why i'm not sure. and it's really really forbidden i guess. hahahaha, awk. i'm not even sure how this summer would end up. i have two months to think about that. hahahaha.

okay, i'll open up. i am damn scared to lose this feeling this time and i've probabaly said that a million times but it's really true. i don't know, it's just that i became so happy whenever he's there or whenever he calls. hahahaha. it' just a weird feeling. i actually accept calls again. before kasi i stopped (or i was bored) to have people on the phone. i don't know, it's just not "okay". i know it's weird but that's actually what i felt. ahahaha. anyway, back to what i was talking about.. i'm really happy right now. it helps me move on. i think i haven't move on pa talaga, as in yung completely. kasi naghahanap pdn ako ng mga kanta na para sknya. pero yung mga hinahanap ko naman yung pang "goodbyes" chrvness na. hahaha. kaya improving ndn naman. and hopefully, siguro i can really move on during this summer. move on from everything that has bothered me for the past months.

p.s, can't wait for some April plans. :] like kaii's hotel birthday treat. slumbbeeerrr! then there's another hotel getaway right after, diamond hotel with my family. and then dance classes! i really can't wait!! i want to do those things na! i just hope it won't make my summer seem so fast. coz seriously, i don't want the next schoolyear to start. luckily, it's still march. although it's the last day already. hmmm. bye bye march! i forgot, Happy Birthday Kuya Kevs! i really miss you. nobody calls me petnames any longer. paramdam ka namn minsan, love you kuya!

pween, ♥