Sunday, February 17, 2008

February Hater, Happy Hearts Week! @ 2/17/2008 07:37:00 PM

i had a pretty "up & down" week. i guess it all comes with my February package. in other words, losing someone every feb. and yup, i lost a few. but those "few" defines few of the people i care about SO MUCH.

February 11, 2008 Monday
the night before this, i was pretty depressed becuase of the misunderstanding in our tropa, or what i call "PEARLSHAKES". we were all unsure of what we were saying. just because of a simple joke that led most of us hot-tempered.. out of a sudden, we were sending gm's begging for Jas not to quit and crossing our fingers and praying to God that our tropa could work this out. but the night passed, and we all waited for morning. as the first one who arrives at school, i went to our usual tambayan every morning.. the waiting area. i guess that if i waited there, everyone might join me despite our coldness. justin arrived and so did darwin. the three of us talked about it, and everything was going quite fine. kaii arrived as well, then aguas... we just waited patiently for the others to arrive. when nina came, she was damn happy trying to tell us about her usual morning. then the other guys and i had a little "tinginan". we talked through our eyes, wondering who's going to tell nina about what is currently happening with our tropa. then i decided to tell her. we went to the "big stairs" and showed her all the messages and commotions last night. she was teary-eyed. when we got back, everyone had straight faces. they were staring at the wall right in front of us. so i sat at the bench too, and then emika arrived. she approached me giving me Jasmin's brush and then she said: "una na ako ha". i don't know how those words touched me so much but it was sure as hell damn PAINFUL. then as i stood up, i saw a single line, walking through the waiting area. parang habulan tuloy yung nanyare. i couldn't take it. it was a lot more painful to look at. nina and i went to the comfort room in the promenade. we wiped our tears so that people would not notice at all. as we went to the high school bldg, we saw emika, kaii and justin at the chair in front of the makabayan dept. when we tried to approach them, they went to our old morning tambayan. i stood at the middle coz i saw dar and jas at the catwalk. i went to jas and hugged her. then nina took her to where emika, kai and jas were. we were about to talk but then the bell rang and emika kai and justin stood up. nina suddenly shouted: "kelan pa kayo natutong umiwas?!?!" God, that was so unbelievable, unexpected and surely that was a first-timer. we all lined up for the assembly but i could not help it. so i broke down. i cried, cried, cried and cried some more. micha and kaii hugged me adn i am thankful i have them both. that was so painful. another first-timer, crying during the assembly.

the day passed by, still.. no conversations. btw, i LOST my USB. :(

February 12, 2008 Tuesday
nothing much happened. everyone was pretty light with what happened so we decided to talk, but unfortunately.. Jasmin didn't want to.

February 13, 2008 Wednesday
club time! the best! :) my tropa's quite okay, i think. :) i loved my vball. :)

February 14, 2008 Thursday
HAPPY HEARTS DAY everyone! :)

went to TC with bianca. we made our valentines gm. :) we went to gate 7, to fetch Mikko. and help him. then we went to the gym. we organized the roses that we were going to give the girls.
i was bored. so i decided to ba an usherette! :)) actually, we just went to the FBA and became usherettes! so bianx, gar, paul and i were official ushers for the teacher's day program. it was a lot of fun. :) we watched the 15k boys, hahaha. and we've spent the rest of the class hrs. at TC with our student teachers. after classes, i went to outbox (the one near westfield) with bianca, mommy shi and lexii. we went back to seton then bianca and i started walking outside seton. we just wanted a little walktrip. nakarating kami hanggang sa likod ng outbox sa may bf gate. we went back to school. on our way there, we saw mikko. hinatid nya kami sa seton. them bianca and i went to the 4th floor of the HS bldg. just to experience whatever ate iman and dan did there. :)) we read our letters and ate the white choco we bought. we suddenly remembered about the egg. so we went down to TC and got our eggs. we even told the guard in gate 7 that we live nearby so we were going to leave already. :) we went to the land property at the back of seton and we buried our eggs there and made a wish. :) we had another walkathon to we don't know where. :) then we suddenly found out that we were already in mikko and robert's place. then we saw mikko again! :)) so hinatid na naman nya kami pabalik ng seton. i went home. :) adventurous hearts day huh? :)

February 15, 2008 Friday
class hours...
i stayed because of practice and rehearsals for our filipino play. :)

February 16, 2008 Saturday
spent it with team vek2. :) the rebellious grp, joke! but it was true, we decided to create another group to make a second entry for tagum city.

we went to ATC, we watched "my bestfriend's girlfriend". grabe, andami namin! Gil was surprisingly happy with what we were watching. hahahahaha. then we went to marga's house. JEEP RIDE! =)
then we started shooting. :) after shooting, we went to The Big Apple Co. and eat dinner. i was with kaii, bianx, charmi, klars and gar. trike ride lang. ganda pala dun ng night life. dming resto! :)) trike ride pa! i went home afterwards. we went to lola's house after. and went home ulit. SUPER SLEEP! =)

p.s. NEVER KO NANG' NKTA SI USB. waaaa. come backkkk!!