Saturday, May 05, 2007

summer bummers. @ 5/05/2007 12:04:00 PM

i hate this day. for the past few days actually.
it feels like i'm dead. :( i can't do anything with my life.
ugghhh. it's already May, and still, my summer was always the same. sleep, eat, watch, play outside and computer.
ever since summer statred, i'm so poor. my everyday allowance would be 20-50php.
but for the past few days, i needed to actually look for money inside the house.
plus, the weather is such a friendly pain in the ass. boo-hoo. it's always hot. if it isn't hot, it's raining. the weather is so sticky and the

airconditioning unit is a total wreck. the internet card expired and the camera is with my mom. my mp3 player is out of battery and the water is very

few.
can this summer get any worse?
the oly highlights of this summer was the gimiks we had with my friend yujiro, and the hotel visit.
the beach? scratch that. we do that every summer. and i'm so bored with the same scenery i deal with every time we go there. plus, there was only

one bottle of sunblock. and we need to deal with that for a week. so that wasn't so good.
i didn't have any summer opportunities. scratch all those i wished for before the schoolyear ends.
i planned to go to milo clinics for soccer, but my relatives declined. so, out of influence, my dad declined too. i wanted sports too, but there's no

offer near my house. so that means, it's in makati or maybe somewhere else far from this place.
they told me my cousin was going to study a forign language, at first, i wanted it, because it was cool and helpful but my mom said that i wouldn't

remember that on my way to college. and as usual, there was none of thise here. lastly, i wanted to go to a dance school. you know, like stomp. or

dance republic. but my father doesn't want me to. i read the magazines and i really want to go to a hip hop academy.. like southside or maybe a full

personality development program like JRP or repertory philippines. sigh..
one month to go and summer's almost over, goodbye to bums and hello to schoolwork. either ways, it's still boring.
we need to go through the introduction thingy we do every first day of school, again.
the only good thing about going to school is being with your friends, doing things you need to and at the same time, you want to, which your

parents can't actually decline. and not being broke. you have lots of cash.
but the bad thing is, the heavy loaded schoolwork, your friends blaming you for not going out. your stress. your (not to mention very painful)

headaches. and the class projects you have to deal with. plus, you have time limits in using the computer, and you get to sleep late, because you

arrive late from school too.
could this year get any worse?
yahh. the major breakout and the most smashing news for me... is moving.
i have to leave my home for another house. it means leaving my friends. which is actually a hard part.
one month to go. and i'm still bummed.
i have nothing else to do with my summer. i cried a lot because it was wasted, after hoping for this summer to come during last school year. i

thought it was time for me to rest and enjoy myself. but, it was a major blowoff.
i had a scar from the beach get away we had in quezon. it looks like a spider in my ankle. :( tadaa!

see... it really looks like a spider.
and it was from a raft we rode for us to get to the malalim portion of the beach. my foot was stuck in the middle of two bamboos which had some

pointy shells in the bottom, and it left wounds in my ankle! and it was really bleeding. it was so painful. :(

the only fun time in my hotel days were actually the full time airconditioned room and the mall right next to it.
hehehehe.

here's some of the nice moments. :)


there's me. kausap ko sa phone mga ka berks ko. :)


me, posing in the pool.


holding my so-called pamela. pero Haley pangalan nyan. and that's not even mine!;p

sige, yun na muna yun.